YESSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CHAPTER TWO IS UP!!!!!... OH YEA BABY! High five! –gives you a high five-
-people start clapping and I start to blush?- stop it guys! Your making me blush LAWL XD… seriously, I don't do blushing xD… -liar-
So guys, thank you again for giving me inspiration! I love you people –people cheering and lets me sign autographs- - a girl can dream right?? xD we all know that ridiculous scenario wouldn't happen ANYWAYZ….
I've decided that this whole story would be based on Drew's Point of View, I only started the Prologue with May since…(I don't have an explanation :P) so yea.
Thanks for my prince charming for lending me the movie xD… and especially the song "Maybe" I wont forget you! This/You song is the reason im writing this Fiction.
Im really into Tragic events right now, so you probably noticed (if not… well, now you know!) that the fics/chapters that im updating always has heart aches and agony… -somebody shouts "Go with the story!" and I sweatdropped- …. ONWITHTHESTORY!
Disclaimer: I don't own pokémon, the song, nor the movie scenes!!! I OWN NOTHING!! BLAZE HAS AN EXCEPTION! HE"S MINE I MADE HIM… -blushes thinking differently, I am not pervert!- and the PLOT!!
Title: Maybe
Chapter Two: Deceiver
Summary: Drew, high prestigious, charming, rich pokemon coordinator slash PLAYBOY. May an ordinary, plain pokemon coordinator slash Drew's fiancé? What will happen, if Drew made a mistake in purpose? Would he get May back? What if when he finally got her trust back, something very tragic happens to May?!
Drew's POV!
I Breathed heavily as I lay here in my king sized bed looking attentively at the golden ring I gave her two years ago. Yes it has been 2 years since I last saw her. Ever since that day… she disappeared; I guessed that she stopped competing contests.
I turned on the television I found myself at channel 35: Poke Music Television
"And now here's the song "Maybe" by Secondhand Serenade" the music DJ announced. Then I watched and listened carefully as the intro of the song played. Memories began to flow on my head again.
Flashback!
"Hi Drewy-kins" a dark haired girl cooed. I sneered a little.
"Oh, its you" I said with a tinge of disgust in my tone as I finished the sentence.
"Aww… Drewy aren't you happy to see me?"
I glared and recovered. "of course I am, baby" I said simply. (A/N: seriously guys, u r not the only one's disgusted. I'll make this scene as short as possible –shudders-)
"Aw, Drewy, You look tired, let me rub that off." She purred as she placed her legs on my lap. (A/N: -pukes- I am going to annoy you people with my Author's note until this scene is FINISHED)
I smirked and undressed her ( YOURE LUCKY YOURE HOT DREW!!) leaving her BRA and PANTY! She began to moan as I kissed her neck. Ericka took my shirt off but my pants are STILL there. (A/N: im sorry there isn't much details, this is harder to write than I thought it would! Drew being with that… thing is VERY Disturbing! So I can't concentrate!)
(yay! The scene's finished, I'll leave you guys in peace now)
BAM!!
The door flew open and we stopped kissing. I heard something fell; I saw a book on the floor. I looked up and saw May, my fiancé, standing. Her face had a shocked expression.
Fuck! This isn't good
I slowly got off the bed and slowly approached her "May, this is not what it looks like" I said carefully as I tried to hold her hand. As the time my finger tips touched her skin; she hesitated and quickly yanked her hand away not wanting to make another skin contact.
I saw tears run down her cheeks. I felt terrible inside, she was crying.
End Flashback!
Didn't you wanna hear?
The sound of all the places we could go
Do you fear?
The expressions on the faces
We don't know
It's a cold long road when you wake up
And I don't think that I have the strength to let you go!
Flashback!
"May please listen to me" I begged her as I hug her tightly in my arms. I know where this was going to go and I have to prevent it. She tried to scuffle out of my grip; I clutched her tighter to me.
"Please let go of me Drew" she said quietly, I felt my shirt moisten; she was crying faintly.
"I won't until you let me explain" I said. I realized that she calmed down a bit; so I let go of her to be able to speak to her properly.
End of flashback!
I maximized the volume of the TV a bit, 'the song's pretty good'' I thought as the Chorus played.
Maybe it's just me
But couldn't you believe?
That everything I said and did
Wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eyes
And your calm-hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place
Flashback!
"You want to explain? Fine! Then explain why you were in your room almost having sex with that bitch!" she shouted harshly.
"I wasn't!" I shouted back. I just can't help it; my anger took over my body. I wasn't just going to stand there being accused about such a thing that I didn't do or about to do.
I was pissed, Very pissed.
"You know, Maybe this is why I went to Ericka!!... Unlike you, she's actually not freakingly dense! Unlike you she actually listens to every damn word I say!? But what about you? Hell no! You just whine! If anyone's the bitch here May, its YOU" I spat unsympathetically and harshly at her.
Her face remained calm and hard. But, the hurt I know she's feeling didn't betray my eyes.
I saw her delicate tears escape from her beautiful sapphire-blue eyes.
As much as I want to pull her into my arms and give a warm embrace, saying that 'im sorry' or 'everything's going to be fine'. I can't. My anger was controlling me.
"Please stop, Drew" she said in a little voice. Her eye brows were quivering. She hid her azure eyes, in her auburn locks, away from my emerald-green orbs.
"You are a complete Opposite of her! You're clumsy, you're freakin' annoying! You have no talent… you're a wimp May, a worthless little wi-"she shut me off.
"Stop it Drew!!... Or else I'll-"I cut her off in mid-sentence.
"Or else what? You'll leave me?" I sneered at her.
"tch, fine!! Leave! I Don't Care! Im better off without you anyway! You only hold me back!" I snorted with full contempt and deride-ness.
She ducked her head, looking down at the white sand.
"I know you'll just come crawling back anyway, begging for me to take you back" I sneered at her with noticeable pity.
She broke down. She had her agonized eyes on me, so many tears, too delicate, that weren't meant to come out; fell down to the harsh ground. She had one hand covering her mouth as she continued to cry.
My heart almost skipped a beat. Oh My God.
I can't believe I said that
"I'm sorry Drew" she apologized.
"You know… I don't even know anymore Drew" she started.
"I mean, I've tried so hard, I've worked so hard… I-I've given my all just to be the one you need but I was so Stupid. I mean, I totally saw this coming. I knew right from the start that I was never good enough for you, funny I let my heart win instead of listening to my head… hilarious right?"
I gulped.
I didn't like where this was going.
I can't speak. I can't even make a single sound come out of my mouth.
"You know what's funnier Drew? I actually thought that you really loved me… And you what's funniest is… that I actually believed you." She said.
I winced slightly. It actually hurt.
"I'm sorry Drew… im sorry im too clumsy for you, that im too annoying for you, that Im too much for a wimp for you" she said. Tears wishing to escape from her eyes.
"Drew, I may not be perfect person. But I had tried so much to be like one, so I can be with you, because I know you're not used in losing; you're not used at being imperfect" she said as her mascara melting from her tears.
"I know you're not used to people who are weak, wimps… I've seen you flirt with other girls; I've seen you kiss them Drew, and as much as I wanted to cry, I Cant! Because I know its weakness in your eyes"
I felt my stomach twist. I was guilty.
She didn't deserve this.
"I'm so foolish! It never did make any sense for you to love me" I heard her whisper. I frowned as I heard. It hit me… it hit me hard.
How could she think of something so absurd! This angered me that was ridiculous! How can she say something like that.
Every word stung me, hit me and stabbed me right in the heart. She's killing me. It had to stop; but unfortunately I still can't utter a word.
Ah, shit! Stop it May!
My eyes burned as tears slowly attempting to flood my hazy sage-green eyes.
End of flashback!
I grabbed a pillow from aside and put it on my face.
"My fault" I muttered silently. I glanced at my dresser and took the ring. I examined it carefully, there was an "I Love You" carved at the wall of the jewelry.
I smiled
I remember that night. It was the night right after I proposed; we were on the balcony of my room, watching the stars twinkle; I carved those 3 words in the trinket and we promised each other that we'll always be together, no matter what would happen.
Yes, maybe I did hurt her; but she didn't have to leave me, right?
"You're the one who left me, May" I whispered as I gaze at her ring. "You promised" I whispered.
There goes my ring
It might as well been shattered
And im here to sing
About the things that mattered
About the things that made us feel alive
For oh so long
About the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong
Flashback
"Im sorry Drew… that you wasted all those time with me…im sorry if I wasn't good enough for you. And Im so sorry that I lovedyou..." she said, looking own to the ground.
It broke me into pieces. How she used the past tense of 'love' in her sentence.
Damn you May! Damn you to hell!! You're killing me! I thought franticly.
She approached me gently as she link her soft pained, tearful eyes into my remorseful emerald orbs. My eyes traced downwards as I noticed that her hands made movements.
No, no, no, no, no… God! NO! I thought desperately as my eyes widen.
She was taking the engagement ring off her left finger. She took my hand and placed it on my palm.
My heart beat was fast, my knees were trembling, and my hands were shaking slowly.
"M-m-m ay… I-i-i..Y-you're not-"my voice was quivering.
She backed away slowly.
She doesn't dare.
"Goodbye Drew" she said as she ran away.
I felt like there were thousands of knives stabbing me, I felt like I was being killed, murdered, tortured. I felt like I was shot by a pistol gun. Most of all I felt like a complete idiot for just standing there and not chasing her.
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