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He took a deep breath in and then said something that changed my whole life forever…

'Lora, you. I mean, me. No, I mean everyone.' He stumbled over his words; I wanted to shout at him to just spit it out.

'Alora. You do not now how difficult this is to tell you. But well, they wanted me to tell you, I don't know why, silly really.'

OH FOR GODS SAKE EMBRY IT CAN NOT BE THAT BAD JUST TELL ME ALREADY!

I screamed in my head, angry that he couldn't hear me.

'Okay. Look, when you got hurt your brother realized how delicate you are. And how not as strong as the rest of them, when Lola found out what happened, she fazed. As in, Lola is a shape shifter like us now - and thats great, I guess. But the thing is, your brother just freaked out when he realized what he had done to you, and how that had affected Lola - and everyone. He couldn't believe what he'd done. I mean, I've seen alot of stuff, and blood but seriously - you were like, dead.'

Huh? Dead. What the hell. I am not dead! However, I am completely confused. What does my brother have to do with Seth?

I heard the door open and a slight whisper, then close again. Edward. I think, maybe.

'Shit shit shit.' He murmured. I could hear him scratch his head and get up. Pacing back and forward, he cracked his knuckles before returning to a chair by my side.

'Look, Lora… ' he paused again, swearing under his breath, 'Lora. Seth is gone. No-one has seen Seth since he disappeared, since the day - when y'know everything happened.'

What…

He didn't say anything for a really really long time. I didn't think anything for a really really long time.

But I could feel. I could feel my heart tearing in two. Every single horrible emotion you could imagine crushed me. Gone? Wha-how? How could they just let Seth disappear. How? Why? Didn't anyone notice. I was angry, so so angry. Why would they let him just go like that. Did they not realize how much I needed him, how much everyone needed him. For christs sake he is Seth, everyone was friends with him. In my brief school career here everybody knew Seth, everybody like Seth. Moreover, I liked Seth. I loved him.

I heard Embry shift in his seat.

'Oh god. I wish I could actually speak to you. I know you can hear me but, this is suck a hideous way of telling you. Why me? I feel so horrible right now Lorie.' He said quietly.

Then taking my hand, my mind jumped as his over heated skin made contact with my own cool hand.

'You probably do not want to hear this but I am there for you.' He said quietly.

Oh, was all I could think.

Then, I couldn't think at all.

I was completely brain dead.

And then I opened my eyes. Light flooded my eyes, squinting against the light I turned my head stiffly to look at Embry who was gazing intently at the floor. I took a ragged breath in through my mouth and tried to speak.

At first all I could manage was a rough hoarse croak. His head snapped up and he just opened and closed his mouth like a fish. Swallowing a few times I coughed then spoke my voice was horrible and weak after going so long without using it.

'Please. Please don't get my family right now. Just don't. I want some answers. Edward?' I croaked. He appeared quickly in the room. I smiled, feeling as though I had developed an odd friendship with him, but this was the first time I had ever seen him and I must say, words do not do him justice. He cracked a dazzling half smile.

'Thank you. And the feeling is mutual.' He joked.

Tell Embry my voice really hurts so it is kinda difficult to speak. Translate for me?

He nodded quickly then told Embry.

Why did he leave? I asked, this was the most prominent question that sent my stomach bubbling.

Embry ran his hands through his short hair,

'No. no. no. no. Lora, Seth didn't leave. At least he didn't show any signs of leaving when he phased. I was the last person to have contact with him before, before he was gone. I was on patrol when he phased, he wasn't supposed to be phasing yet - after the fight he had with your brother he was still healing. But when he phased all I could feel was ill. He felt sick to his stomach, his heart was breaking. Then your brother phased, shouting and yelling at him, telling him it was his fault you were knocking on deaths door. And just like that, I couldn't hear Seth anymore - like he didn't exist.'

I nodded.

Tears streaming down my cheeks, soaking into my hair.

My short lived reason for living was gone. HOW COULD HE LEAVE ME.

And then my parents arrived, they were tearful and apologizing – but also ecstatic about me being awake and alive.

I was oddly serene throughout, I didn't talk.

I refused to answere their questions.

I just lay there. Staring past everybody.

Unfeeling - apart from that constant tearing feeling inside.

However, after another week of laying in a hospital bed. I began to take note of my wounds.

I had a long line of stitches that held together what would be a gaping wound that ran down from just under my ribs on my left hand side to my knee of my right leg.

I had a shorter set of stitches that held together another slash that ran along my stomach. And finally stitches fell across my collar. As I was assessing my newly acquired cuts, I didn't notice the door open.

'I am so sorry.' he said, I looked up and looked eyes with him.

DONE. For now… ;)

So basically.

Corey thought Lora was pretty much dead.

Corey blamed Seth.

Corey went and tried to kill Seth.

Seth phased. Embry found out.

Corey phased. Had a go at Seth.

Seth disappeared.

Lora woke up.

oooh - im writing the next chapter right now. YAY.