It's the 26 of summer, at 6 pm. I left the shop and went to pick Chelsea up. Arrived at her farm, I tensed, I didn't know what to do, I mean….how was I supposed to kiss her, or tell her my feelings…It was going to be awkward.

I got at her house and knocked at the door, I waited 5 minutes till someone answered. When she opened the door, I just stood there and couldn't breathe. Was that Chelsea?

She was wearing a short blue dress with a dark blue ribbon on her chest and had curled her hair, I was happy she didn't put any makeup, maybe some blush but nothing else, I really hate it when women put makeup.

"Hello Vaughn."She said smiling.

"Hey, oh and why were you blushing yesterday?"I asked, it just came into my mind.

"Oh th-that! It's nothing to worry about, let's get going or we will be late" She said, was it me or was she hiding something?

"Ok" I held her hand the whole way to the meadow island, it was a dream come true. Me, her and the stars (I'm sounding too romantic, I've changed too much)

When we got there, I sat on the floor and let her sleep on my lap. I saw will near the shrine with lily. He came back earlier then excepted. Chelsea saw him, I saw her smile, her eyes had a hint of relief.

"Now, let the fireworks begin!" yelled Gannon, my ears are gonna explode, he was just next to me…

We were holding hands, she started looking at the fireworks, I was too absorbed by her eyes and lips too look up. She noticed me staring at her and blushed. At that moment, I don't know what happened but, I just couldn't control myself. I grabbed her chin and kissed her, she responded sweetly. We pulled apart and I started looking at her eyes, this time the two of us were staring. I lifted her, and took her to her house, I didn't like the others looking at us kissing, it wasn't private enough for me, so we went to her house.

I sat on the couch, she prepared two hot milk and gave me one, and she then sat next to me. I continued my staring; she looked at me and blushed. I approached her and kissed her gently on the lips.

"Vaughn.."She murmured, it made me want to do you know with her but I stopped myself.

"Chelsea, I know it hasn't been long since we first met but… I fell for you and I just cant take it anymore. Seeing you all the time with the blondie and your eyes when they looked at me and the way you said my name. I just wanted you for me. I fell so down for you, I would understand if you didn't like me, im not your kind anyway."

"I'm sorry Vaughn. I cant go out with you, I just don't feel the same way, I I…" She started crying, my heart hurts everytime I see her cry and even more when its my fault, I said sorry, hugged her and left.

I should have never felt anything toward anyone.

I should have left her.

I should have never said yes to lily.

I should just have killed myself the day I felt I had too.

I should never come back.

Because it hurts too much to look at her with him.

Because I have to go back home.

Because I need to finish my days so she can live happy, because I know she's angry at me, for telling her I liked her.

Because I love her.

I took my stuff, and went on the boat that took me back to the city. I looked at the moon, it's time. I removed my boots, my scarf, my hat and my shirt. And then… I jumped.

I knew she would say no.

I knew she wouldn't feel the same.

I knew it wouldn't work.

But I tried anyway, because my stupid brain told me to, because my heart felt like it, because I loved her… then I felt like dying, so I let myself die, I didn't move, the sea ate me…everything went black.

Chelsea's Pov

I woke up in the morning; I got ready and went to work at the farm. I didn't forget what happened yesterday. It was too hurtful to remember, he was so sad when he left, so dark…. I went to town to greet everyone, but no one was home…

I went to the beach and saw everyone, what was happening. I pushed myself in the crowed and…. I screamed. It was the only thing I could do, seeing him with no live it made me guilty.

Vaughn, on the sand, with no life, a smile on his face. I was crying, I loved him, I loved him so much. The way he talked to me like no one else did, the way he accepted me for who I am. He loved me, but I rejected him, I was too shocked to admit I love him, I couldn't say yes. But also, I knew will would get mad and do anything to kill him and get revenge.

I cried, and cried, hours and hours. Felicia and the other girl tried to comfort me, but it didn't work. I continued crying. Everyone left me so I could stay with Vaughn some time. I looked at his face. A true smile on his lips. He was so handsome, and nice, and loving. I would have never thought he'd die and leave me.

Vaughn Pov: ( don't tell me you really thought he was dead!)

I felt tears on my cheeks but my eyes were dry. I then heard soft words" I love you" or " don't leave me", I knew it was Chelsea. I opened my eyes slowly. She didn't know I woke up so I put my hand one hr cheek and started removing the tears. Her eyes looked at me and then widened. I chuckled as she snuggled in my chest. I tried to sit down but she scowled me and told me not to move.

"Vaughn, you're not dead, but how, why, are you leaving me again, do you still love me cause I do love you, I really do."

"Calm down, I'm not dead, I must have fainted or something, see I'm breathing" I started breathing heavily, and she started giggling."And secondly, I'm sorry, I tried to kill myself, I was left already once as you know, and I couldn't stand you rejecting me"

"And…I still love you, I'll always will" I said looking at her with an awkward smile on my face. She leaned down for a kiss. And I kissed her, I was in love. I was happy, I was with her. It's all that matters now.