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Edward and I began walking to the main house slowly. I knew this was not going to be easy at all. Renessmee loved Jacob only making this that much harder for me. Thank God I have Edward to help

me. Edward could feel the tension building inside of me, "Love, you don't have to do this alone. I am here for you." "Thank you. Edward, I love you." "I love you too." He pulled me into a hug as we

broke into the front yard. From the sounds coming from the house she was happy playing with Emmett. As I opened the door she smiled and ran into my arms hugging me. "Hey baby." My voice was barly

audible as I brushed her hair out of her eyes. She lifted her hand to my face and images of Jacob flooded my mind. She was worried about him because he hadn't come by to see her. "Oh, baby. Come

with me mommy needs to talk to you." Edward stood up to follow us but I waved him off, "I've got." "Are you sure?" "Yea." I scooped her up as I ran with her to the meadow that Edward and I had

come to love and spend a great deal of our time. I sat in the middle of the clearing with her in my lap as I prepared to say the words that were going to crush my daughter. "Mommy what is wrong? You

and Daddy look so sad." "That is because baby we are. Do you remember when Jacob came to help us get you back yesterday?" She nodded her head. "Well, he was trying to fight off a bad vampire

with red eyes like grandpa Carlisle told you about when the vampire caught him and hurt Jacob." The tears were already forming in her eyes and I could only guess that she already knew what I was

going to tell her. "Jacob was hurt so bad that grandpa couldn't help him get better and he went to heaven." She started sobbing burying her face in my shirt as she cried. I began sobbing with her at

seeing my baby in that much pain. It hurt to see her grieving and so upset. "I don't believe you. You just don't want me to see him anymore." "No, baby, I'm telling you the truth. Jacob has gone

to heaven now to see the angels and be with God. Mommy would never lie to you. Never." She was so mad and hurt all at the same time. She beat her fist against the ground screaming. I wished

Edward would have come then. She needed both of her parents right now. Alice must have seen this because just as soon as I thought about him he came walking out of the trees and sitting on the

ground next to us. "Alice said you would need me." "Thank you." He lifted Renessmee from my lap pulling her into his arms. "Baby, listen to Daddy. I know you are hurting right now and you are upset.

You have every right to be but always know that Jacob is watching over you. I bet he is up in heaven right now watching out for you making sure you are safe. Jacob would want you to stay strong

and always remeber him." "I miss him, Daddy." "I know. I know." I let my shield down so he could hear my thoughts, Thank you. She really needed to hear that. I knew Edward didn't exactly believe in

him having a soul or that he would ever see heaven but I did and I had taught Renessmee to believe that too. We sat there for a while longer until it started getting cloudy so we ran back home

before Renessme got wet and sick. She stayed silent the whole way there even when we put her to bed she never said a word. I kissed her forehead and closed her door. Edward was waiting for me

in our room stretched out across the bed with his eyes closed. I crawled beside him snuggling into his side. He smiled, "I love you, Mrs. Cullen." "I love you too. What made you decide to start believing

in having a soul and going to heaven?" "Well it started when I met you. You have taught me so many things, Bella. You have taught me how to love, care, be human again, and most of that no matter

who you are or what you are every thing has a soul. If you didn't you just wouldn't really be anything. I have never been happier in my life than when I met you." This would have brought tears to my

eyes if I could have cried. He bored his honey eyes into mine and it was like I lost all self control. I laughed. "What's funny?" "You. You still dazzle me willing me incapable of doing anything."

"I just may use that to my advantage." He said leaning over me kissing me. He pulled away looking into my eyes and staring for a moment. I knew what he was trying to do and it was working.

"What?" "Just ckecking to see if it still works." I laughed, "You know it always will." As the sun rose to a new day, a sad day I woke Renessmee up to get her dressed. We had Jacob's funeral to attend

at 9:00. She never said a word as I pulled her clothes on and pulled her onto my back as we ran to get the car. Every now and then I would let my shield down to ask Edward how she was but he

would just shake his head saying she was fine just mourning that she would be fine in time. When we arrived in La Push we parked and made our way over to the grave side. I hated the idea that my

best friend lied there gone never to come back. I would rather have him alive hating me than ever have him dead. I saw the tears streaming down Renessmee's cheeks as she climbed onto Edward's

lap. He had a certain way of comforting her when she was upset that I could never get the hang of. The minister preached a little while on death and how he was in a better place but I didn't pay much

attention my mind was too distracted by thoughts of Jacob. I felt like it was my fault because if I had never called him then he would never have come and gotten himself killed but then I think the

alternative may have been losing my daughter or my husband. I could feel the eyes of the other pack members glaring at me but I didn't pay attention they would never understand. After the pastor

made his last remarks they began lowering his casket and I'd had all I could take. I got up and walked inhumanly fast back to the car to wait for the others to come. I sat in the passenger seat with

my head in my hands sobbing. It was all my fault for everything that had happened to Jacob. He was dead now because of me. The door opened as Edward climbed in pulling me onto his lap cradling

me until I had cried it out. "We shouldn't have come. I'm so sorry, Love." "No, it's fine we needed to be here. I just can't help thinking that this is all my fault. If I had never called him and told him what

had happened he never would have come but then I think of the alternative where I could have lost you or Renessmee or any of the others and that is much worse. I could never live through loosing

you. Then I get so angry at myself for being glad it was him and not one of us but that is how I see it I couldn't live without any of you." "Bella, Bella Shhhh." "The way you are feeling is completly

normal and is nothing to be angry about. I am so thankful that it was not you. It could have easily been you when Victor got his hands on you. Come on Carlisle and Emse are bringing Nessie home.

Let's go to the beach for a while. He carried me all the way to the beach where we sat talking for a while and watching the waves crashing onto the shore. Yet again my life had been turned upside

down but I had made it through it somehow. I still had Edward, my baby, and my new family. Over the next few weeks our life calmed down and settled back to normal. We still missed Jacob more

than anything but we were healing. I knew it wasn't going to be long before something else was thrown our way but I only hoped that we would be somewhat prepared.

So this is the end...for now. I have a few ideas for a sequel if you remeber at the begining of the story that Rosalie and Emmett wanted a baby well that is a part of the sequel but I still need something else. Im thinking. Hopefully I will have an idea and begin the sequel in a week. If you would like to contribute any ideas please feel free to message me! R&R ! Oh and I had a request for some of the songs I listen to for my inspiration when I write and the song I listened to the most to write this last chapter is Fix You-Coldplay