Sayuki's grip loosened as she heard the dull ringing of a phone. It disappeared and it was completely silent except the small dripping of water. She felt cold and numb. She couldn't remember a thing and it was so very dark all around her. Suddenly she heard the creaking of a door and light poured in through the door. Suddenly the bright lights of the garage were turned on and filled the room.

Across from her she could see Gaara lying unconsciously against the cold cement ground. His red hair covered his eyes, but his body was limp and unmoving. Her eyes focused and she noticed something odd. There was now a darker shade of red mixed with his hair... and around the floor.

Suddenly she let out a piercing scream. Not from the sight of Gaara alone, but it would have been enough. No, this was a blood curdling scream that erupted. She dug her nails into her head as she ran them and pushed up her hair.

"You were fun," Sakon's voice was sickly and turned her stomach. The smell from his freshly lit cigarette stopped her scream as she choked on the smoke. She spotted a pile of clothes and she grabbed them and covered her naked body. She couldn't breathe. Her tears wouldn't stop now. Her body ached in pain and she cringed deeper within herself.

"Wh-why!" Sayuki managed to choke out the simple question through her sobbing.

"Oh don't be so..." Sakon paused to inhale some of his poisonous fumes as he thought. "Dramatic." Her eyes widened, and his smile grew. "Wait. Don't tell it was your very first time with another man!"

She said nothing. She felt used, shaken, broken, traumatized, and dirty. She couldn't take it anymore. It was all too much. They were all a bunch of sickos. They had brought her to this point. Now she just wanted to curl up in a tiny ball and die.

"It was?" Sakon asked with a scoff. He nodded to himself. "It's unfortunate you were asleep then." He threw a pile of papers to the ground and they scattered in front of her. "Fortunately Karin was kind enough to think ahead and make some mementos for you to keep."

At first she didn't care. She didn't care about anything anymore. She really didn't. One had slipped into her vision though and that's when she saw it. Her naked lifeless body. She screamed again. Her eyes were now drawn to them. They were all different, some with Sakon, some without. She lunged forward and began to scrape them all into a disgruntled pile. She held a few in her shaky hand in shock and horror. It was sickening. It was all of her. Every single part of her. It made everything so real and she couldn't look away.

Her tears brought her back as they hit the papers and smeared the colour in the image slightly. She could still see her unconscious face and she felt like puking. The room was filled with the sound of shredding paper as she furiously ripped them. Sakon chuckled from his corner as he watched her from it. She didn't care. She just kept ripping and ripping.

"Don't worry." Her eyes shot up to him as he spoke. "I have plenty more. I'm actually thinking of keeping some for myself, maybe blowing up a few to hang on my walls... or the school ways! Don't you thi..." His words drifted off as she went deaf to it all. Her vision blurred as her tears sank down and down.

"Why?" Sayuki asked weakly. It wasn't only for him, but for herself. He just stood there, his arms crossed now that he had put his cigarette out. He leaned against the wall, a long, confident smirk placed on his face. She continued to repeat the one simple word over and over as she grabbed more pictures. She grabbed more and more pictures, tearing them over and over. "Why? Why? Why? Why! Why! Why! Why! Why? WHY!" Her words grew more and more frantic as she continued.

"You're beginning to sound like an insane person," Sakon muttered as he lit another cigarette. His voice sounded like he was warning her. Sayuki dropped all the torn pieces of paper to the ground. She looked up at the glowing end of the cigarette. It was slowly burning, growing slightly shorter. She wished she could disappear like the cigarette did.

Sayuki slumped down even further to the ground. Her body was limp as she rested on her arms against the cold cement. She didn't care how cold it was though. She was tired. Oh so very tired. Everything around her was surrounded with a dark aura that grew. Her mind was a dark empty space while the garage was stifling and bone chilling. She dropped her body completely to the ground. She scratched the cement with her hands and sobbed. She didn't care that her body was naked still and now uncovered once more. She wanted to be gone.

"Oh don't pout Sayuki..." Sakon spoke with a deathly soft voice as he moved towards her. His footsteps echoed throughout the small room growing steadily louder. She cringed with each step, wishing and hoping to just melt into the cement. She wouldn't get away though, she couldn't. Even if she wanted to the images froze her body and only left her to a few twitches and awake enough to feel the cold pain. Her tears had stopped. She was empty, she had cried out all her tears.

She felt his cold hand on her. She could smell the stench of smoke coming from his shirt. She cringed at his touch, but he moved his hand to her cheek. She wanted to bite his hand, show defiance, but the darkness in her heart made anything she could do seem so utterly bleak. She couldn't imagine anything getting better. So she let his slimy hand touch her cheek. He had already done his worst. He had defiled her.

"Look up at me." Sakon demanded as he put two fingers under her chin and lifted her chin up so she was facing him. He was a dark blur surrounded by gray. She was glad she didn't have to see his conniving face. At least she was shown this small mercy, if nothing else. The blur moved closer and she could smell Sakon's breath against her cheek. Her stomach knotted and twisted. Would he dare do it again to her? She wouldn't be able to bear it awake. She couldn't. Everything became fuzzy again and darkness merged with the shadow of Sakon. Atleast she would be gone again this time.

"What the hell have you been doing Sakon?" A voice rang throughout the garage suddenly. It was too late for her to look now though. She heard movement right before she slipped into the complete darkness of silence.