Missing by BellaAlice4E!
Chapter Two
Disclaimer: I DO NOT own Twilight or any of its characters. Those belong to Stephenie Meyer. I only use them to entertain myself and those who read my fanfic.
Just so you know I suck at summaries…lol…this is Alice's side of some of the events. R/R Please!
APOV
Edward told us to leave. He said it would be easier on Bella if I didn't say goodbye. Something about cold turkey I think. So I did. I left without telling her how I felt or that I was leaving. Of course I couldn't tell her how I felt. She was Edward's girlfriend and I was supposed to be happy with Jasper. I stayed away like I was told. For months I just thought about what could have been if she had met me before him. Then one day I couldn't take it anymore. I left.
I took a few things and for me to take only a few is a stretch. Anyone who knows me knows I love to shop and I love clothes. I left them all behind. I grabbed a few outfits and a few trinkets and left when everyone else was out hunting.
I didn't go back to Forks either. I knew they'd go there first to find me.
I thought they would have gone sooner but I guess Edward had other plans.
I stopped watching them all. Mostly I stopped watching her. I couldn't do it. After he asked us to leave I stopped. I couldn't bear seeing her anymore.
I don't know what Jasper is going to think. I sort of left him a note. Not saying where I'm going or anything. Just that I am going and why. I couldn't bear to see his face.
I told him to tell Esme and Carlisle that I was thankful for all they did for me. I told him also that I want him happy and I couldn't make him happy if I wasn't happy there.
Once in a while I caught myself wondering what she was thinking about. If she really missed all of us? If Edward did the right thing? If I should have told her goodbye?
I decided I wasn't going back to Forks but I hadn't decided where I was actually going to go. I had to go somewhere that Edward and the Cullen's wouldn't find me. I wanted so badly to go to her. I wanted so badly to hold her. I could smell her scent everywhere. Was I going insane? Was I always insane?
I just kept going. No destination in mind. Not yet anyways. I know I kept seeing myself going to her. It wasn't a vision, just hope. I would see her take me in her arms and hold me. I wanted her so badly.
Then one day, out of the blue while I was sitting on a bench waiting for a bus in a city I didn't even know it hit me. Hard. She was sad. So very sad. I could feel the pain building up in her. All I saw was her room. I don't know what had made her so sad. It had been a while since we'd seen her so I didn't think it was over Edward or us. She was crying into her pillow. I wanted so badly to go to her. Then I heard her.
"Alice, I know you can see the future, I know you can see what I decide to do after I decide to do it. Why can't you see how much pain I'm in over you? How come you don't know how much I love you? Why didn't you come back here? Why didn't you come back to me? Why did you leave in the first place?"
Was she really crying for me or was this just one of my wishes coming to life to haunt me?
I decided I was going to find out. I was going to her. I couldn't bear to see her suffer like this. Not if I could do anything to stop it. If it wasn't real then I don't know what I will do but I had to find out for myself. This was my Bella.
I looked around. Where was I anyways? What city is this? How far away from her had I really gotten? Then I saw it, a sign answering me. I was in Phoenix, Oregon. Funny. She was originally from Phoenix, Arizona. I was only ten hours away from her. Why did it seem farther?
I got off the bench and headed back up north. I ran. I ran like I never ran before. I never stopped.
I'm coming, my Bella. I'm coming home.
Yeah I know this one was shorter. There wasn't a lot of conversation in this one because there was no one for Alice to talk to. Hope you like it at least. Thx
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