Tada! Chapter 2! Arent you excited? I am! Ok this is Jacob's pov, it switches every chapter. Btw the chapters might be short but if you're patient this might get good! Love, happiness, and reviews for all! Chu!
I cling to Edward like a drowning man clinging to a life raft. Tears continued to slip down my cheeks and Edward continues to wipe them away. He cradles me in his arms, hushing me like a distraught child.
"It'll be ok, my love," he whispers as he leans in to place a light kiss on my cheek. He pauses, hesitating and I know why.
"You need to go, don't you?" he nods not looking at me, "Then go, I'll be ok." Edward holds me tightly, as if not wanting to let go.
"I'll come back as soon as possible." He gets up, preparing to leave through my window. He staggers, catching himself on the wall.
"Edward are you-"
"I'm fine, I just…I need to get something to eat." I stand up, walking slowly toward my lover.
"Ed…you're too weak to hunt."
"What else can I do?" he asks, raising his voice, making me flinch. I move closer, pushing our bodies together.
"You have me, love," I hint.
"B-but Jake, you know I don't drink from hu-"
"I'm not human, Ed. I'm an animal, mostly, and you can drink from me…I want you to."
"I…I might not be able to stop!" he protests.
"I trust you!"
"You shouldn't!"
"I know, but I do," I bare my neck for him, "I believe in you, love." Edward hesitates slightly before leaning in and sinking his fangs into me. At first the pain is so intense I almost scream but then Edward begins to suck my blood, sucking the poison out as well. It still hurts but it has an erotic feel as well. After a few minutes I begin to feel light headed. I push gently on my imprinted's chest. He quickly pulls away.
"Jacob! Are you ok? Did I hurt you?" I look up into my lover's eyes and shake my head, smiling slightly to ease his nerves. Suddenly I notice something; Edward's eyes have turned a deep scarlet. My mouth goes slack as I stare at him.
"Your eyes!"
"What?"
"T-they're…red!" Edward rushes to my mirror, frantically looking at himself.
"No…NO! I can't let anyone see me like this! Do you know what they'll think?"
"Edward, calm down!" Edward took a slow, deep breath.
"Ok…I…I'll just go hide in my room…thanks Jacob." We embrace.
"Try to stay calm, ok?" Edward nods. Moving to the window he casts a last, longing glance at me. "Go, I'll be ok." Edward nods again before finally leaving.
Later that day I'm heading the kitchen, to get a snack, when I hear my father's voice. He is talking to someone, in a tight tense voice. I pause, listening.
"I'm worried Sam," he says.
"Why, Billy, what's wrong?"
"Something's wrong with Jacob," my dad says, I flinch feeling guilty for making my father worry.
"What's wrong?" Sam asks, sounding concerned.
"He hasn't imprinted, yet he's effected by mating season!" There was a long pause.
"Are you sure it's mating season effecting him?"
"Yes, he has all the symptoms."
"Well…are you sure he hasn't imprinted? I mean we all know how much he likes the Swan girl. Besides, he's a little old not to have done so yet." I flinch again.
"No, Jacob would have told me if he…wouldn't he?" Finally I can't take it, I step into the kitchen, both men turn to face me, their eyes guilty.
"Dad…we need to talk," I say.
"Jacob! Are you ok? Are you feeling better?" I flinch again, we all know there is only one thing that could make me feel better: sex with my imprinted.
"Yeah dad, much better," my dad and Sam stare at me, like they have no idea what I had just said, "Like I said, 'we need to talk'." Sam quickly stands up.
"I guess I'll leave now," he says, walking out of the room, leaving me and my father in an awkward silence.
"J-Jacob," my father begins, "W-who? How long? Why didn't you tell me sooner?" I flinch as my father raises his voice with each question.
"It…it's been a few months," I say, avoiding the first question, "around the time…" 'Around the time Edward left. He told Bella he was worried for her safety but really he just couldn't face me,' I think.
"Around the time…?"
"Around the time Bella started hanging around here more," I quickly reply.
"So it is Bella!" I shake my head, "Then who?" I shake my head again, more forcefully. My father sighs. "Ok, so why didn't you tell me?"
"I was, well I am, a-ashamed."
"Why on earth would you be ashamed of being imprinted?"
"BECAUSE I IMPRINTED ON A GUY!" I slap a hand over my mouth, shocked by my own words. My father seems unfazed.
"Alright, so you imprinted on a man. So?" I stare at him, "Jacob that happens all the time, you don't have to be embarrassed. Now, why don't you tell me who you'll be spending the rest of your life with." Tears form in my eyes.
"I can't."
"Jacob I already told you, you don't have to be emba-"
"I can't tell you who'll I'll spend the rest of my life with because I can't be with him," I sit down heavily in a chair, "He's with someone else, and even though he feels the same way I do, we just can't be together."
"Who is it?" my father demands. A tear slips down my cheek.
'Might as well tell him,' I think. "It…it's Edward." There is a heavy silence.
"T-the vampire?" I nod, more tears slip down my face, "I-I see."
"Please don't be angry dad, I wanted to tell you sooner but, I j-just didn't know how!" I suddenly can't take it anymore, I begin sobbing uncontrollably. My father places a comforting hand on my knee.
"Jacob, please don't cry."
"Yeah, Jake, no one blames you for falling in love." I turn around, coming face to face with Embry and Quil. They both smile at me.
"How l-long have you g-guys been there?" I ask. They both come over to me, each placing a hand on one of my shoulders.
"I doesn't matter," Quil says, gently (which I'd never thought he was capable of), "It's like me and Claire, I can't help loving her, and you can't help loving Edward." I nod, more tears falling. Suddenly I feel sick.
"Jacob? Are you ok?" Embry asks.
"I…I don't feel well," I admit. I look over at my father, he always worries when I am sick, but this time he looks pained almost.
"J-Jacob," he whispers, "last night, did you and Edward…?" he doesn't finish the sentence, he doesn't need to, I know what he is talking about.
"Y-yeah." My dad looks shocked.
"Quil, Embry I think you boys should go. I need to talk to Jacob." Concerned, the boys leave without a word.
"D-dad, what's going on?" My father wheels closer to me.
"Jacob…sometimes, when a wolf imprints on a male, his body changes. During the couples first mate during the mating season the wolf, even if he's male, can be…impregnated." My eyes widen as my father's words sink in and I realize why I feel so sick. I look down, my flat stomach is now swollen.
"H-how long?" I ask.
"We have a very short gestation period, it should be about…two months."