Thanks to everyone for your reviews! Hope chapter 6 is just as good :-p
I crossed the campus, trying my best to hide in the shadows of the towering building, and some how avoided getting caught.
Well, I guess the current situation out there was a little distracting.
I thought back to the beginning of the night when we were in Gwendolyn Hall, trying to think what could have started that fire. Then I remembered the Twin Cities and Gage smoking weed. They must've left a burnt joint behind and that set the whole place on fire. Those idiots! Now not only do they have the offense of sneaking out tonight, which the Crom said the punishment would be dire, but also burning down the oldest building in Easton Academy. Some how I knew this infraction would be placed directly on Reed's shoulders, and try as I may, I couldn't help but to be worried for her.
The guilt I felt when I thought of Reed was overbearing. What did I just do? Why did I left Ivy kiss me? Why did I kiss her back? I know what Reed did was unforgivable, and she had hooked up with Dash first, but really didn't I just do the same thing? I was just as bad as her, and the realization sickened my heart.
I finally made my way to Ketlar, slid in the extra key someone had hid under the door mat for this very occasion, and quietly made my way inside. I was tip toeing until I realized most of the guys were at the Legacy, and I'd seen Mr. Cross out there with all the other teachers encircling Gwedolyn Hall. But still, I walked up the stairs to my floor just in case.
My door was as usual, unlocked, so I just slipped inside and lied on my bed, fully tuxedoed.
The weight of everything crashed down on my in waves, as I played everything out over and over and over again.
Me and Reed's fight, my desperation to win her back, hearing her in the tent, finding her half naked with Dash, running out, breaking up with her, being in the limo with Ivy, making out with Ivy, and of course, seeing Gwendolyn Hall on fire.
It all flipped through my mind like a really disturbing slide show again and again. How did this all happen in just one night? How did my life take such a complete 180, have every aspect of it completely screwed up?
What was I going to do tomorrow? What if I ran into Reed again, and she begged for my forgiveness? Would I be an idiot and cave? I mean I always have been some what of a push over. No, I couldn't, there's just no way I could be with her ever after what she did. I'd never give her another opportunity to hurt me like this again.
Will I ever see Dash again, and if I did would I kick the crap out of him? I sure hope so, he definitely deserved it. I don't even like Noelle, but I sure feel sorry for her now. I mean how could Dash do this to her, or Reed for that matter, weren't those two best friends?
And what about Ivy? I had completely led her on tonight, practically shoved my tongue down her throat, which is usually a sure sign some one likes you, so what if she perceives it that way. Gage had told me Ivy's never serious about anyone but him, but what if she's willing to go out with me just to hurt Reed? I wouldn't let her though, would I? I barely even knew the girl, and now I was contemplating whether or not I was starting up a relationship with her. How was that even possible?
Tonight was suppose to be mine and Reed's night. Suppose to be the night where we connected on the most intimate level possible, where we expressed our profound love for each other. Why had this happened instead? Was this God's way of showing the real Reed, the Reed that with a couple drinks in her and after one fight turns into a cheater, before I was in too deep? Well if it was, it did no good because I was already in as deep as it gets. But now I would be stuck forever, no way I could take her back, but I'm positive there's no way I can get over her either.
In all the confusion and uncertainty and pain, I was sure of one thing. I wish this night at the Legacy had never happened.
Hey! So I do deeply apologize for the shortness again. I know writing too short is an issue I really need to work on, but I thought it was a good place to cut it off. So here's my problem, I don't know if I should continue anymore because technically it's called Legacy so it was suppose to take place in the book Legacy. But idk, I guess I could write his POV in Ambition and possibly a little in Revalation. Review if you want me to continue!