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" Yea sure," Jacob patted the spot next him. I pulled my feet up and crossed them Indian style. " What's bugging you?"

" Who said something is bugging me?"

Jacob chuckled. " Come on Lee. Your eyebrows are all scrunched together. You only do that when something is bugging you."

I sighed. " I talked to my mother earlier."

" Is she doing okay," Jacob asked.

" Yea she is fine. I had called to check on her and she just brought something to my attention." I looked up to see Jacob waiting on me to continue. " She asked me if I wanted to lose you."

" Well do you," Jacob asked. I twiddled my thumbs nervously.

" No. That's what was bugging me actually. I have been thinking that maybe…that maybe one day you will completely forget about me. I mean you have a life Jake, you shouldn't be held down by me. This all is just becoming too much for me. I feel like a hormonal wreck. Crying and shit for no reason. I'm sorry I bothered you with this mess Jake. I'm sorry I put you in this position," I said wiping a tear from my eye lid. Dumb pregnancy hormones.

Jacob smiled. " I'm not going anywhere Lee. Where would a guy like me go anyway? Don't take all the credit for putting me in this position, I think I can take some credit too. Don't feel bad Leah, I'm here for you," Jacob said rubbing my back. " Besides I don't want to pay child support."

" Shut up Jake," I playfully pushed him away. " I guess I just thought about you leaving or something."

" Just because we aren't together doesn't mean I would just leave. I still care about you, even if we are just friends, associates, or enemies. It doesn't matter you are still my pack mate and the mother of my children. So you can't get rid of me that easily."

"Damn it," I snapped my fingers. " I am glad you will stick around. That's all I needed to hear. I guess I should try to get some sleep huh?"

" Yea you should. Good night," Jacob replied.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him in for a tight hug. I closed my eyes, trying to prevent the tears from falling. I had made a mistake. I complained about how much Sam hurt me when he betrayed me. I was being a coward. I had been blessed with a guy that actually loved me and was willing to stay with me. Here I was pushing him away, denying him access to my heart.

" You alright," Jacob asked.

"Yea."

"Well you are kind of cutting off my air supply," Jacob replied.

I released his neck. " Oh I'm sorry."

" You sure you okay?"

"Yea I'm cool. Cool as an ice cube," I laughed nervously. I looked down at the pattern on the couch, avoiding eye contact with Jacob.

" Okay."

" Good night Jake," I said getting up and heading to the bedroom. I heard Jacob mumble a good night before I closed the door. I climbed back in bed and cuddled a pillow, pretending it was Jacob.

The next morning I could smell hot chocolate brewing. I hopped out of the bed and rushed to the kitchen.

" I knew hot chocolate would wake you up," Jacob said from the kitchen table.

" You got any chocolate syrup?"

" In the fridge," Jacob pointed.

"Great," I skipped to the fridge and snatched the chocolate syrup from the shelf.

" You seem to be in a good mood."

" You made hot chocolate! Of course I am in a good mood," I squirted the chocolate syrup into the cup of chocolatey goodness.

" Dakota is doing better. He is completely healed now. We can go see him today and Sam wants to talk to you," Jacob replied.

" What does he want," I asked rolling my eyes.

" I don't know. He just wants to talk to you. I told him it better not be something that will stress you out."

" Look at you being all concerned," I joked and sat across from Jacob.

" What do you mean?" Jacob seemed a little offended.

" I mean you are taking up for me and stuff. Usually I do that part on my own," I said sipping from the large coffee mug.

"Oh," Jacob seemed disappointed in what I had said. I don't really choose my words well. That was something I needed to really work on I guess.

" So what else is up for today?"

" Nothing that I know of. Did you want to do anything special," Jacob asked. I smiled as a dirty thought crossed my mind.

" Can we make a pizza? Me and Seth used to always make homemade pizzas. They aren't the best but it's something fun to do," I said.

" Sure. Anything with food is okay by me," Jacob smiled and stood up. " I'm going to take a shower."

I nodded and continued to sip on the hot chocolate.

The Cullens were all gathered in the living room with Dakota demonstrating some kind of dance.

" You two came just in time. Dakota is showing us his new moves," Nessie said laughing at Dakota. Dakota actually had a little rhythm, obviously he did not inherit that from his mother. Edward cleared his throat and threw me a warning glance. I forgot he likes to pick at my brain. Edward smirked and put his arm around Bella. She watched Dakota with a huge smile on her face. It was so odd how Bella and Edward were grandparents and technically they were still teens. Ew.

" Where did you get the moves Kota," Jacob asked. Dakota laughed and continued to dance to the party mix that played from the larger speakers.

" So you all are having a party and Dakota is the only one dancing," I asked sitting in a chair furthest from the vamps.

" I just installed a new stereo system in the house. We were just seeing if it worked," Emmett replied.

" You all have nothing else to do huh," Jacob said picking Dakota up and holding him upside down.

" We don't sleep so what else is there to do," Carlisle joked. Esme let out an exaggerated laugh and hit Carlisle's shoulder.

Dakota giggled as Jacob swung him by his feet.

" So have you decided on baby names yet," Bella asked.

" No not yet. I will leave that part up to Leah," Jacob replied.

" Name one Fifi and the other Fido," Rosalie said.

" How about I name one of your eyes black and the other blue," I snapped. Rosalie smirked and flipped me off.

" I don't bruise," Rosalie spat back.

I was about to snap back at Rose when a calming sensation hit me. I glared at Jasper and crossed my arms over my chest.

" Rose you might want to watch talking about my kids," Jacob warned. Rosalie scoffed and excused herself from the room.

" Sorry about that," Emmett said.

" It's fine for now," Jacob stated sitting Dakota down.

" Leah I missed you," Dakota ran over to me and sat in my lap.

" I missed you too little man. Are you feeling better?"

" Yes. Mommy said I need to be more careful."

" Yes you do. But thank you for helping me," I kissed his forehead and Dakota blushed.

" Aww Kota has a girlfriend," Alice teased.

"Keep your hands off my woman Kota," Jacob joked. He realized what he said and mouthed 'sorry' to me. I looked back at Dakota who was still cheesing.

"Leah I wanted to check you out since you phased the other day. I just want to make sure the babies are still okay," Carlisle said getting up from the couch.

" I guess that's okay," I stood Dakota on his feet and followed Dr. Cullen up the steps. I looked back down and saw Jacob still standing in the living room.

" Are you coming with me," I asked. He nodded and followed us to the hospital room.

" You are feeling okay right," Carlisle asked as I laid on the table.

" Yep," I said popping the 'p'.

"Okay. This stuff is a little cold. I'm sure you remember the first time doing this."

I nodded and Carlisle rubbed the gel on my stomach. He smiled as he put the monitor on my stomach.

" You hear the heartbeat," Carlisle asked. I could hear two faint beats, one was stronger than the other one.

" What is that," Jacob asked pointing to the screen.

" That's a penis Jake," Carlisle said laughing.

" Oh. That's my boy," Jacob said proudly. " Is the girl right here?"

" Yes, that's her."

Jacob looked so proud and it made me proud. For once, it felt like I had done something that made someone happy.

" Everything looks great Leah. They are growing which is always good to know. I say you will be due in about 4 ½ months. They are growing faster than normal, but that is okay. Just keep doing what you are doing," Carlisle wiped the gel off my stomach.

" Thanks," I said sitting up.

" No problem," Carlisle winked and left the room.

" You seem like a proud father," I teased Jacob.

" Yea so what," Jacob said smiling. " Can I?" Jacob held his hand out to touch my stomach.

I grabbed his hand and put it on my baby bump.

" Wow."

"Wow what," I asked. Jacob's smile widened and he moved his hand to the other side of my stomach.

"You have people growing inside of you. That's crazy," Jacob said with a chuckle.

" Yea it kinda is huh?"

We sat there for minutes, Jacob just rubbing his hand across my stomach.

The talk with Sam didn't go well. It was okay for me, but Sam was a mess. Emily had completely broken him and he couldn't get rid of her. He was crushed but getting rid of her would crush him more. Everyone knows imprint withdrawal is a horrible feeling, so Sam decided to keep Emily around. He didn't really talk to her that much and the affection was at a low. Emily acted as though she felt bad, but I didn't know if it was genuine. Emily had become unpredictable, she wasn't the same girl I knew back when we were best friends. Sam wanted to apologize for not believing me when I told him about Emily's past life and abortion. I accepted the apology, but I would never accept the fact that he left me for Emily. Karma is a bitch and I guess he got what he deserved. I did feel a little bad for him, seeing him broken was hard.

Cooking pizza with Jacob went well for the most part. Even though he ate most of the pepperoni before I could put them on the pizza.

" So have you thought of any names yet," Jacob asked biting into his piece of pizza.

" Well kind of but I'm not sure if they are cute names or not."

" What did you think up?"

I went to the counter and grabbed a piece of paper and a pen. I wrote the names A'Leah Melissa Black and Jacob Michael Black on the paper. I handed it to Jacob and he nodded his head.

" You are going to name the boy after me," he asked a smile forming across his lips. He had been smiling all day, which was really abnormal for a werewolf.

" Yea, you helped make him right?"

" I guess I did take part in that. Thanks Lee."

" Don't thank me silly," I replied bumping my hip against Jacob's shoulder. He stood up and pulled me in for a hug. " Okay this is weird."

Jacob pulled away and gave me a weird look. He wasn't smiling, but it was something about the way his eyes were twinkling. He lowered his face down to mine and his warm lips made contact with mine. It was a simple peck, but it felt like so much more. He let me go and sat back down at the table and continued to eat.

Later that night, I laid in the bed wide awake. I couldn't stop tossing and turning, plus it was hot as hell. I heard a light knock on the door and Jacob peeked his head inside.

" Lee you awake?"

" Yes. I can't really sleep."

" Me neither. That couch is killing me. I was just coming in here to get the extra comforter so I can sleep on the floor," Jacob walked inside.

"You can sleep in here with me." Wait, did I just suggest that?

Jacob stopped in mid-step and I could tell he had a questioning frown on his face.

" Sleep in here?" Jacob walked over to the bed.

" Yea that's what I said," I patted the spot next to me. What the hell was I thinking?

" Oookay," Jacob laid down in the empty spot.

" Night."

" Good night Lee."

I turned to face the window, the moon cast a glow in the small bedroom. I felt Jacob's arm hesitantly snake around my stomach. I put my hand on top of his to make him feel secure.

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