A:N/ okay... so i was really bored and I figured that I would write this, because I'm just now starting high School... and I'm really freaking out! i'm going to get lost!

but anyways this is like a bonus chapter because I got alot of reviews and newcommers(: and also, because I wont be updating alot... kinda.. like i used to. it's probably going to take me longer to update now that school started... but ya know, reviews feual my writting skills. When I get them on my phone, My whole day just lights up!

Sooo... anyway. On to the story!

CPOV

So, me + Derek= Not so good. Especially since he was giving me that look. That puppy dog look that he has when he has something to say that involves his emotions. He wants me to see it and just know that he loves me, or wants to talk to me, or wants my forgiveness. Whatever it is, I don't want to hear it. Maybe I could pretend that I never got that voicemail that he sent. Or… wait… never mind- I got nothing.

He walked over to me and just stood there. Silence. He didn't say anything! He just stood there and watched me! Still the unemotional one, I see.

" Hey Derek," Try to keep a poker face! Try to keep a poker face!

"Uh, hey, ah, Chloe." He tried to keep his mask on but I could see through it. Oh, and Derek never has trouble with words, so I knew this was going to be bad.

I waited for him to say something else, but he never did. So, this isn't weird at all…

"Um, Derek, I, uh have to go… I'm going to be late."

I heard him mutter under his breath and then he said, " For what?" As if he hadn't heard from my conversation with Ryan..

" On a date with a co-worker. I'm already going to be late… so I'll see you later, okay?" When I tried to walk away, he grabbed me by the waist, gently pushed me up against the wall, and caged me in with his arms. I checked around- no escape routs.

" I really need to speak to you, in private, and we're alone now. So why not talk here?"

" We can't talk right now because I have plans," I said. Giving him the coldest glare that I could muster.

"I really, really need to talk to you, though. It's important." no fair, using the intensity of his beautiful green eyes on me.

"Derek, I really need to go. I'm going to be late, and Ja-"

"No! Don't say his name. Why can't it just be us, huh? Why can't you settle for me? Why can't you just forgive me?" He was breathing hard, his face red, and his eyes were livid! I didn't want to admit it, but he looked pretty hot when he was mad. I actually missed the scowl that is Derek.

That got me thinking, did I really dislike Derek or did I just not forgive him. From what I recall, from my old life, I am a pretty forgiving person- give Tori for an example. So, maybe I forgive him, I just don't want to be around him, or speak to him, or talk to him… Yeah, really forgiving Chloe.

" Derek, I forgive you, I just don't want you lying to me anymore."

That got me a confused look. " Lying? Chloe, I would never lie to you, you know that!"

" yeah? You've never lied to me? How about when you said you'd never leave me" He tried to interrupt, but I kept going, " How about when you said I was your mate? Huh? What about that? Either that, or all that crap about werewolves going into depression was a bunch of BS, because you sure don't look depressed to me! What about you saying you didn't want me anymore? When you said you loved me? Was that a lie too? And when you said you didn't want me, that must have been the only true statement that you've ever told me." My emotions had gone from fury to angry to sad to heartbroken. I looked down to the ground and I couldn't help the traitor tears that began to fall down my face.

He lifted up my chin and said in a very soft voice, " You think I don't love you? You think I didn't think about you every minuet of everyday?"

I just nodded, not able to use my voice.

" Chloe, why would you possibly think that you weren't my mate? I love you with all my heart, I would DIE for you!"

" No, Derek. If I was really your mate, you wouldn't have left me. You wouldn't have not contacted me for five years!I must not be your mate. you probably left me for some person you thought was your mate. Guess you didn't. Did she find out that you were a sorry pile of sh-"

At that very moment, he plastered his lips to mine and all it was all I could do not to put my fingers in his hair. I had to be a rock. I couldn't move. I couldn't breath I couldn't even respond. I'm supposed to be mad at him. I'm supposed to be on my date with Jacob right now, not sucking face with my so-called mate. But when he deepened it, you know what I did? I kissed him back. And quite passionately if I do say so myself.

I missed this. I missed his hands in my hair. The way he tasted, the way he smelled. Everything that I thought I didn't miss came rushing back to me.

At first he was gentle, but I didn't want gentle, I wanted him. I wanted this kiss to be all him. But I couldn't stay like this. This didn't make up for all the hurt he has caused me. This didn't mean that I wanted him. I was trying to move on and he's pulling me back in.

With those thoughts totally registered in my mind, I pulled back and disengaged his fingers from my hair. "I have to go, I'm already late," I mumbled. I couldn't even look him in the eye! I practically ran out of the door and into my car. When I finally got the courage to look up at the door, Derek was still standing there, hands up as if he was still holding me, but now it just looked like air. And his face. He looked so shocked. And with that last look, I hit the gas and sped off onto the road.

DPOV (the kiss)

I couldn't believe that I was kissing her. HER! My mate, my love. And she was kissing me back. This was just like our first kiss. Except this one had all of the pent up passion that has been building up for years. All in all this was a very good kiss. Just when I was really getting into it, she pushed me away and mumbled something along the lines of, "I gatta go." and then she practically ran out of the house and into her car. I don't even know if she left the driveway.

All I could focus on the breaking sensation going through my body at that moment. I felt totally defeated. And you know what? I didn't even care that I was falling apart, because nothing even mattered anymore. Nothing felt important. I had lost everything. My will. My heart. And you know, loosing all of that, that's not even the worst part. The worst part is that I lost the only person who truly loved me. Who truly cared about me and didn't treat me like a mangy teenager.

Chloe treated me like any other person. No, she treated me better than a regular person. She treated me like her mate, but now none of that even matters. My mate has rejected me. I've lost her forever…

Okay, so please review... and I might put up a one-shot about the rekoning- of course it will be CHLEREK!- and put it up in the next two weeks. otherwise... I don't even wanna go there!

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