I am soooo sorry that it's taken this long to update, but a lot has been going with my family & plus all my homework, it's just a lot right now. I'm not going to quit on the story, so you don't have to worry about that, but I just don't know how long each update will take. So please bear with me. But anyways, thankssss for the reviewsss! So I want to clear some things, someone asked if Jason was with Sam in the hospital (chapter 2) and yes he was. BUT not as like bf/gf but as friends. As I had said before a lot of things that has happened recently will happen, just imagine it happening in like 02'. & in this story Sonny is going to be a complete a-hole. Not because I hate him or anything, just because it makes sense in my mind. Haha. & Elizabeth is going to have a connection with the Zacchara's. Big twist there. Oh and one more thing, in the this story Carly is NOT bitchy and annoying! She's nice and understanding. Weird, I know. But with what Carly has been through she will understand Elizabeth, so ahh just read. Lmfao. Kay, sooo readddd & reviewwww. Let me know what you thinkkkk! Thanks guyssss. Oh and I almost forgot! Liason is not together cause of the whole danger crap. & it will be a little while till they are together!

Chapter 4- Gone.

Gone.

Her son was gone and Elizabeth couldn't believe it.

"Elizabeth, I am so sorry."

She could still hear Patrick's words in her head.

"No, no that's not possible. How could he be gone?" She yelled.

Her own words ringing in the memory of the day she lost her little boy. It had been three days since Elizabeth lost Cameron and she hadn't moved from her bed. She laid in bed day and night, not eating or showering. Emily had tried to get Elizabeth out of bed, but she wouldn't move. Audrey was taking care of the funeral because Elizabeth couldn't bring herself to do the unthinkable. Emily was taking care of Jake because she knew Elizabeth would need time to deal with her loss. Jason had come by a few times trying to talk to Elizabeth, ignoring the danger factor he's been telling Elizabeth for years. Whenever Jason came by he didn't know what to say to Elizabeth, he didn't know what to say. It was killing Jason that he didn't know how to comfort her. All he wanted to do was help, and he simple didn't know how to.

"Elizabeth? Sweetheart? You have to get up and get ready. I know this is going to be hard," Audrey told Elizabeth before being cut off.

"No you don't. You have no idea what it feels like to lose a child, so don't come into my home trying to understand because you never will." Elizabeth yelled at her grandmother while grabbing some clothes from her closet and going into the bathroom.

After about an hour, Elizabeth came down the stairs dressed in all black. She saw Emily, with Jake, Audrey, Lucky, Nikolas, and Jason waiting for her. She stared at them for a second before grabbing her coat and heading for the door.

Funeral.

Funeral had now become Elizabeth's most hated word. How is it possible she was having a funeral for her son, that hadn't even made it to middle school yet? How is it possible that she out lived her son? She just couldn't grasp the concept of having a funeral. She didn't need a service to know her son was never going to do all the things a boy should do. She didn't need a service to know her son was never going to go to high school, get his first girlfriend, or go to college. She wanted to be far away from that idea. She didn't want people coming up to her saying "I'm so sorry for your loss" when they really aren't. How can you be sorry about something if you don't even know what it feels like? These people don't know what it feels like to have your heart ripped out of your chest. They don't know what it feels like to have to care for another child and then feel guilty about it. None of these people knew what it felt like. No one, except for one person.

Elizabeth walked towards her son's coffin, finding herself wishing she wasn't here. She didn't want to believe any of this was true. She was staring at the picture of Cameron, her grandmother had chosen, when she heard someone say her name.

"Elizabeth?" She turned around remembering the last time she saw Carly.

Elizabeth fell to the ground when she heard Patrick's words. She cried and cried until she felt someone holding her. She looked up to see Lucky holding her in his arms. She continued crying until she heard an all too familiar voice call her name.

"Elizabeth, I need to talk to you." Sonny demanded.

"Sonny now's not a good time." Carly tried telling him.

Sonny completely ignored what Carly said to him and continued on with what he needed to say. "You need to drop the charges against Courtney."

"What? How could you ask me to do that?" Elizabeth asked him as she started to get up and remove herself from Lucky's arms. "Your sister killed my son."

"She didn't mean to, it was an accident. And if you don't drop the charges she'll go to jail. She doesn't deserve that." Sonny said to her.

"Doesn't deserve it? No she doesn't." Elizabeth said as she watched Sonny smirk.

"Good, so you'll"

"She deserves to be dead." Elizabeth said cutting him off. "You want me to drop the charges for your precious Courtney because she doesn't deserve to be in jail? My god Sonny. What happened to you? She killed a child, and here you are asking me to drop the charges. I know family is everything to you, but you have your family. I don't and I never will because of your sister. Courtney already lived as much of her life as she could. Cameron will never get that chance. He will never be able to grow up and get his first girlfriend or join his high school baseball team. That will NEVER happen for him. And that's all because of your sister." Elizabeth screamed at him.

Sonny stared at her with disbelief. "You'll regret this." And with that Sonny walked away, leaving an angry Elizabeth standing there with many shocked people.

"Carly." She said nodding her head.

"I just wanted to say that I'm sorry and I know what it feels like to lose a child. I may have gotten my back, but when I thought I lost Michael." Carly sighed knowing she was saying the wrong things. "I just know what it feels like thinking you lost a child and it's not easy to go through. I know we aren't the best of friends, but if you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you." Carly told her before turning around to walk away.

"Carly? Thank you. It means a lot." Elizabeth said smiling at her.

Carly was about to say something when she saw Elizabeth's smile turn into a frown. She turned around to see what Elizabeth was staring at. Then she saw him. Before Carly could even say anything Elizabeth was already walking up to him.

"What the hell do you think you're doing here?" Elizabeth demanded to know from him.

Soooo, I left it like that because I really didn't feel like writing anymore. Lmfao. I'm tired and I have homework. Hahaa. Well, just to clear something up, during that flashback thing with Sonny being a complete asshole, Jason was not there. I figured some people might ask why he didn't say anything, so I thought I'd point that outtt. Ohh and if it was obvious everything in italics are flashbacks. Lol. Anyways what did you guysss thinkkkk? Be honest, as always! & again, I'm sorry it took so long to update. Try to understand. I'm in high school, so that's loads of homework & plus I work so that pretty much takes up a lot of my time. But I do promise that I will not leave this unfinished. It may take a while sometimes to update, but I will neverrrrrrrr leave this unfinished! So with that said, thanks for reading! Review pleaseeeeee!