After I told John and Randy what Principal Reed had said, I asked "What should I do?"
"Go for it," said John "This is a once in a lifetime opportunity for you Avary, you have to take it."
"I agree with John," Randy said "Avary this is something you've always wanted, you gotta go for it."
"But what about you guys?" I asked.
"We can take care of ourselves Avary," said John "We'll be fine until you come back."
"What about me and Evan?" I asked softly.
They looked at each other, then back at me. "You have to tell him Ava" Randy told me softly.
"But things just got so good between us and-"
I broke down into tears and I felt John pull me into his arms.
"Go call Evan," John told Randy "Tell him to come over."
"I'm on it" said Randy.
Half hour later my tears had dried just in time for Evan to come over. John and Randy left, claiming they had errands to run, but I knew they were just trying to give me and Evan some privacy.
Evan took one look at me and asked "Avary what's wrong?"
"Oh Evan-" I began, unable to continue.
He sat down next to me and said "I'm here. What's wrong?"
"I- I- I- can't say."
"Are you breaking up with me?" he asked softly.
"NO!" I cried.
He looked a little relieved, but still worried. He stroked my hair and said "Whatever is wrong, you know you can tell me."
"I know Evan," I said softly "This is just so hard for me to tell you."
He kissed me gently and I passionately returned it. When we pulled apart I breathed "Evan don't stop."
"Avary what about what you have to tell me?" he asked.
"Please let it wait. I just need you need you right now."
He nodded before pulling me back into a passionate kiss. I slide onto his lap, wrapping my legs around his waist. He picked me up and carried me into my bedroom, closing the door behind us.
An hour later we were laying side by side, staring into each others eyes. He smiled and said "I love you."
"I love you too Evan," I whispered "But I don't know if that will be enough."
"What are you saying?"
I sat up and looked down at him. "I got offered a job in England."
His eyes widened and his smile grew wider. "Avary that's great!" he told me "You're dream is coming true."
"I know, but what does that mean for us Evan?"
He sat up and kissed my cheek. "It means that we'll be apart for a year," he said "It means phone calls, emails and text messages will be our relationship for a year."
"But what if-"
He put a finger to my lips and shook his head. "Don't think that way," he whispered "We can and will make this work. We will see each other because remember we do tour Europe, so I will see you and be with you for a few days. And when you have vacation I can either take time and go to England to visit you or you can travel around with me."
"Really?" I asked "You really think we'll be able to keep us going?"
He shook his head and said "I don't think we can keep us going, I know we can keep us going. Our bond is too strong to be broken."
I smiled at him, my eyes filled with tears. He pulled me into his arms as we sank back onto the bed, kissing each other passionately. When we pulled apart he said "Don't worry about a thing my love, we'll get through anything and everything."
"I know we will" I whispered back.
He smiled and kissed me again, holding me close.
So it has been decided.
I'm going to England to live out my dream of being a teacher and Evan and I will stay together.
It sounds so much easier than it is going to be...
It does sound easier than it's going to be lol!
I understand exactly how Avary is feeling because I'm in a long distance relationship and it is hard and sometimes I'm afraid it will end, but I know the bond that I share with my boyfriend is strong and that it won't be broken easily.
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