My Throbbing Heart

Chapter 11: Oh…Fuck…

(NPOV)

I could barely get any sleep knowing that Kikyo was in my condo. Though I had left her on the couch, I had no idea what she would do if I left her, so I sat in the recliner and watched over her very sternly. My eyes did not drift off of her sleeping body until sleep came upon me. After realizing that I did fall asleep, I shot my eyes open. I looked at the couch and saw that Kikyo was not there. I got up quickly as I called out Kikyo's name frantically.

"Kikyo? Kikyo!"

"You don't have to shout Naraku," she said as she came out of the restroom. She looked a bit better than she did yesterday. I was glad that she was still in the house, but my brows frowned when I become conscious she was wearing my t-shirt. "What?"

"You could have least asked to wear my clothes."

"Well I'm sorry Naraku. I'll make sure to ask next time."

"Thank you." I sighed, resting my hand on my head, shaking it lightly. "What happened to you Kikyo?"

She leaned against the door frame as she folded her arms underneath her breast. She moved a strand of hair that fell in her face behind her ear. "I was…jumped last night."

"What?" The anger that I had swelled up in me soon started to dissipate. "What do you mean you were jump?"

"When I was walking from the club last night, I got jumped. I can't remember much since I was drunk, heh. I just know they stole my things and beat me."

"So why come to me?"

Her eyes widened a bit. "You are so cold hearted, you know that?"

"This coming from the cheating bitch? Yeah, I am cold hearted." She constricted her eyes at me, straightening her back as she took a step towards me. "Are you trying to be all bad?"

"N-no." She bit her lip and lowered her head. "I know what I did was horrible, but can you forgive me?"

"Tell me why you came to me Kikyo," I said as I folded my arms across my chest.

"You were the only one I could think of and the club was close to your place."

"Tch." I started to laugh a bit as I walked away from her. I know she did not think I was going to have sympathy for her.

"How do you find this funny?! I could have died!"

"Too bad you didn't."

"You really do hate me…don't you Naraku?"

"Hate, no, I would use the word loathe. I loathe you with every bone in my body." The look Kikyo gave me let me know I had hurt her feelings and quite frankly, I didn't care. "I should have just left your ass outside, but for some reason, I couldn't."

"Because you still have feelings for me?"

I gave her a death glare. "Don't push it with me." She closed her mouth and lowered her head. "I know you want me to say 'Oh you can stay,' but that is not happening."

"Why? I need a place to stay. They took everything from me when I was jump. I don't have the keys to my place or my car or even my cell phone. Please let me stay for awhile Naraku. I need to get everything handled."

"Why don't you go to one of your friend's house then?"

"Um, well… you see…"

"What?"

"They all went on a trip." She looked up at me with puppy dog eyes. This bitch had to be joking.

"All of them?" She nodded her head. "We'll see about that. What is your best friend's number." She gave me the number and I dialed it. It rang for awhile until a sweet voice answered the other end. We talked for a few minutes and it seemed Kikyo was not lying; all her friends did go on a trip. How I knew they were actually there, I told her to put one of the workers at the hotel on the phone. It sounded like they were in Hawaii. "Why didn't you go Kikyo?"

"Because my boss wouldn't let me take off. A lot of people quit so the place is swamped and needs the people there now more than ever so I have no time to take off."

"Well, now you do since you were jumped, so go to Hawaii."

"How can I? I have no money."

"I am sure you can go to the bank and withdraw. And while you are there, you can cancel your card."

"Why are you in such a rush to get rid of me?"

"Because I don't want you in my place or around me, so the sooner you leave the better."

"Is is because you do not want that look a-like bitch to see me in here in your clothes?"

I walked up to Kikyo until her back hit the wall, her eyes showing the fear she had. "You will not address my girlfriend in that matter. You two look nothing alike."

"So you guys are together?" She slowly bit her lip again, lowering her eyes. "So you are really not in love with me anymore…Naraku?"

"I have not been in love with you since the day you broke my heart Kikyo." I slammed my hand firmly on the wall, making her wince. For some odd reason, seeing her afraid of me was turning me on. No, focus Naraku. She should not be able to turn you on. "I will never let you back inside my heart. You should know this."

"But—"

"But nothing. Even Inuyasha came to me and played the recording that you left on his phone." I saw her eyes become wide. She looked up at me with teary eyes and as if she was broken. With that simple look, I knew Inuyasha was not lying to me. I smirked. "Oh, so you know of the recording?"

"I-I didn't mean anything I said on that. I was joking, it was a joke," she started to laugh, tears still dripping down her face. "I didn't think Inuyasha would take me seriously. When he came, I just kept going along with it, till one thing led to another." Her small hands started to turn into fist. "He was there and you were not. You deprived me of sex for so long that with Inuyasha there, I just gave in."

"You call not having sex for a week deprivation? You made it seem having sex with me was disgusting, but I put up with for four years, thinking you would change. So I decided not to have sex with you for a week and you go and sleep with my best friend?!" My anger got the best of me and before I knew it, my hand was tightly clenched around her neck. She clawed at my hand, her eyes slowly rolling to the back of her head.

"N-Naraku… I can't…breathe…" I just looked at her. Because I didn't have sex with her for a week, she slept with Inuyasha. I could feel her pulse start to beat slowly. I growled deeply in my throat and let her go. She chocked and coughed up a bit of blood as she fell on the floor. Getting her breathing back she slowly stood back up. "Have you gone mad?!"

"Yeah, I would say so."

She coughed again. "You have changed Naraku. You never put your hands on me before."

"I probably should have." Her eyes just widen. She slumped back onto the floor and started to cry.

"P-Please Naraku. I love you so much. I don't care if you don't love me anymore. Just let me stay with you until I am back on my feet. Please!"

I just rolled my eyes. I knew I was going to regret this but, "Fine."

"What?"

I turned my back to her and folded my arms across my chest. "You can stay. But that is only till you get back on your feet."

"Really? Thank you Naraku!"

"There will be rules though. For one: do not address my girlfriend in any negative form when I am around. Two: try anything funny with me and you will regret it. Three: If you gain three strikes, you are out of here. Got that?"

"Yes."

"Glad to know that we are on the same page." She nodded her head and I left her in the bathroom. I had to let Kagome know before she found out on her own. She would probably give me hell, but I'll take my chances.

After taking a shower and putting clothes on, I was ready to face the wrath of Kagome. Kikyo was in the kitchen sitting at the table with the phone in hand trying to get in touch with the landlord. She looked my way and gave me a soft smile. Tracing my eyes from hers down to her neck, I felt bad for chocking her. She hung up the phone and held her neck softly. "I left her a message."

"Look, I'm sorry for chocking you. I don't know why I did, it just…."

"It's okay Naraku. I honestly think I deserved it, so I won't hold you against it you."

"Uh…thanks. I'm going to Kagome's place. I'm going to tell her you are here."

"Is that a good idea?"

"It would be worse if I didn't and she found out later. I don't want her to think the wrong thing."

"True."

"So I will be back. Don't go anywhere." She nodded her head and I walked out the door. Rounding the corner and walking towards Kagome's door, I pressed in the doorbell before I knocked lightly. I stood in front of her door for about five minutes and no one answered. All of a sudden, my phone started to vibrate. I flipped it open and saw that I had a new text message.

Hey Naraku, I'm sorry but I won't be home for a week. Rin is still not stable and she needs me more than ever. I'm sorry I didn't tell you earlier, but I had to pack quickly and had no time since we were in a rush to get to the airport. I will call you when we get to her place. Please don't be mad at me.

…….What the fuck! Kagome was gone?! Not for a couple of a days but for a week. I wanted to tell her about Kikyo in person, not through the phone. Shit! Damn you Kagome! No, this was Sesshomaru's fault. If he never broke up with Rin, I wouldn't be in this situation. I just sighed deeply, leaning against the door. Not only was I not able to see Kagome before she left, I wasn't able to have sex with her. I'm still horny as hell from yesterday. Just thinking about her naked in bed made me hard.

"Shit." I had two choices, either masturbate with Kikyo in the house, or wait it out. I chose to wait it out. I walked back to my condo and opened the door, closing it shut behind me as I fell on the couch face first.

"Something wrong?" Kikyo asked hovering over me.

"Kagome isn't home. She won't be here for a week."

"Oh."

"Yeah." I turned my body over, lying on my back, my hand over my face. "I can either tell her on the phone that you are here and have her worry for a week or tell her when she gets back."

"Well, which one are you going to choose?"

"I have no idea." Thinking about what I was going to do manage to calm down my boner, but it must have been still visible enough since I heard Kikyo make a noise. "What?"

"You're um… you…uh…" Her cheeks were flushed as her eyes lingered on my crotch. I just chuckled. "That's not funny."

"Yes it is. You're staying at my crotch like you are dick hungry."

"Well I haven't had sex in two months, so yes I am. But no guy ever came close to you in size or performance."

"I'll take that as a compliment." I rolled over on my side, me facing the couch. I felt Kikyo hover over me more. As I was about to say something, I feel Kikyo's lips enclose over my ear. A shiver ran through my body as I tried to hold back a stifled moan. The hard on that I was trying to get rid of was back again. This was the one thing that I hated so much. I became so weak when someone placed my ear in their mouth. I was like Jell-O in Kikyo's hand, and the worst part, she knew how to make it worse. She continued to suck my ear again, slowly, her tongue hot. I felt her hand come around my hip and down over my crotch. "D-Don't…" She bit hard on my ear, causing me to gasp, her hand feeling over my bulge. She took me into her hand and I let my mouth drop. Yes, I was horny, but I was not going to let Kikyo get me off. When I felt her hand come to the button on my pants and undo them I managed to get out of the trance I was in. I grabbed her hand tightly, regaining control on my mind. I slowly sat up, turning towards Kikyo.

"N-Naraku…?"

"Didn't I tell you if you tried anything with me, you'll regret it?"

"I-I'm sorry Naraku. I honestly didn't mean to do what I did. I had a flash back of when we were together. Remember? Whenever you fell asleep on the couch and you wouldn't wake up when I told you to get up, I would get you up like that?" I thought for a second and recalled that memory. I felt my cheeks start to burn. I let go of her hand and drifted my eyes onto the floor. I heard her giggle. "Is Naraku blushing?"

"Leave me alone Kikyo." I buttoned back my pants and got up, walking towards my room, closing the door hard behind me. I leaned against the door and hit my forehead with my hand. What the fuck is wrong with me? I was almost close to letting Kikyo get me off. Wait…I shouldn't feel bad for this. I was in my weak point. But that is still no excuse. At least I stopped her before she got any further. I blew out some air as I started to strip out of my shirt and pants. I fell across my bed in my shorts, trying to figure out what I was going to do. I could not let Kikyo back in. I never could. I had to take a nap on this and come up with some type of answer.

(END NPOV)

(SPOV)

Looking at my phone, I saw that Rin had called me several times. Was she not at home? If she was, why was she calling me? We no longer had ties to each other. This questioned me greatly. I placed my phone back on my pocket as I walked out of the store. Looking up, I saw the girl…Sango, walking out of a clothing store with several bags in her hand. This was my chance to find out who she was. Going back to my old demon way, I crept up behind her and stalked swiftly. I did not see her boyfriend; Miroku I think was his name, anywhere around here, so it meant that she was by herself. I watched her walk towards a car and look through her purse for the keys. If I was able to catch onto her scent, I would be able to trace it to wherever she lives.

I walked past her and sniffed the aroma that surrounded her athletic body. She smelled like a mix with jasmine and skittles. Odd combination, but it separated her from every other female. I strutted back to my car rapidly and kept the image of the smell in my head as I unlocked the door, inserted the keys in the engine and revved off.

I pulled up to some town houses that were near the lake of the city. I pulled into the parking lot and turned off my engine. I saw her step out of her car and walk towards her house; number 213. I was tempted to go to the door, but I did not want to be too forward. I needed to know about this girl. What she said really bothered me. If I was going to do this right, I was going to have to be slick about it. I slipped out of my car and ran across the street as I creped around the back of the house. The window upstairs was open. I jumped up and landed softly, the curtains blowing along my silhouette. Sango stood before me, her back facing me as she started to take off her shirt, humming a soft song. My ears perked when I recognized the song, my blood boiling with anger.

"How do you know that song wench?"

Sango spun around, dropping her shirt back onto her body as she screamed. I smirked as she fell back against her dresser and tried scrambling back. I just shook my head lightly as I took a step onto the soft carpet.

"Wh-Who are you!" she screamed.

"You don't recognize me?" I took a few steps towards her.

"Don't come near me!" Hearing her scream made me want to go closer. I stopped in front of her and knelt down. Her eyes became big when she realized who I was. "S-Sesshomaru?"

"Oh, so you do remember me." I grabbed her chin hard between my fingers, forcing her to look at me. "Now tell me, how you know that song."

"What song—."

"Don't play dumb with me bitch. The song you were humming not too long ago. How do you know it?"

"I-I don't know. I just made it up."

"Lies!" I shouted. She cringed at the sound of my loud voice. "You are lying to me. There is no way you just made up that song."

"But I did! Please… do not hurt me." I could smell the tears about to brim her eyes. I growled in my throat as my nose went down to her neck. She tensed up more when she felt my nose brush against her skin. I could smell that she was not lying, but I could also smell that she was in heat. A cruel smile came across my lips as I licked where her pulse was. She whimpered. I brought my head back and looked into her eyes and saw that they shifted to a different color; from a dark brown to a soft pale pink.

"Your eyes…they are pink…"

"They are?" I let go of her face and she just stared at me. She stood up and looked into the mirror. "They are. Why does this keep happening?"

"This has happened before?" She nodded her head. "Since when?"

"Since I moved here." She lowered her eyes as she walked towards her bed and sat down.

"When did you move here?"

"About a month ago."

"What else has happened to you?"

"Not much. Just have been having major mood swings. I pissed off Miroku last night so I don't think he is coming back any time soon." She laughed at that. "And then these two moles appeared out of nowhere near my inner thigh."

"Moles?" Could it be...? "Mind if I look at them."

"Um, sure." She opened her legs and pointed to her inner thigh. Right there were two small moles. I looked closer and my heart stopped for a bit. "What is it?"

"These aren't moles Sango."

"Then what are they—." I had lifted her leg up, causing her to fall back onto the bed. "What are you…doing…" she said softly. I started to kiss her sweet delicate skin, starting at her knee. The scent of her in heat got deeper into my nose, but I knew I had to calm myself. I trailed those kisses till I got to her 'moles' and bit down softly. She relaxed and moaned softly as I sucked at the wound I made. Her blood was so sweet. I could feel myself getting an erection as I sucked harder. I did not want to lose control. I brought up my head, panting hard as Sango came up.

"See? These are wounds that I gave you."

"How is that…possible?"

"Your eyes, the wounds, the song, you knowing that I had a brother and you knew his name… you are Yori."

"I am not this Yori person."

"Yes, you are. Okay, the 'moles' could be a coincidence, but the song you were humming is just not something you make up."

"And why is that?"

"Because that is the song my girlfriend had made for me. Only she knows that song. Also, you knew I had a brother."

"I don't know what you are talking about."

"You have to. Tell me this; do you have a wound running down across your chest?" Hearing those words go past my lips brought bad memories, but to Sango, her eyes became wide. "Do you?"

"How…do you know that?"

"What?"

"No one else knows about that scar except for Miroku. But you…."

"Please, let me see it. If it is the same exact wound… then you are my love."

"Even if it was, I am not your dead lover brought to life again."

"Just take off the damn shirt woman before I rip it off." Sango narrowed her eyes at me as she lifted her shirt over her chest and off over her head. My eyes looked over the wound, top to bottom and I could feel my weak side come up to the surface. I traced the scar I left her years ago. Feeling the soft skin that healed over it made my eyes water. Me, the Great Demon Dog Sesshomaru, was crying. I could feel Sango's smooth breathing as I brought her closer and touched more.

"The Demon Dog is crying?" I looked up at her as she said that statement. "Sesshy, you should not be crying over me."

"W-what?" My eyes wandered over Sango. She knew my title as a demon and she said that nickname that Yori gave me. "You…"

"It has been how many years Sesshomaru? You need to forgive yourself. I told you before I died that it was not your fault."

"Y-Yori?" She gave me that oh so gentle smile as she cocked her head to the side. "Yori." I wrapped my arms around her waist as I buried my head into her chest, letting the tears I had held back for so long fall onto her skin. "I'm sorry Yori. I am so sorry."

"Sesshomaru," she said softly as she ran her fingers through my hair. "Stop apologizing. I am here now. Everything is okay."

"How so? You are in another girl's body."

"Yes, I know. It took me awhile to resurface. Seeing your face yesterday, I finally was able to get that push I needed."

"What happened to the Sango girl?"

"She is still here, just asleep. She has no idea on how much power she has. With me sharing this body with her, she is incredibly strong."

"And what about you?"

"Since I share this body, we do not get a long…yet. She still does not know too much about me. She does not want to become one. Only way for that to happen is if you make her fall in love with you Sesshomaru. Doing that, we should see eye to eye and we can bond. Half Yori, half Sango."

"I should be able to do that. I will do anything to have you in my arms again."

"Then sleep with me Sesshomaru. I have missed your touch so much. The Miroku guy that she is with, he is nothing compared to you." I smiled at that. "Clear your eyes and have sex with me."

"What about Sango?"

"You will be having sex with her as well. I am too weak to be in full control. I feel and see everything she does, so making love to her is making love to me."

"Don't leave me Yori."

"I am not leaving, just resting. I love you, Sesshomaru."

"And I love you." I cupped Yori's face as I kissed her deeply, leaning her back onto the bed, my lower body between her legs. She returned the kiss, wrapping her arms around my neck, running fingers through my hair again, finding the spot that made me lose control. I plunged my tongue in her mouth, our tongues dancing, rubbing against each other. Sucking on her bottom lip, I nicked it a bit to cause blood to rise, but just continued the kiss. I trailed the kisses down over her neck, finding her pulse as I sucked. I felt her mouth open, her body squirming under me.

"S-Sesshomaru…" Slowly lifting up my head and looking into her eyes, they had gone back to the dark brown; Sango was back. "Why are you…what are you doing?" I just smirked and whispered into her ear:

"Just relax and enjoy what I have to bring you." Without another word, I ripped off her bra and cupped her breast, rubbing her nipples back and forth with my fingers. She bit her lip, not protesting me to stop. I lowered my head and placed one nipple between my lips, sucking and pulling on it. She bucked underneath me, making me harder. I nibbled on her breast, giving both the same attention. I cupped them together and licked, rubbed, sucked and nibble on her nipples. I let go of her breast and slid off of her body. I grabbed her hips and turned her around onto her stomach, bringing her lower body off the edge of the bed. I was glad she was wearing a skirt. I raised her skirt to her waist and stared at her underwear. I wasn't sure if I wanted to rip it off or take them off slowly. I shrugged and decided to play with her instead, making her wetter then she was. I moved her legs further apart as I pressed my fingers between her lips. She moaned a bit as I pressed more. Her scent washed over me as it leaked over, dripping down her thigh. I ripped off the skirt to get it out of the way as I slowly ripped off her underwear. Hearing her moan just by ripping off clothes meant she was enjoying this. I slapped her ass and spread her cheeks. I blew into it, causing her to clinch onto the sheets. I made my nails short as I rubbed against her asshole. She bucked at the touch and turned her head slightly towards me.

"Not there…please…"

"Why? Is it because you like it?" I slowly pushed my finger into her tight ass. She closed her eyes as I slowly pumped my finger into her. I found the spot that made her whimper and I smiled. "You like that?"

"Y-Yes."

"Would you like my dick in there later?" She nodded her head as I pushed in further. I lowered my head between her lips and started to suck on her clit. She screamed in pleasure as I ate her out and fingered her ass.

"Aha…Sesshomaru…." Hearing her say my name, I changed positions and started to finger her pussy and rim her. Feeling my tongue in her ass brought so much joy to me. My dick was itching to get inside her. She whimpered in a sweet melody, making my ears tingle. I started going harder and faster, making her quiver. "S-Sesshomaru… I'm going to…cum…"

"Come for me Sango." I bit lightly on her ass as I felt her juices push against my fingers. I slipped my fingers out and sucked on them tenderly. "Mmmm, you taste so sweet Sango."

"Don't say things like that to me."

"I can say whatever I want to you." I grabbed her by her hair and pulled her head back in an awkward angle. She made an 'ah' sound as I knelt my face to her neck. "I know you like this Sango, so don't try and fight me."

"O-Ok."

"Good, glad that we came to an agreement." I let go of her, causing her fall back onto the bed. Lifting my shirt over my head, I felt a tug against my waist. Looking down, I saw Sango unbuckle my belt and unbutton my pants. Before I could say anything, she pulled my dick out from my boxers and started to stroke it. "Mmmhhh."

"You're bigger than Miroku," she said before placing my dick between her lips. I stared down at her, biting my lower lip as I watched her bob her head back and forth on my shaft. My hands went for the back of her head as I started to pump myself in her. She did not choke, which meant she could deep throat me. I pushed further into her mouth to see if she could, but sadly she could not fully take me. I felt her start to gag and pulled my dick out. She coughed up some spit as she held onto my hip. "That hurt Sesshomaru."

"My apologies. I wanted to see if you could deep throat me."

"You couldn't ask?"

I just shook my head as I closed my eyes. I wiggled out of my pants and boxers as I pushed her back onto the bed, crawling over her body. "I'll show you how I ask permission." I spread her legs open as I rubbed against her opening. She clung onto me as I lifted both of her legs around my shoulders and pushed. She was tighter than I thought since it took me awhile to get the head in. Once I got the head in, I followed behind with the shaft, her back arching as I met her to the base. Her mouth opened as I teased her a bit by moving just a little. "You like it?"

"Y-Yes. Fuck me Sesshomaru."

"What was that? You want me to fuck you?" She nodded her head. "Like this," I asked as I started to pound deep inside her, her screams shattering the silence within the walls. I slowed down and said, "Or like this?" I started to move slowly inside her, each thrust soft.

"Either one… I don't care…"

"Then pussy tare it is." I leaned lower, our lips inches from each other. She closed the gap between us, wrapping her arms around my neck as we kissed each other tenderly until I started to fuck her. Her moans were muffled with the kiss; I wanted to hear her. I pulled away from the kiss as I went faster and harder inside her, watching her body react to mine and her expressions.

"Oh, Sesshomaru, I'm gonna cum!"

"Cum Sango. Cum as many times as you can." I brought her body up and forced her down on my cock as I popped her up and down, her nails digging into my back. I could feel hot trails of blood gliding down my back as I gripped her ass.

"I'm coming!" She screamed my name as I felt her body give way. I still a way from cumming so I was not going to stop. Continuing pounding inside her, I felt as if I was being watched.

"Sango?" I turned my head and saw her lover Miroku standing in the middle of the doorway with the look of disbelief on his face. A vindictive smile came upon my lips as I continued to fuck her in front of him.

(END SPOV)

Wow, so Naraku let Kikyo stay and Sesshomaru finally knows that Sango is part of his dead lover. But with new things popping up, how will Kagome take what Naraku has done? What will Sesshomaru do with Miroku?