My Throbbing Heart
Chapter 9: What To Do
(NPOV)
I awoke to see Kagome nuzzled against me, her hair shuffled around her face. The covers were tangled along our bodies, covering what needed to be covered. A soft smile came across my lips as I leaned down and laid my lips against hers. It took awhile, but Kagome was mine and only mine. I watched as her eyes fluttered open, a small smile coming to life. She blinked at me as she softly whispered, "Morning Naraku."
"Morning, Kagome." I said her name softly as I moved her hair away from her face, stroking her cheek. She rubbed her cheek against my hand and kissed it. I moved her closer to me, making her feel every inch of me. She giggled. "What?"
"You're awake." At first, I didn't know what she meant until I finally understood. I grabbed her leg and wrapped it around my waist, placing myself between her. She flinched a bit but soon relaxed.
"So what? I am a man you know; it happens." She giggled again as she leaned in and kissed my lips. "You ready for a morning round?"
"If I can take it" I took that as a yes as we moved around, her body underneath mine, her leg still around my waist. I kissed her again with more eager, biting and nipping at the places she liked. I eased myself inside her tightness, hearing her gasp at the size.
"Do you think you'll ever get used to me?" I said with a chuckle.
"I don't think so." She threw her head back as I shoved the rest of me inside her, working her body slowly. I pinned her arms above her head as I gripped her leg tighter, going deeper and harder, but still going at the same pace. She moaned deeply at each thrust. "You like that?" She nodded her head. I smiled as I turned her on her side, bringing her leg high up, going harder. I watched as her eyes rolled to the back of her head, enjoying every bit of it. "Mmm Kagome, you feel so…ahhhh." I wanted her, and myself, to enjoy this, but it was starting to feel too good. I picked up the pace, her moans becoming louder.
"Faster," she moaned. I did what she asked and went faster. I leaned forward as I went deeper, harder and faster, feeling her cum back to back. "Oh Naraku…I'm going…to cum again."
"Then cum Kagome. I'm going…to cum soon." My hair spilled over her body as I dug in deeper. I fought the urge to moan out but couldn't help it. I closed my eyes as I bent my back as I released my seed inside her again, feeling her cum with me. I slowly let my body fall on her, our rapid breathing slowing down. I chuckled. "That was fun."
"Yes, it was," she said between breaths. "I hope we didn't wake up Rin."
"I don't think she would say much if we did; at least with me not here." I laughed a bit and Kagome just looked at me. "What?"
"Nothing, just hoping she won't bother me about the date and of the sex."
"Why? Are you embarrassed about me?" I saw her face begin to flush. "You're blushing, why?"
"Knowing Rin, she'll want me to go into detail about it. Every little bit."
"So? Are you embarrassed to mention the sex?"
"Not only that, but she'll ask about your size." I just blinked at her. I didn't understand why that was a problem.
"And that is a problem because?"
"If I tell her how big you are, she'll get mad."
"Why?"
"Because when she dates, she looks for guys who have big dicks. She always made fun of me because of Koga and how small his dick was. The guys that she has always dated were between six and eight. If I tell her that you are ten inches, she'll flip; maybe even try and flirt."
"I think she already likes me, but that is shallow of her."
She sighed. "I know." She turned those brown eyes at me, giving me the full weight. "She is into Sesshomaru, a lot. Most likely they have had sex already. Might explain why she was not here when we got back, but she will tell me how big he is, just to be competitive."
"Well I guess she will be mad at you then," I said as I rolled into my back, my hands underneath my head.
"Why is that?"
"Sesshomaru is eight inches, so I beat him." She sat up and looked down at me. "What?"
"I'm not going even ask why you know that."
"Sesshomaru is my best friend. We played with each other on our high school and college football team. I was quarterback and he was the linebacker. The team always showered together and Sesshomaru kept saying he was the biggest out of everyone. I bet him a hundred dollars that I was bigger than him. We shook on it. After he saw me, man was he pissed." I laughed to myself as I remembered the look on his face.
"What happened?"
"Let's just say it took awhile till I got the one hundred dollars." I laughed and she joined in with me. "So Kagome, how did a bear managed to attack you."
"Oh, well let's see. I was out camping with my family in the woods. It was a family trip that we took every year. I was sixteen at the time. It was late at night and my brother decided to run off into the woods. I managed to catch him but we ran into trouble. I threw something to get its eyes elsewhere as my brother and I took off. The bear caught up to me and slashed. I was knocked unconscious when I fell and hit a rock. The next thing I knew, I was in the hospital. The doctors were surprised that I survived because of how deep the wound was."
"Is that why you said you didn't judge someone for what was wrong with them or something like that. Because you had a scar as well and been through what I have?"
"Similar. Whenever I had sex with Koga, he would always ask me to put something over it. He thought scars on females were not attractive."
"Well," I said as I brought her on top of me, "I think it is very attractive." We did an Eskimo kiss before we kissed each other deeply. We pulled away when we heard the doorbell ring. Kagome pulled away from me as she got up and looked for a robe. "Whoever is at that door better be important," I hissed.
"Oh settle down Naraku." She walked out of the room, leaving me in the sheets. I grabbed my boxers and put them on. I heard voices in the background, the deep one sounding as if it belonged to Sesshomaru. I put my pants on and walked out towards the door to see Sesshomaru talking to Kagome. His eyes met mine and he smiled.
"Well hey there Naraku. I'm surprised to see you here."
"The same."
"I came here to pick up Rin."
"I'll go wake her up and let her know that you are here." Kagome walked off, leaving us in her family room. As soon as she was out of ear shot I turned to Sesshomaru.
"Did you and Rin have sex yet?"
"Yeah, why?"
"Was she surprised on how big you were?"
"Yeah, she told me I was the biggest she ever laid her eyes on. Why are you asking me this?"
"I got Kagome in trouble."
"How is the size of my dick involved – shit." Sesshomaru closed his eyes as he ran his hand down his face. "Why is it always I get the girls who get jealous if their friends' boyfriend is bigger? As long as I know how to work my shit, does it matter?"
"My point exactly." We heard scuffling behind us to see Rin scramble out of the room. She seemed furious as she stomped towards me, leaving Kagome standing in the doorway with her cheeks flushed. Her face was inches from mine when she invaded my personal space. I narrowed my eyes at her. If she got off on me the wrong way, she was going to be in for it. She stepped back and shifted her eyes between Sesshomaru and me.
"Is it true?"
"What is?"
"Don't play dumb. You know what I mean. Is it true that your dick is bigger than Sesshomaru's?" I looked at Sesshomaru and he looked like he was about to burst any moment.
"Why does it matter if his dick is bigger than mine?" he said angrily. It took a lot to piss him off, well, not really. "You're having sex with me, not with him. Do I not treat you well in bed?"
It seemed he backed her in a corner by the look she gave him. I figured she experienced his anger already and was afraid. "Of course you do Sesshomaru. It's just that—."
"Just what? Am I not good enough for you because my dick is not as big as Naraku's? It may not be as long, but we're about the same in width. You were screaming my name when I fucked you." Rin's shoulders hunched up as her eyes lingered from his face and down to the floor. She looked like a dog being scolded by its master. "You are such a shallow girl Rin."
"I'm sorry Sesshomaru."
"Is this how you treat the men you are with? When you find out your best friend's boyfriend is bigger, you get jealous?"
"I know. It is a trait of mine I am trying to fix. I just hate thinking that she gets laid better." I felt the air around me shift. I knew what was coming and this was going to be bad. I gripped Sesshomaru's arm tightly.
"Sesshomaru, calm yourself down. You do not need to bring this up, not here."
"What are you talking about Naraku?" This from Kagome.
"Just get Rin away from here. Now!" Kagome didn't take any time as she grabbed Rin and headed out the door. I faced Sesshomaru, grabbing his shoulders tightly. The purple crescent moon in the middle of his head that people thought was a tattoo, started to glow. "Shit. Sesshomaru! Snap out of it! There is no reason for you to lose your anger over this!" His eyes started to go red. "Sesshomaru! Listen to me! You do not need another accident! Remember what you did back a few years ago. Do you want to lose someone again because you cannot control your anger? Think back!" The air started to shift to how it was before. The crescent moon went back to looking pale and his eyes went back to its amber color. Sesshomaru collapsed forward and I held him up. "You okay?"
"Y-yeah. Thanks Naraku."
"What are best friend's for. You know, you need to control your anger better than that."
"I know. I am just…I just miss her."
"I know you do. She was your first and true love. I know you didn't mean to kill her. It was an accident. Even she said so herself before she passed."
"I just wish I could see her again." I could tell he was fighting back tears. I helped him balance himself on his feet. His eyes were read from trying not to cry, but that was it. "I am not sure if I want to stay with Rin."
"Because she is shallow?"
"That and for what I was about to do."
"Do what you have to do Sesshomaru." He nodded his head as he walked out of Kagome's place with me on his heels. I made sure the door was unlocked so we could walk back inside when we stepped out. It seemed as if the two girls were talking and Rin was upset. Sesshomaru interrupted their conversation by clearing his throat.
"Rin, I can't continue to see you."
"What? But Sesshomaru—"
"No. I cannot be with a girl who is as shallow as you and I do not want to hurt you."
"Hurt me?"
"Yes. I cannot afford to hurt someone again."
"No! Please do not leave me Sesshomaru."
"It's already done. I'm sorry." With those last few words Sesshomaru left a crying Rin. My eyes met with Kagome's and she just shook her head as she tried to soothe Rin. I let her know I was going to get my stuff and see her later when everything was okay with Rin. She nodded her head as she brought Rin inside and to her room. I grabbed my stuff and headed out the door without a kiss goodbye from Kagome. As I turned the corner to my place, I saw someone at my door sitting against the wall. The person looked like a male and he looked like he was sleeping. I approached the man with caution. Who was he and what did he want. Coming closer, I noticed that his hair was silver, just like Sesshomaru's. And then it hit me. Anger swelled up in my veins, hands balling into fist.
"Inuyasha," I said with a low hiss. I watched as his ears perk up that he heard me. He slowly lifted his head as he rubbed his eyes. I stepped up to him and grabbed him by the collar, throwing him up against the wall hard, putting force into his neck. "What the fuck are you doing here Inuyasha!"
"Calm down Naraku. I came here to talk to you. That is all."
"I'm going to tell you the same thing I told her; I don't want to hear your bullshit."
"Please Naraku. Just hear me out. I wouldn't have come out all this way if what I didn't have to say was important." I looked into those amber eyes and saw that they held meaning. I growled in my throat and let him go. He fixed his collar as I unlocked the door and walked in with him behind me. I threw my keys on the table as I sat down on the couch, Inuyasha sitting right across from me. I eyed him, watching him open his mouth then close it slowly. Ten minutes had gone by and he still hadn't said anything.
"If you are going to sit here and waste my time, then leave."
"No, I am just trying to piece this together." I watched him think more and more what he was trying to say and then his mouth opened. "I know I have told you this over one hundred times, but I am truly sorry for going between you and Kikyo. You never heard my side of the story because of the position you caught me in."
"Your side of the story?" Inuyasha nodded. "Is your side of the story going to make me think differently of you?" He nodded again. "We'll see."
"Going back four years ago, I got a call from Kikyo and she was crying. She said that you two had gotten into a fight and that you had broken up with her—"
"What?!"
"Let me continue." I bit my tongue as I listened to the rest of his story. "She asked me to come over to keep her company since she could not think of anyone else to go to. So, I went to your apartment and tried to console her. You knew I always had a thing for Kikyo, but I was just too late to get to her. I respected that and left it alone. But you breaking her heart, I couldn't help but not comfort her. She had said that you threw something at her in anger and stormed out of the house. She cried into my chest and I held her close to me. One thing led to another and we started to have sex."
"Gee, I wonder why you just couldn't take her back to your place instead of fucking her in my bed."
"It was in the heat of the moment. I know that is not an excuse but you have to believe me when I say I didn't do it on purpose."
"Do you have any proof of this?"
"Actually, I still have the phone call she made four years ago." My eyes went wide. "I knew you would never believe me right then and there. I knew I would have a chance to talk to you some day and kept it until I had that chance." He pulled out a small silver tape recorder and pressed the play button.
'Hey Inuyasha, its Kikyo.' A distraught Kikyo was on the line. The recording was fuzzy, but you could tell she was crying. 'I need you Inuyasha. Naraku…he…he broke up with me. He threw something at me in anger. He won't listen to me. He just left. You are the only person I can think of. Please Inuyasha, when you get this, come to Naraku's apartment. I need company.'
He pressed the stop button. I sat there, staring at the tape recorder with disbelief. "That bitch." Inuyasha looked at me with a perplexed look. "She lied to you Inuyasha. We never got into a fight at all. I had left to go to work. Everything between us was fine."
"Really?"
"Yes, really. But I do have one question for you. When I caught you guys, I heard you both say I love you. Why is that? Have you guys been cheating behind my back?"
"No, no. That was the first time I slept with her. I don't know why she said she loved me, maybe spare of the moment. But I said I loved her back because I did love her. Even though she was with you, I loved her from the sidelines. Maybe she knew and maybe that is why she said that." I just gazed at Inuyasha as a small smile crept along my lips and a hearty laugh came past them. "Why are you laughing Naraku?"
"Because she is one sneaky bitch. She set you up so we could no longer be friends. But what gets me is that you kept the recording. How do I know you guys just did not meet up and make this to make me believe your story?"
"You think I am lying to you?"
"Yes, I do, unless you have better proof than this, or actually have the time and date of this recording." Inuyasha showed me the anger in his eyes as he pressed the play button again.
'Sent today on January 25th of 2006 at one thirty-five.'
I looked back at Inuyasha. There was a possibility that he just combined the two, but for it to be on the right date and around the same time I left to go to work, then there was no chance this was a lie. "See Naraku, I am not lying to you at all." He replayed the whole message, including the sending time. "I know I am still in the wrong to have slept with her, but just know I did not do it on purpose. I thought you guys were separated since she told me you guys broke up. I know it is not okay for friends to date exes but…"
"I get it Inuyasha. I think Kikyo had a plan for you, but it backed fire since I came home early that day and caught you guys in the act. Who knows, but even though you have proof, I still feel like you are lying to me."
"But I am not Naraku."
"Swear to me, on your life Inuyasha that you are not lying to me. Because if I find out that you are, you won't live." I watched Inuyasha gulp before he answered me.
"I swear."
"Alright then."
"So, where does that leave us?"
"No idea. I am honestly not going to pretend that nothing had happened Inuyasha. Though I am over her, it was still not cool what you did. You both hurt me, deeply."
"I know and I am sorry for that."
"Are you really?" A knock came to my door interrupting our conversation. I walked towards the door and opened it to see Kagome. "Hey Kagome, what's up."
"I was finally able to calm Rin down to the point that she is now asleep, but now she is saying that she is going to move back home. I have never seen her broken up over a guy."
"Well, Sesshomaru is a lot to handle and he has not time to babysit a child."
"Yeah, I know." She sighed deeply and I could tell that this was bothering her. I wanted to have her come in, but right now it was not a good time. I heard Inuyasha move and I turned my head to see him head into the kitchen. Kagome tried peeking over my shoulder. "Who is with you?"
"Someone I thought I would not see for awhile."
"Who?"
"Inuyasha." I saw her eyes get wide and I just smiled. "He tried to mend between us what Kikyo destroyed. I am not sure if he is lying to me or not just to be friends, but I shall see."
"Why would he need to lie to you?"
"My exact thought, but I will send you a text later okay?"
"Alright. I am going to try and talk to Rin and make her see that she does not need Sesshomaru to stay here."
"Okay." I bent down and laid a sweet kiss on her lips, she returning it as I watched her turn the corner before I closed the door.
"Who was that?"
"My girlfriend."
"She smells nice."
"You and your damn dog senses. What are you going to do, try and steal her away from me too?"
"No, not at all. At first, I thought it was Kikyo, but when I got a good look at her face and smelt her scent, I knew it wasn't her. She's cute." I growled. "Sorry. I am not going to try and take her."
"You better not." I just stared at Inuyasha. I had no idea where this was going to go. Deep down inside my gut, I had a feeling he was lying to me, but something else said he was telling me the truth. I had no idea what to think, but I would test Inuyasha and see if he is worth my time.
Well, that was interesting. I wonder if Inuyasha is really telling the truth. And who is this girl that Sesshomaru says he misses so much. I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter. The next one will be up soon. Leave reviews.