Evan didn't say a word, he just kept staring at me, not even noticing the cider was pouring onto the floor.

"Uh Evan" I said, pointing to the bottle.

He looked at the bottle, then yelled "Shit!"

He ran into the kitchen, grabbed paper towels, then came back in and started cleaning up the spilled cider. "Thank god I have hard wood floors" he said with a laugh.

"Evan" I said.

"Yeah?"

"Do you like my nightie?"

He ignored me, wiping at the floor. When he was done he stood up and went into the kitchen, throwing the paper towels away before coming back out into the living room and sitting down.

"Evan" I said again.

"Yeah?"

"Do you like the nightie?"

"Uh... uh..."

I bit my lip and said "I guess you don't. I'll go change."

I was ready to walk out of the room when I felt him grab my arm.

"What?" I asked.

"Avary I like it," he told me "I mean I really like it. I just... well."

"What?"

"I didn't want you to see how much I like it."

"What do you mean?"

I turned to face him and he was blushing slightly. "I um... have a... you know."

I was confused until he put his head down. I did the same, then saw what he was talking about.

"Oh" I gasped.

He blushed even redder and sat back down, putting his head in his hands.

I bit my lip, smiling slightly. I sat down next to him and made him face me. "Are you embarrassed?" I asked him.

"Yes" he replied.

"Why?"

"Because... well... I don't want to scare you."

"Why would you scare me?"

"You're a virgin and... well some virgins get awkward when they give someone an erection."

"Evan I'm not most virgins. Hell I'm not most girls."

"I know Avary. I'm sorry."

"Don't be."

He sat back and looked at me, running a hand through his hair. "I really love you and care for you," he told me "And the last thing I'd ever want to do is rush you or pressure you."

"You haven't done either" I told him.

"Avary..."

"Yeah?"

He didn't respond, he just pulled me onto his lap and kissed me passionately. I could feel his erection grinding against me and I gasped against his lips. When we pulled apart I said "I've seen an erection before you know. I've just never been the cause of one."

He laughed and said "Let me guess. You've walked in on John and Randy once, haven't you?"

"Try more then once."

"Damn."

I put my hands on his shoulders and looked down at his boxer covered erection.

Evan kissed my forehead and said "Lets eat. Then we'll figure out what to do."

"Okay" I agreed softly.

We ate dinner in silence.

I kept thinking about what had happened earlier and I knew I wanted things to go farther, I just didn't know how much farther I wanted things to go.

I looked over at Evan occasionally, he seemed deep in thought too.

I don't want to rush things either, but I can't deny that I do want him.

I don't know what to do...

Damn.

That's all I can say.

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