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Nick and Seren. Nick and Seren . They were.. They were kissing. Oh my goodness. I couldn't breathe. Anyone but Seren. Black spots started appearing inmyvision almost to protect me for what I was seeing. I got pins and needles all over my body and noises began whirling around , the sick feeling returning to my stomach. "There you are Mace" Nick and Seren broke apart and saw me. Seren looked straight into my eyes as if to say "I've won" but Nick had the good grace to look at the floor like his shoes were suddenly fascinating. I turned and walked away, breathing heavily. I walked into the coat room for some peace as the music was still blasting out in the dance room. I heard Brad coming up behind me and feeling his steady hands on my elbows almost like my anchor. That's what Brad had always been. My steadying anchor."What's wrong" he asked. "Nothing Nothing" I stuttered.
He let go of me "Thats bullshit Macy. Absolute bullshit. You are upset because Nick kissed Seren right? It shouldn't matter! You aren't dating, You haven't been for over a year.! Yet Its like someone has ripped your heart out. I think you've forgotten that I'm your boyfriend and I do care about you a lot but clearly you don't as much about me. Its killing me Macy. You ve changed so much since they've come back. You become quieter and so unsure of yourself just because of what they did to you. And that's it. I've had it. I can't do this game any fucking more. We're over" I had stood there calmly whilst he said all this. But when he said it was over, I let out a sharp puff of air. Brad walked away passing Nick on his way who was stood in the door. Thankfully I don't think Nick had heard the last bit. "And you can fuck off too" spat Brad. Nick didn't say anything and soon it was just Nick and me stood there in the room. It was forcing me to stay strong when all I wanted to do is fall to pieces.
"Macy. I don't know if I should be apologising or not. You said you wanted nothing to do with me but you are clearly upset over me kissing Seren" I opened my eyes. That didn't sound like something Nick would say normally. "Did Seren tell you to say that" I asked. He bowed his head slightly. That'll be a yes then. "I don't care Nick , I really don't care" I lied. "But Seren" I couldn't even finish the sentance. Nick knew.
Flashback - Before the Jonases left.
"Haha leave me alone you fool" laughed Nick. We were just chilling in my room and I was trying to draw on his face. "C'mon I think you'd look great with some whiskers" I snorted. He was pushing me away but suddenly pulled me in close. "Maybe we should see what you look like with whiskers Mace" I wriggled away or attempted to "Ok noo Mercy Nick" . He gave me a crooked smile , lifting his eyebrow "Haha you'll miss me when I'm in Cali" " He leaned in to kiss me but whilst his eyes were closed, I quickly drew two whiskers on him "Oh you are for it now Macy Misa" He began chasing me around the room with his pen. We were all laughing and getting out of breathe when my ringtone for a text went off. It was the Kooks "Naive" always a good song ! I grabbed my phone and jabbed at the touchscreeen. I read the message and immediatly sat down out of shock, dropping my phone. "What" asked Nick worriedly. "Nothing don't worry" It wasn't true . It couldn't be. Nick gave me a weird look and . He picked up my phone to look at the message "Don't Nick"
Nick cheated on you with Seren Philly.
"Whose number is this?" Nick asked. I shook my head. Was that the problem at the moment. "Its not true thought is it Nick?" I asked just to make sure and to my dismay he dropped his head. "Oh my God" The room started whirling. "What Nick , Tell me" . "She kissed me" Nick said quietly. "I just finished music and was putting away the music tech instruments when she came in" I felt sick "Stop it , I don't want to hear it" I spat. Nick came up to me and tried to hold me "It didn't mean anything , I promise" .. "Just go Nick. Please" and I sat there in silence as he left the room
Nick's P.O.V (At school the next day)
So I had to find Macy and make her understand that It meant nothing. I had to . I looked round all the corridors and the classrooms but no sign. I had a lesson to get to now but I still needed to find her. I made my way to music tech and as I got closer I could hear raise voices. Macy and Seren. Oh No. I walked in and the two girls were mid arguement but Macy wasn't really arguing. She was just stood there looking broken. They weren't aware that I had walked in as they were in the booth and I was in the tech part.
"But I bet he didn't tell you about how he came to find me after I kissed him" Seren said visciously. "You see Nick needs more of a woman then a little girl" Seren looked Macy up and down to say that Macy was the little girl. My blood boiled. My fist began to clench. I stormed into the recording bit "Seren fuck off. Stop saying shit. Macy is more of a women that you will ever be. Yeah I came and found you after because I thought you were upset that I REJECTED you . Macy is the only one for me." Seren just gave me a evil look. "Oh you are both pathetic. You deserve each other" she said , leaving the room. Two minutes of silence later Macy got up to leave too. "Macy" I tried to make her stay
She stopped by the door "It wasn't that she kissed you . It wasn't that you went to see her afterwards. It was that you didn't tell me and I had to find out through someone else. Do you know how humilating that is? Thinking everyone else already knew." She paused. "Look Maybe this trip to California came at a good time. Go out, do all your promotional stuff and then we'll see when you get back alright" She left and tears began to rise up but I forced them down. I did what any annoyed boy would do. I punched a wall. Good idea . Not. Brad , this guy from one of my classes walked in and gave me an odd look "Dude you ok?" .. "Yeah I'm fine" I muttered leaving ...
A week later.
"Is your hand ok?" fussed My Mom. "Yeah Mom its fine. I'm going on now" I whispered wishing she would leave me alone
"So We're lucky enough to have Nick Jonas here speaking about his new album with Nick Jonas and the Administration. He is about to do an acoustic performance for us and we have no idea what he is going to play. So here he is. Nick Jonas !
The stage lights shone on me. I was slightly blinded but I had to say something before I began to sing. "I wrote this song a couple of days ago and it is dedicated to a very special person. She'll know who she is " and with that I began to strum and sing knowing that Macy would see this and I hoped that it would strike a chord in her heart enough to have me back.
Take me back to the place where I
Loved that girl for all time
Why must life just take away
Every good thing one at a time
I want it back
Well yes I want it back
Yes I want you back
Please give it me back
Cause I want your love
How can I not even cry?
For such a big thing in my life
The pain it takes the part of me
Turn around and say goodbye
I want it back
Well yes I want it back
Yes I want you back
Please give it me back
Cause I want you
How did you do it females?
It's always you do it angels
You always keep me on the run
So how did you do it angels?
Always you do it females
You always keep me on the run
I want it back
Well yes I want it back
Yes I want you back
Please give it me back
Cause I want your love
But I can't let myself love you
Flashback ends
Nick's P.O.V
Macy had slid down the wall on to the floor , head in hands. She wasn't speaking. I couldn't think of anything to say yet I couldn't walk away and leave her. Something pushed past me . Catriona. She ran to Macy on the floor holding her close "Macy you alright?" she asked frantically. Macy finally spoke "Brad broke up with me" And even though Macy was there on the floor crying I felt a spark of hope. Brad and Macy was finished? But then I reminded myself of what I had just done. It absolutly killed me to see Macy on the floor in so much pain even if it was because Macy was newly single. There was no chance. "Oh Baby C'mon" She lifted Macy up and took her outside . No one said anything as they passed me . I realised that Macy left her phone on the floor so I picked it up and went outside to find the pair. Catriona was just about into the taxi with Macy. "Here" I shouted. Catriona looked up and seeing it was me , closed the door so Macy couldn't hear. "Thanks Nick." She turned to get in the car but that stopped as though she had thought of something " You know this is the second time I ve looked after Macy when there has been a break up and I'll tell you this. The first time was worse" She jumped in the taxi saying "Heol Street Go"
I shouted after the cab "But what does that even mean" and the people in the street just stared at me . "Nick" I heard a voice behind me .
I now had to deal with the consequences and I don't think any song in the world could heal what I had done and what everyone had done to Macy.
A/N: So that's not who you all expected for Macy to see kissing hey? Everyone commented saying Brad and honestly I was going to write about it being Brad but tbh Brad isn't a bad guy and I wanted to suprise you and to keep you on your toes so I made up this whole backstory about Seren:) So What do you think? Should have stayed with it being Brad cheating or is it better that It was Nick and Seren? Either way it is the end of Brad and Macy :) The song is "I want you back" By The Kooks and it is such a lovely song so I recommend it ! What do you think Catriona meant by The first time it was worse? Your reviews mean so much and it helps me write a better story:) Everyone in the UK enjoying the snow? I am loving it but College hasnt been cancelled so its slighlty frustrating :) mlj xxx
