Weeping Willows

By Dragoness

Disclaimer: I do not own the characters in this story. They are the product of the wonderful Rumiko Takahashi . Only the story is mine.

Chapter 13 I Love You

He was confused and that was a feeling he didn't like. Sesshomaru had always been self assured but now he was on dangerous grounds. This was unfamiliar territory and he wasn't sure what to do. It started right after he picked her up.

The Karaoke bar had been wonderful. They danced, talked, kissed and then danced some more. The surprising part however was when Kagome went to sing. She had told him she could carry a tune so when she opened her mouth he was completely unprepared. Her voice was wonderful. Kagome had obviously downplayed her talent very much.

Her beauty, mixed with that voice was captivating and Sesshomaru found that he couldn't look away. The more he knew about her the more he found he liked. He still had that nagging voice in the back of his head but it was but a whisper now.

After Karaoke they talked more and then took a stroll down by the water in the park across the street. They talked for a while but most of the time they just walked, fingers entwined. It was getting late so Sesshomaru drove Kagome home. As he walked her to her door he couldn't help feeling a little anxious.

He knew it was because his heart wanted to say something that his brain was screaming at him not to. It was too soon. The situation needed more thinking and planning but when Kagome turned at the door to bid him goodnight Sesshomaru got lost in her eyes. Her smile warm and vibrant made him want to smile in return.

Leaning in he kissed her gently lingering a little longer than usual. Caressing her face he said, "Kagome thank you for a wonderful night, you are truly special. I never thought I could come to love someone as I do you."

Shit did I say love. I shouldn't have said that. No I will not lie I do love her. I am not ashamed though maybe I shouldn't have said it so soon. Sesshomaru thought panicking.

Feeling very uncomfortable Kagome joked, "Wow, you go all out don't you? Most guys would just say they want to spend the night in my arms," she said her voice low as she mimicked a guy.

His eyes danced angrily while he took on a totally offended front.

"You think I would just say something like that to get you to sleep with me? Is that how you think I really am?" Sesshomaru asked raising his voice slightly.

Realizing he was quickly losing control of his temper Sesshomaru closed his eyes and took a deep breath. "I think we should just say goodnight now." He said sadly as he turned to go.

Mentally kicking herself Kagome said in a slightly panicked voice "No."

How had she managed to kill the mood so completely not to mention ruin one of the most romantic moments in her life? Talk about putting your foot in your mouth.

This always seemed so easy in the movies. But of course they weren't hit with bouts of panic and downright stupidity. Giving a last ditch effort to salvage this Kagome grabbed Sesshomaru's arm.

"Don't go. Wait please. I don't know what came over me. I know you are honorable, I just panicked. It's hard to let someone in again, please understand." Kagome pleaded with him. She kept eye contact even though that was the last thing she wanted to do but he had to know that she was sincere.

"Hn," Sesshomaru replied as he visibly relaxed. It wasn't much but Kagome would take all she could get right about now. Not giving herself a moment for her brain to catch up and she chickened out Kagome stepped closer and getting on her tippy toes looked Sesshomaru straight in the eyes.

"Please let me show you how I really feel about you." Kagome said seductively and smashed her lips into his pouring all the desire and love in it that she felt. Wait love? She mentally asked herself. That one thought cleared the mist of her mind long enough for her to start to pull away. This was something that she would really need to think about. Sure, she felt very strongly for him but could it be love?

Just as she was pulling away Sesshomaru, who had been unresponsive and stiff as a board up to now, started to take over the kiss. He pulled her closer with his arm wrapped around her waist and cupping the side of her face with his other hand deepened the kiss. His kiss was forceful and dominating. Kagome found herself forgetting all other thoughts as she reached up and fisted her hands in his hair.

Moaning into his mouth Kagome started using her body, since her hands were otherwise occupied, to rub against him. At that moment Sesshomaru had to use all the control he had gained in his years to pull back. Though, even with the seriousness of the situation he couldn't help but smirk at the sounds of protest as he held Kagome at arm's length. Looking at the sight before him Sesshomaru forgot to breathe for a moment. Kagome was looking at him with eyes that were at half mast and glazed over with desire. Her hair tousled, face flushed, and her mouth slightly swollen from all his attentions. She was absolutely beautiful.

"Maybe I should go," Sesshomaru said a little winded. Smiling at him Kagome moved forward again and rubbed her body against him. Leaning forward she kissed up his neck until she got by the spot she knew was sensitive high up on his neck behind his ears. Chills ran through Sesshomaru as she started to nip and suck on his neck.

A deep rumble came from Sesshomaru as he felt himself giving in but it was her last words that sealed their fate.

Going up to lick the outer shell of his ear Kagome whispered huskily, "If you love me, then love me."

That was all the invitation Sesshomaru needed as he picked Kagome up and rushed her into the house, only stopping long enough to lock the door.

Across the street a figure stood in the shadows seething. "Just wait bitch your time is near." Inuyasha turned and started to walk in the opposite direction. With her 'company' he wouldn't be able to make a move tonight. Inuyasha was beyond irritated but he could wait a little longer. Kagome was his; she just needed to be reminded of that fact.

Until next time. I am curious if anyone picked up where that line came from. Only one of my favorite authors. Hint: Not Anime

"If you love me, then love me."