After Evan and I took separate showers and had an amazing breakfast, he dropped me off at home. I went upstairs and sure enough John was awake and waiting for me.

"So?" he asked "How did it go?"

"How did what go?" I asked teasingly.

"You know what Avary. Don't play coy."

I sat down next to John and sat "Well it was amazing. Evan is the best boyfriend in the world."

"Did it hurt?"

"John we didn't have sex."

His eyes widened and he asked "Seriously? The nightie idea failed?"

"No," I replied "It just went off in a different direction."

"Oh? Do tell."

"Well when he first saw me in the nightie he ended up spilling the sparkling cider all over the floor and his eyes widened. I gave him an erection and he was so embarrassed about it, but I told him not to be. We made out a little before we ate dinner. Then after dinner we made out some more, then we went in the bedroom-"

John's eyes widened and he asked "You went into his bedroom, but you guys didn't have sex?"

"John!" I said "Let me finish the story!"

"Okay. Okay."

"So we went into the bedroom and all our clothes ended up coming off. I gave him a blow job and he really liked it even though it didn't last that long because he came quickly because it's been so long since he's been intimate."

"I knew that already," John told me "He mentioned to me once that he hasn't had sex in over 2 years."

"He told me that too" I told John.

"Continue."

"Well he made me pull away so he could cum on the towel because he didn't want to cum in my mouth the first time. Then he ate me out and... it felt too good to put into words. Then my body started to shake and I felt faint. Then as a little more time went by I..."

"You had your first orgasm" John said bluntly.

"Yeah I did," I told him "And it was just... I can't describe it. Then he started fingering me and everything just felt so right and perfect, so I told him I wanted him and he said he wanted me too. He grabbed a condom and put it on, then just as he was ready to enter me, he stopped and said he couldn't do it."

"Why did her stop?" asked John.

"He said that we may love each other and we may be very happy together, but it's too soon for me to make that kind of commitment to him and that he wouldn't feel right about us having sex so soon. Then he just kept saying how he couldn't have sex with me yet and then I finally said okay and then we fell asleep."

John whistled and said "he must really love you and care for you to turn down sex, especially when he wanted you so badly."

"I know," I said "I understand, but it did hurt me. I've never felt so rejected in my life."

"Ava, he loves you and respects you and wants to make things special and perfect for you. Ava that isn't rejection, that's true love, that's him showing you that he sees you for you, not for tits and a vagina. You're more then just a piece of ass to him, you're everything to him Ava."

"You think?" I asked softly.

John put his hand on my shoulder and said "Even though Randy and I knew each other a long time before we got together, I waited over a year to make love to him."

"Why?"

"To show him that I loved him and respected him and that he meant more to me then just a warm place to stick my dick. Ava, I know what I'm talking about because I was the same way with your brother and I honestly and truly love Randy."

"I know you do John, I can see it in your eyes and I can hear it in your voice when you talk about him."

"Then you should know that Evan is the same way when he talks about you."

I blushed and John laughed before leaning over and kissing my forehead. He patted my shoulder and said "You'll see what I mean as time goes by. Your relationship with Evan is still in the early stages. Just wait until the two of you are together between 6 months and a year, it'll really show."

I leaned over and hugged him. "Thanks John" I whispered.

"No problem," he said "Now I have to go wake Randy up."

"I'm already awake" we heard Randy say.

We turned and there he stood. "I heard everything" he told us.

I looked at John and he said "I'll go start breakfast for me and Randy. You two can talk."

John left and I stood up. I looked at Randy and asked "Are you mad at me about what I did with Evan?"

"Not at all," he replied "I'm just mad you told John before you told me. You always tell me everything first Avary."

"I know Randy, but lately things have been so screwed up between us because you can't get over the fact that I don't want the life you want."

He sighed and said "I know I've been a bastard Avary and I'm sorry for it, I really am, but you have no idea how much I worry about you being here alone when John and I are on the road. Ava I worry about you so much that I just want you to be close to where I am so I can make sure you're safe."

"Randy you can't protect me all the time. You should know that by now."

He sighed again and said "I know Ava. I just... you're my baby sister and I love you so much."

I went over to him and pulled him into a hug. He hugged me back tightly, kissing my forehead before pulling away. "Well now that you've seen your first penis that isn't mine or John's, I just have one question."

"What's that?" I asked him.

"How big is Evan?"

"Randy!" I yelled "He's mine!"

"But I wanna know!" he laughed "I'm thinking about trading John in for someone younger."

"I HEARD THAT!" yelled John.

Randy and I began to laugh as we walked into the kitchen.

So Avary and Randy patched up.

John helped clear Avary's mind of all doubts about Evan.

Things are good right now.

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