I hope you all enjoy this chapter, I know a lot have loved the others!
All through breakfast I didn't usher a word. I kept my eyes down, my mouth shut, and wished the day would just end. I'm not used to the feeling of being a disappointment to anyone but occasionally my parents (they were strict to a tee, and if something wasn't done to perfection, it wasn't done). Jasper being so upset with me was heart-wrenching, and I noticed how unimpressed he was through our breakfast. Suddenly I wasn't hungry at all. While everyone stocked up on eggs, bacon and toast, I stuck to glass of icy water.
Conversations erupted around us between couples and Edward struggled to get my attention.
"Bella, don't feel bad." He rubbed my back gently and soothingly. "Its okay."
"No its not," I whispered. "Jasper's upset with me because of what we've done. I can't be happy knowing that. He's so overprotective!"
Edward rolled his eyes. "He's just a little concerned, that's all. Just being protective of his little sister, like any big brother would do."
I looked over at Jasper reflexively. He did seem a little like he was lacking interest in Alice's ramble, but not completely torn like I felt that he was. Maybe this was being blown out of proportion and he was not upset with me. There was only a small hint of sadness to his eyes and the set of his mouth, but other than that he seemed perfectly at ease. So melodramatic.
"I guess your right," I admitted after a moment.
"Always am," Edward replied gleefully.
"Don't get too full of yourself now." I rolled my eyes. Yes, Edward is always right.
"Too late." He grinned. "My ego is already boosted, baby. All thanks to you."
"Just cause I said you were right?"
He rubbed my thigh and nodded. I just rolled my eyes. Yes, because being right boosts everyone's ego. Sarcasm, gotta love it!
We didn't stay much longer for breakfast, once everyone finished up we headed back for the Cullen's house. It wasn't really the place I wanted to be at the moment because of last night and then this morning. They were not very good memories. I mean, last night was horrible and then this morning was a disaster (and I don't think Emmett will be forgiving me anytime soon). He continued to make snide comments about Edward and me with little sex references added in, which did not, by any means, impress Jasper. Edward soothed me to ignoring it all, but then Alice had a wicked suggestion.
"I say we go swimming by the waterfall!" Naturally, everyone agreed with ease. As I opened my mouth to object because I didn't have my swimsuit, Alice added, "And I have something for you to wear, Bella, don't worry."
"Uh, Alice, no offence or anything," Rosalie said softly but slightly mockingly form Alice's left. "I think she would fit better in one of my swimsuits."
Alice scowled and rolled her eyes. "How much you want bet I can get her in one of mine?"
"My next pay check." Rose held out her hand to Alice.
"That's not fair! You don't even work!"
"Ugh, next breakfast, okay?"
Alice shook her hand with a devilish smile. I shivered. Oh my damn, this would not be good, I could count on that. I ignored them as they both contemplated bathing suits back and forth and when we stopped at the Cullen's Edward popped we down from the Jeep, followed by Alice and Rose. As we were making our way into the house, my cell phone rang. While Alice motioned me upstairs and everyone went their separate ways to get ready, Edward stayed with me.
"Hello?"
"Hi, Bella."
"Oh, hey, Mom. Where are you guys?" I asked in an upbeat tone.
She grunted into the phone, but it was at what I said, I knew it. "Apparently, we will be staying the night tonight, and coming home tomorrow afternoon. Esme wants to do some shopping and such."
"Oh." I hoped I didn't sound so happy. "Okay. Do you want me to come pick you and Dad up at the airport or are you getting a ride with Esme and Carlisle?"
"Ugh, Bella, please," my mom snorted into the phone. "I don't need your help, now honestly I can take care of myself. By the way I hope you cleaned up the house like I asked you to. All the rooms cleaned and dusted, dishes away. I expect it to all be done. Got it?" she asked sternly.
I took in a sharp breath of air. "You didn't ask me to do those things," I said.
"It's common sense, Isabella. It all better be done or there will be serious consequences."
Another sharp breath. "That will take hours, Mom. I can't get it done. You should have told me earlier."
Her voice turned sharp and firm, almost bringing me to tears. I turned from Edward. "I do not have to baby you. I should not have to hold your hand, do you hear me! Get it all done, young lady. Goodbye." The line went dead. My breathing was ragged and I closed my eyes to keep from crying.
"Bella, what's wrong?" Edward asked softly after a moment. "What did she say?"
I took a moment to answer. "I-I can't go swimming. Apparently, I have to clean the house up and down by tomorrow afternoon or 'there will be serious consequences' she said."
Before Edward could respond, Alice's voice yelled down to me.
"Bella, I have a swimsuit for you! Get your ass up here!" I just shook my head. I had hours of work ahead of me, I couldn't go swimming. Time being tight, I couldn't waste it by having fun with friends. I sighed and said, "I'll be right back. It definitely won't take long."I made my way up the stairs to Alice's room.
She grinned at me as I sulked past her and sat on her neatly made bed. I frowned as she held up a bikini.
"What's wrong?" She scowled. "Don't you like it? I mean, I have more but this will really get Edward going and it should fit."
"No, Alice, its not that." I exhaled, fighting back the tears my mother easily brought to me. "I can't go. I have to go home and clean...and it'll take awhile. It has to be done by tomorrow afternoon. That's when everyone's coming home." My voice fainted with the disappointment.
Her mouth gaped. "I thought they were coming home tonight?"
I shook my head. "Tomorrow. Your mom wants to shop."
"But...why do you have to clean the house?" she tried.
"My mother suddenly decided that she wants to house cleaned top to bottom. I can't get it done if we go swimming."
Alice pondered this with a thoughtful look as she sat down beside me. I knew I felt just as upset and my voice had proved this easily. My mother...she always seemed to be unhappy with me, even when I did everything perfectly and then some. Its like she never wanted me to begin with.
"Here go put this on." Alice brought me back from my thoughts as she tossed the swimsuit at me. "Let me think."
"But Alice-"
"Just do it." She directed to the door, pushing my back forward. I stumbled out before she shut the door. I couldn't remember the last time she'd taken 'no' for an answer, or when she didn't have the 'my way or the highway' attitude. To be honest, no matter how much that may get on my nerves, I wouldn't have it any other way. I stumbled out into the hall, getting a single glance of Alice in the thinking position. I still knew if I did go for a dip in the indoor pool that I couldn't be long. I hated it so much.
As I made my way to the bathroom down the hall, something grabbed my wrist. I yelped and turned quickly to see Edward standing behind me.
"Does that mean your coming?" he asked curiously, eyeing the very little material in my hand.
I shook my head with a heavy exhale. "I don't know, really. Alice told me to change while she thinks of some dumbass plan."
"A plan so you can swim and then clean?"
"Uh-huh," I mumbled. "But it won't work, now that's a known fact."
"Have faith in her," Edward murmured in my ear. "She only wants to help you and make you feel better, just like I do, love. So what can I do to make you feel better? Help you clean? Help you fit into this sexy little piece? Either one I'll do happily." He took the little fabric in my hand and held it up like he was imagining me in it.
"Stop it," I hissed, grabbing the little swimsuit back from Edward and stormed down the hallway to his room, and into the bathroom. I felt a lot of anger toward him though he did nothing, and that was obvious. The sad thing was that I wanted to be close to Edward but my mother was upsetting me too much for that it happen. No, scratch that – I didn't want to be close to him; I wanted to be intimate with him. After last night we totally deserved to finally be completely intimate.
I stormed into the bathroom and slammed the door behind me, immediately tearing off my clothes and tossing them to the side. Easily said, I was pissed. This would only waste my time in doing my chores back at home. I did consider putting my clothes back on and telling Alice there was no plan and I'm going home. But I didn't, and slipped into the bottoms. Before putting the top on I looked in the mirror to see. The bottoms hot low, very low, and tied at the sides, which also could not be good. One wrong move in these super tight and low and I would be very sorry. I slowly tied up the top that was thankfully a halter with a band underneath, and examined it.
The bikini was all white and the bottoms tied at the sides below my hips, too low. The top was so – no, too tight that I had a big cleavage line, and I didn't like it. Needless to say, I was showing too much skin and way self-conscious about it. I tried pushing my boobs apart or maybe down, but they only stuck up and together.
Does Alice realize we are not the same size? It was revealing enough that Jasper would be pissed, Edward would be wooded, and Alice would lose the bet.
Ugh, I groaned. I was embarrassed about having to face Edward like this. What do I have to lose? I thought aimlessly. With a sigh I stomped back out to his bedroom and stood before him.
Edward's eyes were wide as he sat up from laying on the bed with his legs dangling over the edge. I scowled at him to show how unhappy I was.
It took him a moment to speak. "Uh, Bella, you look..." He was speechless.
"That's it, I'm changing!" I decided, throwing my hands up in frustration. As I was about to storm back to the bathroom, he grabbed my wrist so I couldn't move.
"You look hot," he said softly, pulling my between his legs and running his hands up and down my sides. It rose goose bumps. I exhaled, closing my eyes.
"I want to cry," I admitted flatly, watching as his nose skimmed my elongated stomach. "I really do."
He looked up confusedly, his luscious eyes scanning my face. "Because of your mom?" he whispered softly, his breath brushing my skin. He rested his chin on my stomach while looking up at me. I nodded stiffly, running my fingers through his silky hair. "You can't let her get to you." I shrugged and turned my head away. "You didn't let me help you with this little bikini, and you know I really would have loved to help."
"I'm sure," I mumbled.
"How about I make you feel better?" He quirked an eyebrow at me. "If you will let me?"
My heart rate sped. "What did you have in mind?" I asked indifferently.
His finger hooked in the right side of my bottoms. "You won't need these," he whispered huskily.
"Hmm." I tugged the drawstring of his black swim trunks until it came loose. "And then you won't be needing these. Correct?"
"Very correct. And this is so not needed either." He reached behind me head, his fingers gently brushing my skin and grasping the tie around my neck. "Actually, this is forbidden. You could get in a lot of trouble if you keep this on much longer." Pinching the material in his fingers, Edward pulled it one of the sides and I felt the material slipping cold from my covered chest. Slowly I gripped the sides of the band under my breasts I pulled it over my head, tossing it to the side.
Telling Edward to slip to the center of his big bed, I crawled up over his legs so I hovered over his body. Softly I placed a kiss on his flat tones chest, working my way up to his lusciously awaiting lips and starting a hot and heavy kiss there. His hands gripped the backs of my thighs, pulling them closer, his tongue pushed into my mouth and tangled around mine. Edward then brought my tongue into his mouth and sucked so hard on it that I felt a tingle all the way up my spine to my shoulders.
"Oh, no! Not again! This is not going to happen all over again! Do you two frisky fuckers hear me!?
Edward and I both sat up at the sat time and I cuddled into his body to cover myself up. He turned me so I wasn't facing the door.
"Emmett, go away!" Edward snapped. I could feel the words as he said them shake through his body.
"Aren't you guys coming swimming?" Emmett demanded, his voice still too high.
"Go without us," I said matter-of-factly. "We'll be right down, but don't hold your breath." I glanced behind me to see Emmett turn for the door and slowly walk over the threshold, watching the doorframe with big eyes. There was a distant shout that sounded like Alice asking if we were coming.
I hated Emmett's response.
"Well seeing as Bella can't keep her boobs in the bikini top and Edward can't keep his dick in his pants, we will going ourselves."
My glare turned pointedly at Edward in frustration. "Can you close the door?" I asked sweetly.
Edward rolled his eyes, but released me and stood from the bed. As the door was almost closed it flung back open. Alice marched in in a blue and white polka dot string bikini.
Pulling my knees up to my chest I asked, "Alice, can't you just leave us alone?"
"Oh, you guys can have your fun in a moment. Does the swimsuit fit?" she demanded eagerly, bouncing on her toes.
"Like a glove," Edward said quickly, trying to shove her out the door. She groaned with an eye roll.
"Well it must if Edward wants me outta here so fast." She smiled suggestively at me. "Come down when your ready. Have fu-uh-nnn!" She giggled as Edward gave her one more forceful shove out the door, closing it behind her and locked it.
"I hate them both," I decided as Edward came back to me. "By the way I'm still glad your bedroom door locks." We continued where we left off, but this time I could actually feel his obviously arousal hard against my bare thigh. I pulled away for air and sat straddling his waist while he looked at me adoringly.
With one hand he pulled the strings on the right hip and then the ones on the left. I discarded them quickly, and I was completely naked in front of him. He seemed to be raking over my body with his eyes. I didn't mind it as much as I thought I would because I was fine with being naked in front of Edward. Perfectly fine and natural, almost like breathing. Like he made the decision right then and there, Edward suddenly started shimmying out of his swim trunks and I happily helped. And yes, he was very aroused.
So fast I barely knew what happened, he flipped us so he was hovering my body. With his eyes glued to mine he slowly placed his lips on my collarbone and moved down to my right breast, wrapping his lips around it and sucking. My back arched all on its own, trusting my chest forward and into his mouth, a moan escaping my lips. After palming my left and sucking the left, he switched it up, but this time my hips started bucking up to him. God, I needed him so bad. The throbbing was painful, unbelievably burning and hurting.
"Edward," I moaned. "Now!"
A smile formed on his lips, which I felt around my left nipple. "Impatient?" he asked, kissing his lips back up my body so we became face to face.
"Horny," I breathed in a pant. "Its called horny."
"Are you ready?" Edward had a special twinkle in his eyes as he positioned himself at my entrance, and my legs locked around his waist.
The response was a rough hip buck, where his tip met to my clit. Without another second of hesitation he pushed into me forcefully. My mouth fell slack to a big 'O' and my head threw back, feeling how fulfilling his cock was inside me. My stomach felt tight already though I knew my orgasm was not too close. Together in one, our hips met and my breasts rubbed against his chest, friction being caused on every surface of our skin.
"Ugh, Edward...oh, baby, don't stop...h-hard-er!"
His lips latched onto my neck, and the combination between the intense penetration and the sucking sent me over the teetering edge in seconds. The tightening in my stomach stopped and I was filled the overwhelming bliss and ecstasy, my body falling limper. Sense Edward had yet to feel the beautiful feeling of release I flipped us over and placed myself over his erection, rolling my hips over him. Honestly, as my one coherent thought through this sex, I had never felt so loved. Through his panting, Edward constantly told me he loved me, and no one had ever...shown me the love they felt for me. That was motivation enough it have me ride his harder.
"Oh, Bella!" he groaned as he gripped my hips, forcing me to go even faster. I could feel the sweat on my forehead beading and dripping down the sides of my face like this was a hard ass workout, and to prove this a few drops feel on Edward's flat and sculpted chest.
It didn't take long before he reached his orgasm at the same time I got my second one, and we rode out the hot, intensive waves of the highs. I collapsed over his chest and we were both panting pretty heavily, his calming before mine did. "I love you, Bella. I love you so much." He kissed my hair while running his hands up and down my back.
"Mmm, I love you, too." I kissed his jaw line lightly.
He sighed, the movement sending me up with his chest. "With great reluctance, I ask: shall we head down to the pool?"
I sighed and groaned. That was like asking: Hey, let's pass up a prefect sex time to go swimming...and there will be others there so we can't even fuck there! What'd you think my answer would be? (Before guessing starts, just thought I'd add that we have to choice but to go).
"And with great reluctance, I answer yes."
Ta Da! I've meant to get this out for a day now, and while I was doing research for my book I decided I might as well upload. Please review! (I have enjoyed the reviews I've gotten so far, but I want more!)
-Mickey