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BPOV

A smile found its way to my lips as Edward's fingers moved along my side. He was pretending my ribs were piano keys as he hummed the music of my lullaby in my ear. The feather light movement of his fingers against my skin tickled and I couldn't help giggling at the sensation.

I nestled further back into him as we spooned on his huge bed with the gold comforter. We'd been holed up in his room for over half the day doing absolutely nothing. We'd listened to music, talked, and did a fair amount of making out but that was it. It was raining in Forks again as per usual but I enjoyed watching it through his glass wall as the water hit the leaves of the trees and made them glisten.

It was shaping up to be a very perfect day. I couldn't think of another time when I'd felt so content, so blissfully happy, and comfortable. I turned so that I was facing Edward and tucked my face into the crook of his neck so that I could breathe in his heady scent. His fingers relocated their concert along my vertebrae.

"You make me so happy," I murmured.

"I love you so much," was his reply.

Just after my lullaby concluded, a growl formed low in Edward's chest, "Go away," he seethed.

I looked up at him in shock. Was he talking to me? What had I done?

"But Edward you've been monopolizing her all day! I just want to talk to her for a few minutes!" a high pitched voice squeaked from somewhere downstairs.

I wrapped myself tighter around Edward. I wasn't going to get up anytime soon. Not for her anyway.

"Later, Alice," Edward replied dryly. "Go pester Jasper."

Alice stamped her foot and I scoffed. Still a brat.

"And you said she's your favorite?" I dropped my shield to ask Edward. He snickered as he buried his face in my hair.

"Alice, Today is Edward and Bella Day. I'll speak with you tomorrow," I said.

She sighed heavily, "Okay. Fair enough."

Edward and I stayed locked away in his room in our own little world for another three hours. As we stretched out on his leather couch, him in between my legs with his head rested on my belly, Edward brought up our decision.

"Tanya's coping better than I thought she would have," he mentioned coolly.

"True, but she hasn't been around much either," I countered.

"Whenever she is though, her thoughts about us seem to be completely free of any jealously or ill will. I really feel like moving to Russia would have no negative impact on her," he told me.

It was true that Tanya really seemed to be happy for Edward and I. She actually seemed to be floating around on cloud nine for the past week and a half. However, she would only be around for five hours a day at best. It seemed as if she came around only to make an appearance and then run off again. Kate, Irina, and I had tried to ask her where she spent her days but the only answer she would give was that she had never known what treasures Forks had held before. She was being vague to say the least, but I decided not to question her new found joy and just let her be.

"I don't think it will either, but what about you?" I asked. "I've been watching you with your family and I don't want to take that away from you."

Edward sat up and pulled me so that I was sitting on his knee. He kissed my temple and then turned my face to him and kissed my lips.

"I love my family but I love you more. I want to do whatever will make you happy," he said.

"Seeing you happy makes me happy."

"Bella!" he groaned in mock frustration. I could see the smile he was poorly trying to conceal. "We're going in circles here!"

He was right and I knew it. I just didn't want to do anything that would put a strain on our relationship. The Tanya situation may or may not be an issue anymore but both our families as a whole still was.

"Maybe we can alternate," Edward suggested. "Go back and forth between families every year."

I shook my head. "No. I did enough moving around when I was human plus that wouldn't fit into your family's lifestyle. I was thinking that I could visit my family for a weekend every month," I said.

"A flight to Russia from here takes about 28 hours. A weekend trip there is pointless. How about during holiday breaks from school?" he replied.

"That's another thing," I said hesitantly. "I can't do the high school thing. Can't we just keep going to college instead?" I asked.

"Of course, if that's what you want," he nodded. "Maybe we could spend summers in Russia then. Or Summers in Forks if you want. I've never been to college in Russia before," Edward mused.

"But what about…," I began but Edward covered my mouth with his.

"We. Are. Going. To. Russia," he said stubbornly between kisses.

I smiled. After what felt like a battle for our own custody, it seemed Edward and I were finally reaching an agreement.

"It would be fun to go to college in Russia. Neither of us have done it before. It can be an experience that's new to both of us. We can tackle it together," I said turning to straddle him. His hands gripped my waist and moved down my thighs only to come back up and grip my ass.

"What will you study?" he murmured as his lips began a beautiful assault on my neck.

"Literature. Russian, of course," I whispered as I felt Edward harden against my center. He slid down on his back with me still straddling him. "Where will we apply?"

Edward, ever the eager lover, decided to simply rip away my dress rather than pull it over my head. I moaned and grinded against him in response. Edward smirked as he realized I'd foregone a bra and sat up to take my erect nipple between his teeth before flicking it with the tip of his tongue. Our previous conversation was all but forgotten at that point. I just wanted to feel him inside me.

I rocked slow and hard against him as he groaned against my breast and pushed back up into me. I could smell my own arousal, feel it pooling my panties and probably soaking through Edward's jeans. I was all for foreplay usually but all of a sudden I was filled with insane need to feel that deep physical connection between us. Maybe it was because we'd finally worked out an agreement we could both be happy with or maybe because we'd been in bed all day and had not had actual sex. Whatever the reason, I needed him and I needed him bad.

I pushed him back down so that he was flat on the couch again. I shed us of the rest of our clothing and positioned myself above him. I lowered down on this throbbing cock and tried to quiet my own moaning as I took him in inch my inch. Edward's head fell back on to the couch emitting his own guttural moan when he was buried to the hilt.

"Touch me, Edward, please," I gasped as I rode him.

He wrapped his arms around me, one around my lower back the other supporting the back of my head as he kissed up the column of my neck and along my collar bone. He was so deep inside me and we moved in such a perfect rhythm as he thrust up as I came down. It wasn't long before my body started to tremble with my impending release. Edward sped up his movements and brought his hand down from my neck to my clit. My body exploded around him the instant his thumb made contact.

"Ah Bella!" Edward growled into my chest as I pulsated around him and ignited his own climax. We collapsed back down on the couch and Edward clutched my body to his as we slowly came down from out natural high. After we caught our breath he began to pepper my shoulder and neck with kisses. He lifted us from the couch and I wrapped my legs around his waist as he pinned my back against the wall. Our first time had set a precedent, we could never do it just once…

TPOV

Everything about John was impossibly beautiful, even his penis! His dick was so beautiful that I was sure I could just have an orgasm by watching it. This was something I had decided to try out.

"You're making me feel awkward. I can't keep an erection and feel awkward at the same time, babe," John said as he watched me watch his penis.

I giggled and pulled the covers back over us. I kissed his full lips as I nestled my body into his.

"You have stamina like no other. I'm sure an erection of yours could hold through anything," I told him.

"You are great for the ego, you know that?" he laughed.

"You're just an amazing man and I want to make sure that you know it," I shrugged.

John sighed as he pushed my hair back behind my ear. He kissed the top of my head and rolled us so that we were laying on our sides facing one another.

"What's going on with Bella and Edward," he asked.

"From what I hear, it sounds like we'll be going to Russia soon," I whispered.

Over the past two weeks, I'd spent as much time as I could with John. I couldn't bear to be away from him. I'd told him all about my sisters and my very long life. I'd also told him all about me, Bella, and Edward. He'd never met them but he talked about them like he knew them. I guess after all I'd told him, he basically did.

"We had better start getting prepared then," he replied.

I shifted so that I was sitting on the backs of my legs as he propped himself up on his elbow. He grabbed my hand and kissed it smiling up at me adoringly.

"Don't you want to be with me?" he asked.

"Of course, John!" I exclaimed. "I just have to know that you know what you're getting into. It's one thing to know about vampires, it's another to actually be one. The first year is very difficult with controlling your strength and managing your thirst. Your emotions will be all out of whack for a while. You won't be able to sleep again. You can't be seen in the sun. It's an intense transition and it can't be undone," I told him. "I don't want you to regret it."

"Tanya the only thing I'll regret is not spending eternity with you. I've been a vagabond of sorts for years trying to find this feeling that I've got with you. Now that I have, I don't ever want to lose it. I don't ever want to lose you. If you're going to Russia, I'm going to Russia. As long as you're around, I want to be right there with you. Change me, baby. I understand and I'm ready."

I smiled and laid back down with him. Hearing him say that, was all I needed. The look in his eyes let me know that he wasn't lying or just trying to be brave. I had no doubt that he felt for me what I felt for him and if I was in his shoes I would want the same thing. I wouldn't tolerate anything less than eternity with him.

"Plus it wasn't hard for Bella right?" he asked.

"Yea but she's a little like Carlisle. They're both freaks of nature," I snorted.

"She can be my mentor then," he joked. "Being a freak doesn't sound half bad."

John was the eternal optimist. That or he was just cocky as all hell. I could never decide. I didn't mind either way, though.

"Let's set a date then," I said.

"We should do it soon. In a week. This Friday would actually be perfect," he replied.

"This Friday!" I exclaimed looking up at him in surprise. "All you need is four days to say goodbye to your family and be prepared to become a totally different species and move to another continent?" I asked.

"Yup," he answered with a nonchalant shrug of his shoulders.

"You're like superman or something," I chuckled incredulously.

"The only family I have is my nephew. I work for myself. I'm only renting this house. And all the money I have is in a safe in the basement. I don't have much to do," he said.

"You don't want more time with Sam?" I asked.

"I've been traveling the country most of my life. We're as close as we can be seeing I was never really around. All I have to do is tell him I'm leaving again," he replied.

I found myself grinning like a kid on Christmas. Things with John and I had moved pretty quickly but it just felt right. I knew that he was it for me and I was it for him. It seemed silly to go through the long tedious process of dating and all that crap when we already knew what we wanted.

"Will it be weird to change me while I'm so old?" John asked curiously.

I couldn't help but laugh. "Vampires don't think of age the way humans do. I mean technically I'm 1005 years old, John. You're only 32. You're kind of like a baby to me," I said pinching his cheek.

He slapped my hand away from his face laughing, "That makes you a dirty old woman. A female pervert," he teased me right back.

"Only you and I know that," I responded. "To the rest of the world I'm just a 19 year old girl and you'll just be another sad guy in his thirties trying to relive his college years."

I clicked my tongue as I shook my head in feigned disappointment. He rolled his eyes and pinned me to the bed.

"Who cares. How do you see me?" he asked trailing sweet kisses up to my neck until he got to my ear where he took the lobe into his mouth.

"As the love of my existence. Keeper of my heart and soul. Apple of my eye and wind beneath my wings," I rattled off breathlessly as his renewed erection pressed against my stomach.

He chuckled huskily into my ear before entering me suddenly. I cried out in sheer pleasure and he lifted his head to look me in the eye, "I was thinking the same about you."