Okay, I wanted to add some suspense for the sake for all that is good in this world. So I put in this long wait just for all you guys! I hope you like it!


"You what?" I sputtered, shaking my head. "You want what?" Did he just say...

"I want this baby."

Opening my mouth no words would come. Edward say what? I thought incredulously. I cleared my throat, looking down. "Edward, I have the appointment made."

"I know, but, Bella, you can't do that. You can't take my child away from me." I looked down at the hand on my stomach as he spoke, biting my lip tears filled my eyes as he continued. "I didn't realize you would get the wrong idea from my explosion and choose to kill my baby, but sense you did..." He coaxed my eyes up, and I did reluctantly. "Bella, I really do want this baby. Its mine," he whined. "Its mine, and you can't take it from me. Please don't."

I shook my head, confused. "Edward, what don't you want me to do?" I asked shakily.

"What do you mean?"

"Edward, you walked out when I told you I was pregnant. What was I supposed to think?" I snapped. "I thought we were over. But then you called and come over, telling me you don't want me to get an abortion. I don't know what you want – I don't understand what you want! If you really want to come to the appointment-"

Edward interrupted me. "I don't want you to have that appointment. I want to keep the baby, Bella."

"But, Edward. What you said before...You walked out when I told you!"

"It was wrong," he said tiredly. "I just exploded and I didn't mean it. Any of it. I didn't mean to say that this is your fault or swear at you. This is our fault, and its not even really a fault. It's a miracle. Bella, we can make this work, I promise. We can have this baby, we can live together. We can do it. I know it. Please... just please don't kill my baby?"

My jaw shook. "I-I need to think," I stuttered, wiping tears from my eyes.

"No, just say we can have this baby and make a life together. I want to sleep tonight," he added with a laugh. My laugh was a little more choked up then his.

"But I don't know," I said soberly. "I don't know if we can do it. Yes, I did want this baby – hell, I still do. And I thought we could do it together, but then you get all mad at me and I gave up with it."

"I know what I said was wrong. I shouldn't have. But you can't do this to our little baby. Bella, I really do want this baby. Its like a dream come true," he mused.

I smiled slightly, because I did agree. My baby, our baby, was a dream come true, a piece of beautiful and un-surreal truth of our relationship. Edward's and my love was so strong that it created this little creature inside of me, living from me, feeding from me. I believed abortion was murder and adoption was just an easy way for people to get out being a parent, without getting in trouble with the law. I couldn't do any of that. I would never forgive myself if I allowed that to happen.

The decision was unanimous. I would have this baby, but it wouldn't be easy. And I already knew that. There was telling our parents, going through the pregnancy and living in separate housing, getting through school. And then starting a real family. Edward wanted a family with me, and that's what I would give him. But how, I did not know. I didn't know how any of this would work, but I had little doubts that we could do it, now that we were in this together. It would be dicey.

"Okay," I said, setting my hands on his. "Just tell me this: How are we going to do it all?" Softly I stroked his hands.

"I was up all night," Edward admitted, rolling his eyes like he thought it was pathetic. "So I really got to think about this, and I decided that we should move in together. I know your probably having a fit over it in your head, but I think its best. My baby is not growing up with parents in separate housing." He laughed. "I don't mean right away though. Like later in your pregnancy. What do you think?" he asked.

"My mom's not going to approve," I murmured, looking down at our hands.

Edward grunted. "Bella, your mom is not going to approve of our baby, period. Its going to be hard to tell her." His eyes wondered slightly, looking elsewhere.

Nodding I sighed. "I know."

"Maybe you should live with my family," he suggested.

"Edward, I can do this. I'll admit, my mom's a bitch but she's not getting to me. I'm going to live here until we get ourselves a place." I smiled, but it faded when something occurred to me. "How are we going to pay for that?"

He just stared at me, like I wasn't getting something. He raised his eyebrows, and I then I got it.

"Oh, yeah," I said, with a teasing smile. "The Cullen cash." I thought about all that money the Cullens had, how they had everything. Yes, I was jealous.

Laughing Edward said, "Yes, the Cullen cash. I have it all for us, Bella." He added softly, "I will take care of you both." He bowed his head to gently kiss me, but I quickly wrapped my arms around his neck and brought him closer to me. For a few seconds we kissed heatedly, then I pulled back to look at him.

"Well if you have everything figured out, tell me how I tell my parents," I suggested.

Edward quirked an eyebrow suggestively, smiling slightly. I stared for a second before I clicked in. "But I'm sick," I complained.

"Bella, your going to have to show your mom you can do this," Edward told me firmly. "Like chickening out tonight has not impressed her. You have to come back to my place and we have to tell our parents we're having a baby." I knew he was right but I didn't want to admit it. I was way too scared to even say.

I looked down. "I can't, Edward," I said quietly. "I can't tell them. My mom will hate me – she'll hate you. And Charlie...well, Charlie might shoot you." I smiled weakly.

But he didn't. "Bella, he will not shoot me," he disagreed, completely serious. "We have a baby on the way."

"I don't want to tell them," I repeated, leaning forward to put my head on his chest. He wrapped his arms around me. "I don't want them to be mad at me."

"Mmm, Bella, I know. But its okay. I promise I won't leave your side until I know everything's okay, how's that sound?" His breath tickled my ear, sending shivers up my spine. I leaned back and pulled his face down to mine, kissing him until I lost all sense of the world.

After a moment of heated kissing and touching, I managed to say against his lips, "Show me how much you love me, Edward. Just show me."

Edward and I made love for the first time with our little one inside of me.


Okay, I love to read your reviews, so I'll make you a promise. If I can reach over 60 reviews on this chapter in total I will make the next one soooooooooo long you won't be able to stand it! I want awesome reviews and it will be long and awesome and so cool! LOL. Please review, and check out my story An Intense Dark Side!

Okay, this is awhile after I posted this chapter, but I received quite the review...so, I just wanted to clear the fog. I DON'T FEEL THAT WAY ABOUT ADOPTION! I don't think its the wrong thing to do for sure! Its what BELLA THINKS!!!! Okay, just so thats cleared. That review has totally shaken me...but now I have 60 reviews so, as promised, I have to go start that huge chapter I promised. Yet its 11:33 pm and i have school tomorrow. Yay! BOO!

-Mickey!