I wait for Sam and Dean at the motel room, while their working a cast of a couple who ate each other, a shiver runs up my spine at the thought, but I shrug it off, quickly packing away my craft kit. I've spent all morning making cards and I smile as I take a look at my handy work, three cards, one blue, one red and one purple, all covered in glitter, hearts and reading 'Happy Valentines'. I wait for them to dry then tuck them under my pillow for safe keeping.
Later that day, as Sam walk's in, I smile as I hold my phone out on speaker "hey Mommy, guys!" Sam shrugs off his jacket as we sit around the table, phone in the centre "hey blue bird! You being a good girl for Bobby?" I can feel her excitement "yeah, he's letting me help him with cars and stuff. I miss you! Do you miss me?" and both men smile "you better believe it kiddo. Got no one to talk to, not with these two girls around!" she giggles and Sam says "we miss you to Annie and we'll see you soon, ok?" I take his hand in mine and smile "promise?" questions the small voice "pinkie promise!" I declare and I can hear her smile "I got'a go, bed time, but I'll see you soon right!" and Dean promises "you can bet my car on it!" Sam laughs at this as she hangs up. Both brothers look to me as I wipe my eyes "I miss my baby" I sob and Sam moves closer rapping his large, strong arms around my small frame. I pull away and jump "oh, I almost forgot!" sprinting to my pillow and back, I hand Sam a red card and Dean a blue "Happy valentines day!" I proclaim. They take the cards and Dean reads aloud "dear Dean, Happy getting-laid-day, love Jackie." and then Sam "dear Sam, Happy valentine's, hope this'll cheer you up, love Jackie." they smile to me as Sam examines the card "you made these?" I nod with pride and retake my seat "made one for Cas to! It says "dear Cas, Happy get-a-life-day, love Jackie." they laugh as we start researching the case.
Sam then grabs his laptop and says "I'm goanna go through some files, you can go ahead and get goin." Dean looks to him confused "Sorry?" and Sam looks up to him "Unleash the Kraken. See you tomorrow morning." still confused he asks "where am I going?" and Sam explains "Dean, it's Valentine Day. Your favourite holiday, remember? I mean, what do you always call it-uh, Unattached Drifter Christmas?" I find myself playing with a lock of Sam's hair as Dean stands and grabs another beer "yeah, well. Guess am not feelin it this year." I drift from the rest of the conversation focusing on the lock of hair, hanging on Sam's neck that I'm playing with "Jackie!" I snap out of my trance, both men looking to me oddly "sorry, don't know what happened there" I smile and they nod lightly.
The next day as we walk to the coroners office a bald guy passes and Sam looks to him funny, I take his hand and ask "Sammy? You ok?" he nods with a smile, as we walk into the coroners his hand leaves mine as the door closes and I cant help but feel the loss, Dean says "this is our latest agent in training Debbie Phinkle" I nod to the man, who greets us happily and leaves. While the boys look over the organs I examine myself in the reflective metal, I'm wearing a semi-tight black skirt dress suite, that shows my child bearing hips, a while shirt, that highlights my large breasts, black strap work heals, my curly dark locks pulled back into a high pony, my emo-like fringe framing my face and bright red lipstick "I feel like an idiot" I wine and Dean says "well you look hot" to which Sam kicks him and corrects "he means you look really pretty Jackie." I cant help but smile and walk over to the organ filled table.
After some time Sam identifies a mark identical to one he found on another heart, the marks seems angelic, so Dean calls Cas, when he gets here he says "these people where intent to mate" then says about Cupid, but again I zone out as I stare at Sam's face 'wow he is so hansom' I think to myself but then quickly shake my head, trying to regain my focus, as Cas says "what I'm saying is a Cupid has gone rouge and we have to stop him, before he kills again" I nod and sigh "well can I change first?" they look to me and I ask "what?" but they just shake their heads.
I tell the boys I'll meet them at the restaurant and as I walk through the door and over to their table, I see their mouths hang open at my appearance, a red fitted dress, that cup's my breasts and cuts off at the knee, small flare sleeves, my hair straightened and partly tied back, the same red lipstick and red small heal shoes "what to much?" I ask nervous and Dean shakes his head "just right" and Sam gulps and he eyeballs me. I take a seat next to Dean as the waitress brings their food, giving me an evil glare. As Cas goes to take a bite from Deans unwanted burger he stops "he's here, meet me round back" he orders and in a blink he's gone. I smile and say "ok lets go" as I stand and both brothers follow.
We race round back to find Cas chanting and wait "so where is he?" asks Dean "here I am" announces a voice and we all look to see a big happy naked guy, picking up Dean, hugging him and giggling. I take a step closer to Sam and grab his arm lightly, who's to socked to move. Then naked Cupid bear hugs Castile, then Sam, as Dean asks "is this a fight? Are we in a fight?" but Cas explains "This is their handshake." and Dean sneers "I don't like it." blankly Cas comments "No one likes it." I poke the Cupid and growl "hey! Back off!" only to have him hug me instead. When he lets go I smooth out my dress and think aloud "I feel violated" as Cas and Dean grill him for info he starts sobbing and I sigh sadly "oh god, is he crying?" Sam and I walk over to Castile and Dean, as the tallest Winchester suggests "shouldn't someone go talk to him?" and Dean volunteers Cas.
After cupid cheers up and we find he's done nothing, Dean questions him about his orders, when he starts talking about how heaven set John and Mary up, Dean freaks and punches him "Dean!" I shout and as Sam walks up to him and says "you just punched a Cupid!" and Dean protests "I punched a Dick!" Sam takes a step closer and asks "are we goin to talk about what's been up with you lately or not?" in anger Dean yells "or not!" and storms outs. I walk over to Sam and take his hand "you cant force him Sammy. He's not open like you." Sam nods and smiles "so you like the dress?" I ask brightly and he nods "yeah looks good on you, but I like you better in your normal stuff, its more you." he smiles and I nod.
The next day I sit in our motel room with Dean, Sam having gone to the coroners about another suicide. I wear my, still straight, hair down, no make up, sneakers, blue jeggins and my fitted Paramore t-shirt, just like Sam asked. When Sam gets back he tells us of the demon he fought and I ask quickly "are you ok?" he nods with a crooked smile to my worry, we decide to open the case, but as we do a white light escapes from it "what the hell was that?" questions Dean "it's a human soul. It's starting to make sense." states Castile's voice from behind us. We turn to see him eating a burger "now what about that makes sense?" a confused Sam asks from next to me, as I brush our arms together, "and when did you start eating?" Dean wonders. Cas raises his burger and says "exactly! My hunger, it's a clue actually." and we all say simultaneously "for what?" and Cas explains that the town is suffering from famine, the horseman, and that famine is more than just starvation for food, but also sex, attention, drugs, love and dean asks "but what about you? Since when do angels secretly hunger for white castle?" he explains that his vessel, Jimmy, has been touched my famine and cravinging meat. Cas explains that Famine is hungry and he eats people's souls. Lucifer has sent his demons to care for him and make sure he'll be ready to march across the land.
Sam walks into the bathroom and rinses a towel, but I take it from him, dapping it across his face as he asks "so, what? This whole town is goanna eat, drink and screw itself to death?" as Dean explains how they stopped War, Sam takes the towel from me and rubs it against his head as I press myself into him "you ok Sammy?" I ask with worry and something else, seduction? he just looks to me, to my neck and I know somethings wrong, that I should leave, but I don't. I just stand there and move a piece of hair from his face "am here Sammy, you can trust me" I smile. He pushes away lightly as Dean says "lets roll!" leaning on the door way he says "I cant Dean, I think it got to me. Am hungry for it!" I already know what it is, as Sam says "you go cut that bastard finger off!" and Dean nods as Sam says we better lock him down, good. After we cuff him to the sink I offer "I'll stay, make sure he's ok" they nod to me as they leave and I take a seat next to Sam, knowing he can smell it, but that they forgot and I just don't care. That I have demon in me.
After a little while he lunges for me and I back up slightly "Sammy? Whats wrong?" but he just looks at the vain in my throat and licks his lips, he struggles to get free and every time I try to touch him, he trys to bite me. Someone starts moving the cabint from the door, but when it opens we see two demons. The girl hits me, as the other frees Sam. He throws him aside and tackles the girl demon into the table, he brings a shard of glass to her neck and sucks. The other demon goes at him with a stake but I fire him up, the flames dieing as he dose.
Sam turns to me, his mouth smered with blood, he stands, pacing towards me. Everything in me says run, defend yourself, but I don't move. He backs me into the wall and lifts me by my thighs, glass in hand, as I rap my arms and legs around his muscular torso, he examines my face "you, Jackie, your like me, just a lost course that nobody you loved wanted!" I feel the hope in my heart fault "but I want you!" I smile as he kisses me harshly, tongues fighting for dominance, control. I cling to him, as he dose me. When he pulls away I bear my tender throat and he slices the bloody glass along my fragile skin, then buries his face into my neck, sucking hungrily with longing. I moan in pain as he pulls away and looks at me "your blood, it's different, sweeter" I smile as I look to see the old Sam return, he places me down, backing away and says "Jackie am so sorry" I walk over to him "its ok Sammy! Look, am fine" I smile, showing him my healed, yet bloody neck. He traces the outline of my thraot and sighs in relife, resting his forehead against my own "we need to go help Dean and Cas" he says and I smile still "if that's what you want" I take his hand in mine as we rush to the dinner.
As we get to there we see Dean, held by two Demons and Sam orders "let him go!" the guy in the wheelchair turns, as two demons go to attack us "Stop! No one lays a finger on these sweet little children!" I frown in confushion at Famine as he smiles "Sam, I see you got the snack I sent you?" I can feel the power rolling from Sam's hand into mine as he sneers "you sent!" and the man smiles "don't worry you'll never die from drinking to much, you two are the exection that proves the rule! Just as Satan wanted it" I cling to Sam and question "two? Me?" and he nods "yes, my dear. Oh, look at you, how perfect. you don't just crave his love, body or affection, you crave all of him! The perfect bride, already so in love with the vessel!" my eyes widen in shock "bride!" Dean questions in anger "yes, the perfect mixture of beauty and sin, human, angel and demon" he smirks and raises his hands "now Sam, cut their throats, have at them!" and Dean shouts "Sammy No!" he looks down to me then closes his eyes, raises his free hand and removes the demons from each man "No!" he proclaims.
Famine shows a look of disapointment, before consuming the demon souls himself. Sam tries his power on him, but Famine says "I'm a horseman. You power doesn't work on me." I stand by Sam as he says "no, but it'll work on them" He raises a hand and the demons start twisting and roiling inside Famine's gut. Sam's nose starts bleeding, so I place my hand atop of his, feeding him my power, and Famine slumps over dead.
I quickly pull away from Sam, coming to my senses, realizing my secret, that I didn't even know, had been revieled. I raise my head and look to each face in to room, tears spilling from my large blue doe eyes and run as fast as my legs will take me. When I get back to the motel I pack quickly and wait for them to get back. As they walk in I stand bag in hand, refusing to look at them "so I guess we're goin to Bobbys right? Good coz I wanna see Annie real bad, god, never through I'd miss that terror so much!" I ramble, but at their silance I look up, watching them watch me. Dean backs up and leaves, as Sam and I simply stare at the other "so what happens now?" I question hesitantly, scared of the possible answer, he takes a step forward and I freeze "Jackie, what happened…" I close my eyes and tear my face away to the side, not wanting him to see my pain or tears. I hear his large footsteps getting closer and then my stomach aches, as he take's my shoulder in one hand, pulling my face to look at him with the other "Jackie please, don't cry" I only sob harder and he pulls me to him "I didn't know! I didn't even know!" I cry, clinging to his flannel shirt, as he rubs curculs on my back and strokes my hair in a soothing manor "I know, it's ok. Am here." I pull away and look up to him question in my eyes. He rest his forhead against my own and dips his lips to mine, gental and kind, as our lips caress lightly, he holds me, and I cant help but feel the difference from the other kiss. That one full of lust, hunger, want and this consumed with tenderness, kindness, maybe even love.
As it ends I look to him not needing to repeat my question "we should get going… I care about you Jackie, so much. I don't want to lose you by rushing anything." I smile like the cat who found the milk and nod "yeah, right, course" he smiles back at me gently, then calls Dean to came back so we can get to Bobby's. I smile the whole way there, both with the excitement of seeing my baby again and the happiness, for the fact that he cares, its not love, but it's a start.