Chapter 14: Day Three: Regret
Everything was dark; I couldn't see anything two feet in front of me. Fog covered the grounds and I felt like something wasn't right; like something was watching me, ready to strike at any time. The temperature dropped and I started to shiver. I brought my arms around me, rubbing myself, trying to keep warm. Fuck, where the hell was I? I don't know how long I was walking for. It seemed like I was going in circles and that there was no end at all. Well, I got to my end when I felt something grab a hold of my hair and yank me back. My back hit the ground hard. I struggled to get up, but it seemed like something had tied my wrist down along with my ankles. I tried to scream, but nothing escaped my lips. Something gripped tightly on the inside of my leg. Looking down, I saw a pale hand reach out for me or more for the boxers I was wearing. Another hand met the other at the hem of my boxers and tugged them down until I was exposed. I was nowhere near hard. I was scared shitless since I did not know what was going to happen. The hands started to stroke my dick. I tried not to get hard, but sadly, I did anyways, but the touch felt oddly familiar to me. Having that thought in my mind, having my dick stroked felt very nice and I couldn't help the quiet moans that escaped from my lips.
"Naraku…"I looked down my body and saw Kagome's face appear. It was her hands that were stroking me. I whispered her name, but knew she couldn't hear me. "Mmm Naraku." Kagome came up more along my body and slowly started to suck me. I felt like I was in heaven. I was not going to complain about this wonderful feeling that I was receiving. As I was about to release, I felt Kagome let go. The look on her face seemed twisted and disturbing. I whispered her name, but nothing came out. "I'm sorry Naraku, but I have to leave you." What? What did she mean she had to leave me? "Good-bye Naraku," she said in a singing tone. No, what the hell? Soon, everything around me changed. Kagome was gone and I was in some alley. Oh no. Before I knew it, what happened to me when I was sixteen started to come into play. I was held down by four people so I could not move. I could not see their faces. I didn't know who they were and I was scared. I saw one of them walk up to me with a jagged dagger in their hands. I struggled to get away before I felt the metal pierce into my skin and drag it down my chest. I screamed in pain, my voice bouncing off of the walls as I heard the laughter of my torturers.
I woke up screaming bloody murder when my eyes opened when I felt something cool touch my face. As a reaction, I grabbed and pinned it underneath me. Whoever it was, was struggling to get away. My vision was still not clear, but I knew this person was weak compared to me. "N-Naraku! Get off of me!" The voice sounded familiar, but I couldn't place it. As soon as my vision came clear, I saw that I had Kikyo pinned underneath. I just blinked at her, unsure of what to do, or what I did do. My eyes wandered over her until I felt myself collapse over and fall next to her on the bed. I lay on my back, my body in pain. "Oh my – Naraku you're bleeding." I didn't care to move, but I could feel the blood drip over on my side. I watch Kikyo run into my bathroom and come back out with a damp towel. She dabbed the blood clear away. "I don't understand. You were bleeding, but there is no cut." I could feel her eyes dart to my face; I just kept staring at the ceiling. "Are you okay?"
"I-I don't know." I closed my eyes but opened them back suddenly because I did not want to go back to that memory.
"You we're having a nightmare. At first, I thought you were having a sweet dream because you whispered Kagome's name. But then, you're voice changed, like you were confused, not sure of what was happening. You started to convulse and then the screaming came. I didn't know what to do. When I touched you, you had me pinned."
"I'm sorry. I just—" I sighed. "It was a 'good dream' at first if that is what you want to call it. Kagome was there and she was sucking me well, but then she stopped before I could bust a nut. She told me she had to leave me. Then she started to say good-bye to me in a creepy singing tone. The scene changed and I was back in that alley. I—." I had to stop. I was not going to repeat what I had to re-live again.
"That is why you screamed. You and," she rubbed my scar. I grabbed her hand quickly as my body tensed against her touch. I gave her a vicious look. She pulled her hand back, holding onto it. "I'm sorry." I guess I squeezed it too tight. "Maybe I should sleep in the guest room for the rest of the night."
"Yeah, maybe you should." I snapped at her. Kikyo just stared at me for a good while. I guess she was expecting me to say for her to stay, but I was not going to. Soon enough, she slowly got out of my bed and walked out to the guest room, closing her door. I just rolled my eyes as I settled back into bed, trying to forget what had happened.
Waking up, I was in a foul mood. I did not want to be bothered by anyone, not even by my brother or Sesshomaru. And if Kagome even bothered calling me, I was not going to answer. Walking out of my room, I saw Kikyo walk out of hers. We made eye contact and she smiled at me. I just made an 'Hmph' sound and continued on brushing past her as I went into the family room and turned on the TV. Kikyo was a smart girl and if she knew what was best for her, she would avoid talking to me. But, I guess I spoke too soon. "So, did you manage to sleep well Naraku?"
"I slept fine after you had left."
"Oh," she said as she walked over to the couch I was sitting on. "So, are we going shopping today?" Hearing those words escape her mouth, I started to laugh. "What? You told me you would take me shopping today."
"You honestly think I am going to take your ass shopping?" I laughed again. "You can take yourself shopping. I am not wasting my money on you." I turned my attention back to the TV, flipping the channels with the remote. I could tell I was starting to piss her off, but if she said the wrong thing to me, her ass would be out.
"If I had a car, I would go by myself. No, actually, if I was at home, I wouldn't have to worry about going out shopping for clothes."
"Then go back home. If you can go back, go back. I do not need you here. I was doing fine on my own before you even got here. The only reason why you are here at my place is because you were mugged. And seeing how you look better, you can leave." I turned off the TV. "By the time I get back, you better be gone." I got off from the couch and headed towards my room.
"And what will happen if I do not leave."
"I will make sure you to make you want to fear me. What I have in mind, if you ever saw me on the streets, you would want to walk the other way." I left Kikyo there as I went in my room and changed. Coming out, she wasn't in sight. Good. I locked up my place, got in my car, and drove off to The Sting Dragon to continue fixing it up.
I saw Sesshomaru and Onigumo as I pulled up into the parking lot of The Sting Dragon. The both of them seemed pissed and I was soon about to find out. "What is going on?"
"Did you have a nightmare last night Naraku?" Onigumo asked me. I nodded my head. "Did your scar start to burn and bleed." I nodded again. "Have you been a foul mood since you woke up?"
"Let me take a guess, you said something to Kaguya that you didn't mean to say and she left."
"Bingo."
"What did you say?"
"When I saw her this morning, I didn't want to be around her. Even last night I snapped at her when she was cleaning the blood off of my back. She slept in the other room. This morning, just looking at her made me want to puke. We got into it and I told her 'If you don't like it, you can leave. I can find another bitch that can suck my dick better.' And she actually left."
"I can't blame her." Onigumo shot a nasty look my way and I just put my hands up in defense. "I, on the other hand, told Kikyo she could leave. Hopefully, she will be gone by the time I get back."
"Well, now we don't have to worry about her sabotaging you and Kagome's relationship."
"Maybe, but at this point I do not care what happens to our relationship."
"Why?" This coming from Sesshomaru.
"Before we even get to that situation, what are you pissed about?"
Sesshomaru sighed and shook his head. "Rin had called me today. She called me several times since it hit five o'clock this morning she has been blowing up my phone. Finally I got fed up with it ringing, I told her off. She broke down and started begging me to take her back. I told her I didn't want her that I already found someone. You know that bitch had the audacity to threaten me. Saying that she will find the girl I am with and kill her. I told her if she had the balls she would find herself dead herself. So, I hung up on her, went to the phone store and told them to change my number immediately."
"Speaking of Rin, when I was trying to get into contact with Kagome, she answered, and when I asked for Kagome, she hung up on me. I don't know, but there is something wrong with that girl. And with you two breaking up, she got worse." We all were just silent for a moment until Onigumo spoke up.
"Well, if we expect to get this place fixed up, we better start now before it gets too late." We all nodded and walked into the restaurant, ready to fix her up.
By mid-afternoon, we managed to fix the upholstery on the booths and fix the broken tiles on the floor. Managed to fix some of the walls and painted the ceiling of our office. I am so glad they didn't destroy it. We restocked the shelves with liquor, bought some new glasses and hung them up and place them in the cabinets and even put up some new doors with a better alarm system. Don't ask how we managed to do all that with just the three of us, but somehow we managed. We decided to take a break and I was going to be the delivery boy and go to Carl's Junior to get some food. I was in a better mood, almost skipping. Coming around the corner, the drive thru was long, so I decided to go inside. Parking my car, I saw a bunch of teenage boys gawking over it.
"Dude, you have the 2010 Corvette Stingray?!"
"Man that is a sweet ride."
"Touch it and you die," I snapped at them, scaring them a little. I smiled as I walked inside the restaurant. It was somewhat empty, so the line was going by pretty quick. As I stood in line, I felt someone tap my shoulder. I turned around and saw Kagura standing behind me with a smile on her face. I had totally forgotten that this girl had even existed, none the less that we even had a relationship. I just stared at her; she looked different. Her hair was short, almost pixie like. Her face was still the same, but it seemed like something was different about her besides her hair cut. I looked her head to toe and noticed that her breast were bigger. I could just imagine her rubbing her breast against my dick, but there was no time for me to fantasize about that. She took a step closer and I looked into her eyes.
"Can you not say hello to someone?"
"Hi…Kagura."
"What? You not excited to see me?"
"I was not expecting to see you actually."
"I can help who is next," said the cashier. I went up to her and ordered the food and stood off to the side, waiting for it to be ready, Kagura standing right next to me.
"So how have you been?" she asked.
"I have been alright. How about you?"
"I have been great. If you had not noticed, I am not the same girl I was before when we were together. My breasts have gone up two cup sizes, I cut my hair and now, I don't let guys like you walk all over me."
"Look, don't get mad at me just because you fell for me and I didn't for you. We had discussed this way before that what we had, was just a fling, not a real relationship."
"I know, but I still wanted it to be more. Until that Kagome girl had popped up. If she had never come and you two got close, I think we would have stayed together."
"No, we would not have. I could not stand being around you a lot Kagura. You are annoying as hell and chat on about nothing. Do I need to keep going or do you get it?"
"I got it"
"Number 214?" I heard my number and grabbed the food that was for me and the boys back at the restaurant.
"Well, I have to get going. I'll see you later."
"Wait, Naraku." She followed me out to my car. "Do you mind if we hang out sometime this week."
"Why?"
"I just want—
"I'm really not in the mood to be around you Kagura. Unless you have something in mind that will be so much damn fun, call me. If not, then do not bother me." I slid in my car and drove off. Yeah, I left her standing there with a hurt look on her face, but I really did not care for her. Returning to the restaurant, Sesshomaru, Onigumo and I had ate all of our food and was anxious to continue on with our work. By four in the morning, we spruced up the place; made it look better then how it was before. Onigumo and I decided to open up the restaurant again to the public by Friday, giving us tomorrow to make sure that everything is in order. We all had gone our separate ways and I was looking forward to crawl into my bed and sleep the rest of the day away.
When I opened the door to my place, I called out for Kikyo; no response. I looked around and saw no trace of her. The guess room that she was sleeping in was clean and neat. I even went to my room and saw that she was not there. Where was she? And then it hit me: I told her she had better be gone by the time I got back. Damn. I didn't really mean what I said. If Kikyo had left, then I know damn sure Kaguya left when Onigumo snapped at her. As if Onigumo heard me, my cell went off. "Hello?"
"Kaguya is gone."
"Yeah, so is Kikyo."
"Fuck! I can't afford to lose her Naraku. She is a part of me. I called her and she won't answer."
"Did you swing by her place?"
"No, but I am about to. If I can't find her, I am coming over later."
"Alright." We hung up. As soon as I was about to toss my phone on the bed, it ran again. I looked at the caller ID and saw KAGOME come on the screen. With no hurry, I flipped the phone open and spoke. "Hello."
"Tell Sesshomaru to call me."
"Who the hell – Rin?"
"Tell him to call me. If he does not, you will never see Kagome again."
"What kind of shit are you pulling Rin? Kagome is my girlfriend."
"But she is my best friend. I need her more than you do. I can keep her here as long as I want."
"Let me talk to Kagome."
"You can't."
"And why not? If you expect me to tell Sesshomaru to call you, you better as hell let me talk to my girlfriend." There was silence in the phone but within minutes, I heard the sweet voice I had been longing to hear.
"Hello?"
"Kagome what the fuck is going on?"
"Naraku?"
"Who the hell would it be?" She sighed. "Well?"
"I really do not need this right now Naraku."
"What?"
"Look, I am sorry I have not been able to get into contact with you, but Rin needs me."
"And your boyfriend needs you too. I blew up your phone yesterday and then she answers it, than hangs up on me." Silence. "Did you even know I called?"
"Yeah, I did, I just didn't have any time."
"What have you been doing?"
"Helping Rin out. She is going through a tough time right now."
"As am I."
"I doubt it's that bad." Did she really just say that? I was close to going off on her, but that was not going to do any good for the both of us. I sighed deeply, frustrated and irritated. "I'll be home on Sunday."
"Are you sure?"
"Yeah, but Rin is coming back with me."
"So what does that mean? Is she going to be living with you?"
"Yes." By the sound of things, I really do not think we're gonna last any longer if Rin is coming back with her. If she has Kagome's hands tied up now, it will be worse when they come back.
"Look, Kagome, I just really miss you. I am having a hard time over here as well, and if I can just talk to you for a minute or so, I'll be better. I just need you as my girlfriend right now and not hearing from you is driving me insane. I know it has only been three days, but I—
"I'm sorry Naraku, I have to go. I'll talk to you later." And her end of the line was dead. I really could not believe this. I slowly pulled the phone away from my ear and closed it shut. I balled my hands into fist, tightly, feeling the phone about to crush. Out of pure rage, I threw my phone at the wall. I screamed out all of my frustrations towards the ceiling, pacing back and forth through my room. I could feel my brother try and contact me, but I just didn't want to be bothered with him or with anyone. Fuck everyone. Fuck Rin for playing mind games and fucking up my relationship, fuck Kagome for just pushing me out, acting like she doesn't give a fuck about me and fuck Kikyo for leaving me when I needed her most. – Kikyo…. That was my fault. I threatened her and she left. I looked at the clock on my nightstand and saw that it read five fifteen. I wanted company tonight; I didn't want to be alone. My brother said he would come, but I wanted a female companion, but tonight, all I would have is my brother. The doorbell rang and I let my brother in, both of with the look of pity on our faces. We had lost the restaurant, but we managed to build it back up in just two days, but in the making, we lost the two women in our lives. I lost Kagome due to her friend, and he lost Kaguya due to his anger. Though Kikyo was not my lover anymore, she was starting to become my friend, and I pushed her away due to my anger.
Ever since that day we found out about the restaurant being broken into and trashed, it has just been downhill for the both of us. For Sesshomaru, who knew what was going on with him, but for now, I had my own problem to fix, and I had to fix it quickly. My brother and I had headed towards my room, taking off our shoes as we changed into some pajama pants; I lent him a pair of mine. We climbed into my bed and acted like we were five years old again; acting like we were scared of the boogie man and huddling against each other. I chuckled a bit when I felt Onigumo nuzzle his head against mine. "What?"
"Don't molest me, alright. Hands and lips off of the ear."
"The same goes for you. No pulling my hair." We both laughed. As much as I loved my brother, it was fun to get a rouse of him sometimes. Being twins, nothing could hold us back and there were no string attached. I know what you all must be thinking, no, my brother and I have never had sex. You all can imagine that yourselves. But for now, having him next to me was all that I wanted, though I was scared to see what would happen the next day when I awoke.
Well, that was this chapter. I hope you guys liked it. I was thinking about putting twincest in this chapter, like, major twincest, but I was not sure if you, my readers would appreciate seeing Onigumo and Naraku in that state. BUT, if you do, you might just see that in future chapters. XD. Leave comments and the next one will be up shortly. You guys WILL hate me for Day Four.