Weeping Willows

By Dragonessclaw

Disclamer: I don't on these characters they belong to Rumiko Takahashi. Only the story is mine.

Here it goes. I tried to finish up as soon as possible but couldn't get this chapter the way I wanted it. Still not completely satisfied but if I do not post this now I will end up scrapping the whole thing and then who knows how long it would take to redo this chapter.

Last Time

He could picture her now crawling towards him, her hair dragging on the ground as she showed her submission to him. Once she started begging he would make her undo his pants with her teeth. Once that was done he would deny her that release instead making her service him first. As she leaned down more to lick and suck on him he would tease her more by stroking her nether lips and hitting every spot but her clit. Using the fly swatter he specifically bought for this purpose so he would reach over and smack her ass as she sucked him and stroked his sack.

Between the gasping and wriggling of that beautiful ass of hers when he spanked her Inuyasha was sure it would be one of the best orgasms of his life. Just thinking about it made him want to hold her down now and fuck her mouth. Inuyasha knew he needed to decide which way he was going to do this quickly; he wasn't sure how much longer he could tease her without getting some relief of his own.

Chapter 18 Someone to Share With? Pt. II

He couldn't do it. Inuyasha had waited too long to rush this now. What fun would that be? What would have been the use of all his planning and scheming if he rushed now and didn't get to see his plan come to fruition?

While lifting her leg onto his hip so he could hit a better spot Inuyasha took possession of her mouth as he decided that he would wait to take her. He would have a little more fun getting her worked up and then maybe get her to jerk him off at least to give him some sort of release.

Arms wrapped around his neck Kagome gave into Inuyasha's assault on her lips. Moving her other leg to wrap around his hips Kagome shivered at the sensation of his member rubbing against just the right spot. Even through pants she could feel her wetness in response to the stimulation he was providing.

A voice in the back of her mind was screaming at her to stop. She tried to ignore that voice. She wanted this. Kagome clung to him even though her mind had started to remind her of how miserable she had been with him before she had made a change.

Part of her wanted to stop so badly, but this was a misery she knew. This misery was comfortable. All the change and fear of the uncertain future was scarier to her at this moment than the idea of being stuck in this current state of misery. Kagome wanted to lose herself and find comfort in his arms. However, deep down she knew if she did she would be losing everything she had worked so hard for. She would lose her life, her independence, self respect and her soul. The scary thing of it was, knowing all of this a part of her still didn't care. Why didn't she care? Didn't she deserve real happiness? That thought alone was enough to clear her lust filled mind. This wasn't who she should be with. Not him.

Using all her strength Kagome placed her hands on his torso to push Inuyasha back. "No, Inu I can't do this. I loved you once but now that time has passed. I am not going down that road with you again," Kagome said as she stood and fixed her clothing.

Damn I almost had her, Inuyasha thought to himself. He wouldn't give up that easily though. He still had a couple of tricks up his sleeve not to mention a hard on she would be fixing.

Giving Kagome his most sincere apology face Inuyasha asked, "Why can't you? Come on Kags, can you honestly look at me and say that you don't still love me? That you have forgotten all the good times we've had? Sure I've made mistakes but I said I was sorry."

"I am trying to change, no I have changed. I'm ready for that commitment now. I want to be the husband you deserve. You know we could make it work." Inuyasha made sure to keep eye contact with Kagome to show he was sincere. Taking a few steps towards her he stopped again trying to make himself be patient.

The weight Kagome felt on her chest was massive. She knew it was all a lie but she was so tired. It was a lie she wanted so desperately to believe in, a lie she wanted to cling to. She was so tired of hurting, of pushing, of being alone. She wanted to cry out to the heavens and ask why she had to suffer and keep struggling. She wasn't perfect but she wasn't that bad a person that she deserved to be punished by the Kami's.

That's when it hit her. The Kami's were not the ones responsible. It was her choices that had brought her to this end. It was the person that was standing before her that was the cause of most of her suffering along with her refusal to let him go a long time ago. Closing her eyes Kagome straightened her back and tried to center herself. She was brought out of her thoughts by Inuyasha's voice.

"Kagome. Look at me. You can't deny what we have is real. If you didn't feel anything you would not have responded to me like that back there. Look in my eyes and see that I am telling the truth for a change." Inuyasha was so proud of himself, he had kept his temper in check and he had her. She would be his and once she was under his influence again he would re-educate her in the proper way to treat and address her superiors.

"I am looking at you Inuyasha. I look at you and see everything I wanted in a partner. The love of my life, my best friend, and a good provider," Kagome said tiredly.

Encouraged by her words Inuyasha started to inch closer only stopping when Kagome raised her hand in a manner that said Hold on, Wait.

"But it was all a lie. When I take a closer look I see all the pain and the hurt you caused me. I look in your eyes and I remember the countless times you abandoned me for what I now know was some random whore. Sometimes I think you just did things because you enjoyed seeing me crying in pain. Am I right? Did you revel in making me feel like shit?"

Now that she was thinking clearly again her anger rose along with her voice.

"Did you really come here to see if we could make this work and be together again? Or were you just curious to see if I would be stupid enough to take you back so you could hurt me again? I don't know maybe you have changed but so have I. I am not that person anymore. We are not those people anymore. It's over Inu."

Angry at her audacity Inuyasha sneered. "What, you think that's all? You get me all worked up and then decide you're not ready for me."

"What?" Kagome asked. If she was not mistaken she was the one who woke up to him holding and touching her.

"Just because you "changed?" So you got yourself a new house, changed your hair a little and are doing well at work don't think that I don't know it's the same you. Deep down you know you need me, you always have." Inuyasha spat out.

"Oh, really for what?" Kagome was beyond angry. "When we were together we shared an apartment and I rode the bus. Without you I have bought my house. Without you I have gone back to school to better myself and earn more money. Without you I have bought a car. Everything good I have done has been without you. What do I need you for? To bring me down? Do you really think I hate myself that much?

"Yeah well all that stuff is no good without someone to share it with," Inuyasha said smugly.

Smiling at his nerve Kagome said, "Your right."

Inuyasha thinking she had finally come to her senses smiled along with her.

"Nothing is worth anything without someone to share it with." Kagome agreed.

Maybe this was a sign from the Kami's. Maybe this was the last test she needed to go through to get to this confrontation so she could close this chapter of her life for good without looking back.

"I do need SOMEONE," Kagome said making sure to emphasize the last word. "One person. Not you and the fifty other women you would be running around with like before. I need a real man. A person that knows how I need to be treated and wants and needs only me. I need a person that will build with me instead of breaking everything I try to do apart like you always did. I don't believe you have changed and I don't think you ever will. I am not that naive little girl you knew all those years ago I finally grew up. I grew up and realized something. YOU are NOT that someone."

Kagome turned and left a stuttering Inuyasha behind. He was not even worthy of a goodbye. She was off to find her someone. Just because they argued she was not about to give up and let him slip away.

I know you all were cursing me out weren't you. Nah, I could make her weak for a moment we all have those moments but to back step so far as to take him back NEVER. Please review, review, review. I am anxious to hear your thoughts on the chapter. Until next time.