Chapter 29: My Throbbing Heart
Onigumo arrived at his grandparents house and hurried to the front door, banging on it for dear life until it opened. His grandmother looked flustered and sleepy as she tried to focus her eyes on Onigumo. "Onigumo, what is the matter my child – ?"
"It's Naraku!" He exclaimed. "Xiohu is taking him over."
"What!" His grandmother pushed pass him and ran towards Onigumo's car. She opened the side door to see Naraku asleep in the backseat, but his appearance was changing back to how he was before she gave him the drink. "No!" She looked up at Onigumo who appeared behind her. "How did this happen?"
"Before Naraku slipped away, he told me that Kagome was engaged to Hojo."
"Oh my poor Naraku. The heartache must have been too much for him to bare and he just let go."
"Can you save him before Xiohu takes full control?"
"I don't think I can, but I will try. Grab him and follow me to the spell room." Onigumo nodded his head and grabbed Naraku, pulling him out from the back. A few grunts slipped from Naraku's lips, causing Onigumo to freeze. Naraku's head dropped to the other side and Onigumo gave himself the okay to continue to get him on his shoulders and carry him to the spell room.
Reaching the room, Onigumo placed Naraku's body on top of a table. His eyes looked over his younger brother and he could feel the tears start to brim the bottom of his eyes. "Please Naraku, don't let Xiohu take control."
(NPOV)
When I opened my eyes, I saw that I was back in that same black room with the mist hovering over my body. Before, I hated to be here, but now, it felt good to be surrounded by the darkness. I really couldn't believe that Kagome had left me for Hojo. I know I can treat her a hundred times better than him, but she went for the garbage instead. What the fuck was wrong with her? I was in love with this girl, but she broke my heart. I guess I will never find love.
Everything will be okay Naraku. Besides, you have me.
"Yeah, I guess so," I said back to Xiohu. "I would still prefer for you not to take over my body though."
It's too late for that. You're body is already mine. I just need to rest and wait for my... 'master'... to call me.
"Your master?"
The only person left of the Jing family. When he calls me, I will fully awake. I couldn't help but laugh at the statement he made. I could feel Xiohu getting angry and I just laughed some more. Why are you laughing?
"Because, you have to follow orders. You gave me this impression that you were big and bad, but you can't do anything but take orders. Some demon you are." I started to hold my side as I couldn't breathe from all the laughter.
Shut up! I continued to laugh until I felt a giant force push me, causing me to fly until I hit the ground and rolled.
"What the fuck?"
"I told you, to shut up." I looked up from the ground and saw a tall figure stand in front of him. I trailed from the feet to the head and realized I was looking at myself. Or should I say, Xiohu. I slowly stood up on my own two feet and stared at Xiohu. He and I looked exactly the same, except that he had lilac eyes, grayish-white strips in his hair, ragged sharp teeth and nails, ram like horns and his skin as pale as snow. He chuckled, his snake like tongue flickering in his mouth. "Nice to see you face to face, Naraku."
"I could say the same for you. Were you always able to form in front of me?"
"Not until now. I cannot wait to feel the breeze against my skin again."
"Have fun with that." Xiohu just stared at me. "Did you expect a congratulations?"
"No, just...surprised."
"Why?"
"I expected you to fight me, not to give up this easy."
"What is the point anymore. Kagome doesn't love me, so do whatever you want." Xiohu frowned and I just shrugged my shoulders as I started to walk past him. "So while you are out 'destroying' the world, I'll be here for the rest of the time."
"Heh, only if that is how it worked."
I stopped and turned back to look at him. "What do you mean?"
"Naraku, Naraku, Naraku," he said as he walked towards me, shaking his head. "You still do not know anything."
"Just spit it out Xiohu," I said rolling my eyes.
"You and I are one." I just blinked, not sure what to say. "Even though I am powerful enough to do everything on my own, I still need you. Combining with you, no one can stop us." I scrunched up my face at the words Xiohu was telling me. "I still need you Naraku. As much as I hate to say it, I need you more than you need me."
"If I agree to this, what happens to my family?"
"Nothing. I won't even touch them."
"How can I trust you?"
"I have been inside you since you were sixteen. I am sure you can tell if I was lying or not," he said as he folded his arms across his chest.
"I couldn't when we were talking about Kagome."
"Maybe cause your own feelings were in the way?" I thought about it but just shook the thought away.
"What about Kagome. What happens to her?"
"After this girl rejects you, you still care about her?"
"I'm weak, I know."
"That's why with me, you won't have to worry about being weak anymore or even have to bother about being loved by some woman."
"You still never answered my question."
"Tell me Naraku. Don't you want her to the feel the pain that she caused you? Don't you want her to pay?" I let the words Xiohu say sink into my head and I could just feel my anger start to bubble inside my chest; my heart. I should have known not to let him get to me, but I did. Xiohu circled me as he replayed all the events that happened between Kagome and I. Her harsh words, the looks she gave me. All of it was not love.
I'm engaged to Hojo. I'm engaged to Hojo. I'm engaged to Hojo. I'm engaged to Hojo.
Those words echoed through my ears and I just let out a frustrated scream. "Aaaaaaaahhhhhhh!"
"That's it Naraku, feed on that anger."
"I gave her everything! And she just rejected me!"
"Tell me. Tell me what you want to do to Kagome!"
"I want her to pay!" I felt the scar on my chest start to burn. The pain was excruciating. Xiohu started to laugh hysterically as I clutched at my chest. "What is...
"The time is now Naraku! It is here!" Xiohu reached his hand out to me and I just looked at it. Another sharp pain twisted in my chest and I fell to the ground. "Take my hand Naraku, and all of this will be over." My eyes met Xiohu's and his eyes held promises that I knew he would keep. I took a deep breath as I reached out for his hand, him bringing me back onto my feet as a bright light covered the both of us.
I heard voices screaming around me as I tried to come to reality.
Oh no! We're too late!
Xiohu has taken full control!
Kanna! Make sure he doesn't leave this house!
I tried to sit up but felt my body restrained. My eyes shot open as I started to struggle against the rope that was holding me down onto the table. "Grrrah! Untie these damn ropes!" I yelled in a twisted demonic tone. As I started to become more aware of my surroundings, I noticed that my hearing and sense of smell were sharper than before. I could hear my grandparents shuffling about in another room. They were probably hiding the sword. ...The sword... I had to get to it before the hid it from me. I struggled against the ropes, trying to get them loose.
"Don't even bother asshole." I looked to my left and saw Onigumo staring at me; tears staining his cheeks.
I felt a cocky smirk come across my lips. "Onigumo."
"Xiohu," he said nastily. He got up from the couch and walked over to me. "I fucking hate your guts."
"Oh come now Onigumo. Why would you say that to your own dear brother."
"Pfft, you are no brother of mine."
"Au contrair Onigumo. I am you little brother."
"What the fuck are you talking about?"
"Heh. Xiohu and I are one. This power that is running through my body feels amazing. Too bad you fell in love with Kaguya and her you. You would feel just as wonderful as I do."
"Bullshit. All you ever wanted was another woman to fall in love with you. But since Kagome didn't, you want nothing but power?"
"You would feel the same way as I do if Kaguya rejected you over and over again," I snapped at him. Onigumo just stepped back and I smirked again. "Now, do me a favor and untie me."
"N-No."
"Why?"
"I don't trust you."
"You don't trust your own brother? You have changed a lot Onigumo."
"Shut up! You aren't Naraku!"
"But I just told you I was," I said teasingly.
"Onigumo, calm down. Don't let him get to you." I looked to the door and saw Kanna walk in.
"Oh, Kanna. So nice of you to join us. Did you come to make sure that Onigumo would not untie me?"
"Of course I did."
"Too bad for you."
"What do you mean?" She asked in a confused tone. I smiled as I wiggled a bit on the table and felt the rope give way. I sat up slowly, the smile on my face growing bigger as I felt the rope slip off my body and onto the floor. I dropped the floor and said:
"Cause you are just in for the party." I cracked my neck on both sides, stretching out my body, preparing for whatever Onigumo and Kanna threw at me.
"Don't make us do this Xiohu."
"I am not making you do anything. You can let me grab the Uyt Sword and let me be on my way and you won't see me ever again."
"We can't let you do that," Onigumo said.
"Well, I guess we will see who will leave this room then." I cracked my knuckles and stared at the two, motioning them with my finger to bring it on.
The battle didn't last long. I expected it to since Kanna is a telekinetic, but not even her gift could save her. Of course, I did not injure them severely. When I left the room, they were still breathing. Hurry my slave. I need the Uyt Sword to finish off this family.
"Yeah, yeah, yeah." I walked around the house and tried to sniff out my grandparents. As I caught the scent of my grandmother, I took off where it led me, my feet barely touching the floor. Coming to a room, I found my grandparents both standing in the middle of the floor, the look of content on their faces. "Tell me where the sword is so I won't have to hurt the both of you."
"You could never hurt us," my grandmother said with a smile on her face.
"You're right. I could never hurt the people who basically raised me."
"N-Naraku?" My grandfather said.
"No, don't give in," my grandmother snapped.
"No, he is right. It is me," I say as I take a step into the room. "Please grandma, grandpa. Hand the sword to me so I can take care of my deed."
"We would never give you that sword so you can kill people."
What is taking so long! The voice in my head snapped. Retrieve the sword so I can kill them all! I growled at the voice. I looked at my grandparents and let go of my scary composure. I took a deep breath before I looked at them again. "Just hand me the sword. Trust me."
"Never!"
"Please, you don't have much time. Hand me the sword and I will make sure that everyone in this house will live. If you do not, everyone will die, and it won't be by my hands.
Yes, it would be. Do you expect me to get my hands dirty? You are the slave!
"Get the fuck out of my head!" I shouted. I ruffled up my hair and looked back at my grandparents. My grandfather's back straightened and he nodded his head.
"Okay."
"Okay? What are you thinking? We are not handing him the sword."
"If this was Xiohu, he would have attacked us by now."
"But he attacked Onigumo and Kanna. You heard what was going on in that room."
"They are alive. All I did was hit a few pressure points to knock them down," I said as I folded my arms across my chest.
"Here." My grandfather disappeared for a moment before he came back with the box in hand. My eyes lit up as I felt the power of the sword pulsate towards me. I closed my eyes and reached my hand out towards it. The box rattled. The top flew open and the sword shot towards my hand, the hilt of it feeling warm to the touch. I felt more power race through my body. It felt so good I could have had an orgasm. I shivered from the pleasure as I opened my eyes. I smiled at both of my grandparents and nodded them off as I ran towards the front door, the sword in my hand.
I ran to the front yard of the house and stopped in my tracks when I saw a figure standing across the way. That must be the person was giving me orders. The figure was wearing a yellowish-green jacket, the hood covering half of their face. A smile swept across the lips of the figure as he said, "Bring me the sword, my slave."
I rolled my eyes and said, "Yes, my master." I walked towards him with the sword in hand. The smile on the figures face grew bigger as I went on one knee and presented the sword to him. His eyes danced over the sword, taking it all in.
"It has been awhile, Uyt. I will soon feel your power again."
"Not today you won't," I growled.
"What did you say – ?" His sentence was cut short as I plunged the sword into his stomach, blood spitting out of his mouth. "You, traitor!" he gasped.
"I am no one's slave." I plunged the sword in deeper and he gasped more. "You think... this is over? You still belong... to the Jing family... Xiohu."
"Not anymore I don't. I have been wanting to get away from this family since I was created. And now, I am finally free."
"Heh. You won't last...long."
"We'll see about that." I pulled the sword out of his stomach and swing it across his neck, delivering a clear cut, his head rolling behind the body. I smirked and screamed to the dark sky, "I am finally free!"
"N-Naraku?" I heard the voice, but the scent of her perfume reached my nose first. I whipped my head around and saw Kagome peer around the trees. What was she doing here? Her eyes went from the dead body to me. I straightened up my back and cocked my head to the side, my snake-like tongue slithering between my lips. Kagome gasped and covered her mouth when she got a better look at me. "Naraku...you're...Xiohu?"
"What do you want bitch?" She froze at my bitter voice. I did not want to see her. Seeing her made me want to drive the sword through her own stomach. Having that image in my head started to make my dick throb. I wanted to hear her scream as she died in my hands. As I took a step towards her, the necklace around her neck started to glow vibrantly. Dammit. I forgot she was wearing it. With that thing around her neck, I couldn't touch her. I would have to find a way to get it off of her. "How did you know I was here?"
"T-This was the only place I know you would go to if something happened."
"Well, lucky guess." She took slow steps towards me, the necklace growing more bright. "Don't come too close to me Kagome. If you do, I will kill you."
"W-Why would you want to kill me?"
"Because you tore my heart out!" I screamed. "I loved you and you betray me by being engaged to Hojo! I have never felt so much throbbing in my heart over one person. If I can't have you, then no one can," I growled as she took another step towards me. The light from the necklace was starting to become too bright for my eyes. I took several steps back as she took some forward towards me.
"Kagome! Stand back way from Xiohu!" I heard my grandmother yell.
"She has the necklace on. He can't touch her as long as she has it on," I heard my brother say. This was starting to become really annoying. Everyone was standing outside, watching Kagome and I do a dance of some sort. Kagome stopped and the light toned down.
"Is that why you keep backing away from me? Because of this?" She asked, pointing to the necklace.
"Why else."
"Then, I'll take it off." Kagome grabbed the chain and started to lift the necklace up and over her head.
"No! Kagome!"
"What are you doing? Put the necklace back on!"
Kagome through the necklace into the grass and smiled at me softly, tears forming in her eyes. Why was this bitch going to cry? "There. The necklace is gone."
I smirked again and said, "That's good. Now I can kill you." In a blink of an eye, I had Kagome's throat in my hand, raising her above my eye level. I heard everyone gasp and someone scream, but nothing from Kagome. The expression on her face was too calm, and I was not enjoying this. I wanted to hear her scream. The look in her eyes was not of fear, but of care. What the hell was going on? "What is wrong with you?"
"Will this...make you happy...Naraku? Xiohu?"
"Of course this will make me happy."
"Then kill me," she whispered.
"Gladly." I turned the sword in my hand and readied to strike her, but stopped before the tip of the sword pierced her stomach. This was too easy. This was not how I wanted to kill her. I squeezed her throat and demanded, "Scream for me."
"Will that...make it better?" she squeaked out.
"Yes, it would." The expression on her face softened even more as she gasped to scream. Her body lay limp for a minute till she tried to kick me, adding more to what I wanted. "That's better. So long, Kagome."
"I love you, Naraku." Right as the sword touched her stomach, I froze. What did she just say? I felt my hand around her neck start to shake. No. I was not going to give into this lie.
"What...did you just say?"
"I love you."
"Lies!" I barked.
"It isn't a lie...Naraku. I have loved you for the longest time."
"How long!"
"I fell in love with you since the first night we had sex."
"What? No, you're lying to me!"
"I'm not." My arm started to shake. All the feelings that I had for Kagome were starting to come back and I could feel myself start to become weak. I loosened my grip around her neck and let her go. She coughed heavily, trying to catch her breath. I had a million thoughts rushing through my mind. Joining with Xiohu, I thought all I would feel is anger and not feel anything for Kagome, but yet I did. So deep in my thought, I was caught of guard when I felt Kagome wrap her arms around my waist.
"What are you doing? Get off of me!"
"I won't let you go. Not again. I can't afford to lose you Naraku."
"Shut up! You never loved me!"
"Yes, I have. And I always will."
"Then why didn't you ever tell me?" I asked softly.
"Because of Rin. She told me if I ever went back to you or told you that I loved you, she would kill herself."
"How can you let a friend have that over your head? If she wants to kill herself cause she is jealous, you should have let her."
"I know, but she is the only friend I have. It's not the first time this has happened. She has tried it before. I didn't want to lose her again, but I had never fallen in love so strongly over someone. I hated myself each time that I hurt you, and I am sorry. After you said that you loved me, I just couldn't take it anymore and told her to go ahead. Please, forgive me."
"Kagome..." I could feel all the anger and frustration build up in my chest again. Tears started to drip down the side of my eyes. I dropped the sword and wrapped my arms around Kagome, hugging her tightly against me. "Kagome..." I have wanted this for so long and I finally had it. "I love you, Kagome."
"And I love you, Naraku." Kagome met my eyes as I leaned down to lay my lips against hers. The kiss was passionate and I wanted more. Though Xiohu and I were joined, I know I would not be able to be rid of him if Kagome and I had sex now, but just as long as I had her with me forever, that is all that mattered. My grandparents, Onigumo and Kanna ran up to us, smiles on their faces.
"Well, what are you waiting for boy? Make love to your woman," my grandfather said with a cheeky smile.
"I'm not in a rush. It's not like it would matter anyways since Xiohu and I are one."
"True, but why not just continue the moment?"
"Let's go Naraku. I have been wanting you for the longest time." She pulled my ear down to her lips and whispered, "I haven't had sex since the last time we did it. Please, make love to me as long and as hard as you can." I nodded and swept her from under her feet, holding her close to my body.
"If you all do not mind, I am going to claim Kagome as my own." I held Kagome closer to my body as I took off in the direction of my apartment. Sure, I could have done it at my grandparents house, but I wanted to be alone with her.
Arriving at my place, I saw that the door was kicked down. "I hope Onigumo plans on fixing this door," I mumbled under my breath. I placed Kagome on her feet and lifted up the door to place it back in a firm position. Kagome grabbed the back of my shirt.
"Worry about the door later, Naraku," she said with lust in her eyes. "I have missed you, and I want you."
I turned my attention fully to hers and grasped her face in the palm of my hands and kissed her lips tenderly. "No worries Kagome. I plan on making love to you till the sun comes up. Even then, I don't think I will stop."
"I have all the time in the world."
I smiled at her as I took her hand in mine and led her to the bedroom. Coming to the bed, Kagome pushed my back softly and I fell onto the sheets. I turned over onto my back and watched her slowly sashay her hips as she started to strip for me. She lifted her shirt slowly over her head, throwing it at my face. I took a deep breath of the scent of the shirt and felt myself become hard. I took the shirt in my hand as I continued to watch her slip out of the pants she was wearing; them dropping to the floor with a soft 'thump.' She wore a black lace bra and a matching thong. I sat up on the edge of the bed and grabbed Kagome's hand, pulling her towards me. My eyes traced over her features; from her head to her toes. She placed both of her legs on the side of my hips, straddling me as she settled herself against my hard on. From the look in her eyes, I knew that she truly loved me, but I didn't feel right. I looked away from her gaze and sighed heavily.
"What's the matter Naraku?"
"Don't call me that."
"That is your name... isn't?"
"Yes, but I don't feel like myself."
"Because of Xiohu?" I nodded my head. She lifted up my chin and gave me a gentle smile. "I still love you, even if you and Xiohu are one."
"But, I don't look –
"You think I really care for how you look? I love you, Naraku. Yes, you do look like a demon, but you know what?" She placed her lips near my ear and whispered, "You're my demon." I felt her hot tongue caress the lobe of my ear and I just let myself go. My hands searched her body, just to make sure that this was real and that I was not dreaming. The feel of her tongue along my ear sent a shiver through my body as I was holding back moans. Tugging on my shirt, I knew she wanted skin to skin contact. She let go of my ear and I slipped the shirt off and over my head. Her eyes traced over my chest before a devious smile crept over her lips. She bent down over my neck where the scar started and softly said, "I have missed touching your scar." Her hot lips pressed against my scar and I couldn't help but let go of the moan that was stuck in my throat. Her tongue danced over the sensitive tissue, pleasure running through my whole body. I laid back on the bed as she lowered her tender tongue down over the scar. Without realizing it, I felt my pants slip down over my knees and hit my feet. Kagome lifted up her face as she came to the brim of my boxers, stroking my hard member with her hand. "You want it?"
"You know I do," I whispered. She smiled as she slowly pulled my boxers over my dick and pass my butt, slipping them and my pants off around my ankles. I was the only one naked, but I was going to get Kagome out of her lingerie soon enough. Her delicate fingers curved over my member, stroking the soft skin. I closed my eyes and went into a pleasurable world as I felt her tongue wrap around the head of it and take me in. It had been awhile since I had my dick sucked and this was the best of the best. "Ah, fuck," I said softly. She picked up her speed, my claws digging into the bed.
God, this girl is good.
Xiohu?
Fuck, I can see why you loved this girl. Damn. I could hear Xiohu grunt in my head as I retorted the same grunt from my own lips.
Why am I still able to hear you?
Even though our bodies are one now, doesn't mean I still can't talk to you. I am still my own person.
You sound... different.
Probably cause I'm getting my dick suc- shit!
Kagome started to take me fully into her mouth, deep throating me to the rim. My toes started to curl and I could feel myself become really close. "Aha... Kagome.. I'm gonna... bust." My hands went for the back of her head as I was tangling my fingers through her hair as I came inside her mouth, forcing her to swallow every last bit that I shot. I let her head go, her trying to catch her breath. I felt something inside me click as I stood on my feet. The atmosphere in the room changed and Kagome knew something was different.
"N-Naraku?"
"Heh, you can call me that, but I wanna hear you say my other name." I looked at her with a murderous smile as I picked her up from the floor and threw her onto the bed. I crawled over her body, fear in her eyes. "Aw, don't look at me like that Kagome. I'm still Naraku, just..more devilish." I said as I kissed her neck tenderly. I felt her shiver against my kiss and I smiled. "I thought you said I was your demon." My right hand shot for her breast and started to massage it. Tiny moans escaped her lips. "Was that all a lie?" I pinched her nipple through the lacy bra, causing her to bite her lip. "Was it?" I trailed my kisses down over her neck and across her collarbone, tracing it lower till I took her left nipple into my mouth, sucking it through the lace.
"Mmnh, Naraku..."
I stopped what I was doing, plucking her nipple out of my mouth. I turned her face towards me and said, "I said for you to call me my other name bitch!" I ripped away her bra, causing her to scream as I took her nipple back into my mouth, sucking on it harder, playing with it with my tongue, teasing and squeezing her other breast. I switched between her breast, giving each one the same amount of attention. "Say my name Kagome," I whispered as I lowered my right hand down between her legs. I started to stroke her clit softly, rubbing the precious pearl up and down, sending pleasure through her body. She started to arch her back a bit as she felt me rub her opening, slightly pressing my fingers in. "You like that?"
"Y-Yes." I slipped my hand in her panties and started to stroke her even more, being careful of my claws not to scratch or hurt her. I slipped two fingers inside her quickly and started to fuck her with them, her back arching more as her arms wrapped around my neck.
"You like that?" I asked again.
"Aha...mnh... Naraku..."
"Say the other name Kagome," I said as I started to play with her g-spot. Her moans started to escalate, the grip around my neck becoming tighter. "You gonna cum for me?"
"Aaah, aahhmmm, ngh... I'm gonna cum."
"Cum for me," I said as I started to play with her g-spot even more.
"X-Xiohu!" I slipped my fingers out of her before she could reach her climax. I smiled as I looked at Kagome, her face flustered in heat and in anger. "Why did you stop? I was about to cum."
I placed my hand over her neck and squeezed tightly. She gasped. "Don't ask any question," I said in a demonic tone. My snake-like tongue slipped between my lips and licked her skin delicately.
"X-Xiohu..." My tongue went to her lips as I closed her mouth with a kiss, our tongues dancing against one another. We both started to groan from the intensity. I knew Kagome wanted more since she was rubbing her wet self against me and I was sure going to give her that.
Oh, it's starting to get hot. This fanfic is almost done, so I hope you guys will like the last chapter that will be up soon. R&R. ^_^