Ok so i planned to have this up way earlier than i did but i just didnt have the urge to write this and whenever i did i just didn't have the time. It's not as long as i would have wanted it to be but i wanted to get something up. I'm trying to work on a new story that i want to try and have up sometime this week im hopeing today or tomarrow but well see what happens. I'd really love some reviews so i know that people are reading this. I just dont wanna keep writing this if no one is reading it, i'd rather write something that people are actually reading rather than a story that like 1 person is. But yeah enough of my rambleing and heres the new chapter..

The next day I woke up feeling like well crap. My eyes were all puffy and swollen from crying myself to sleep and my hair was a big mess from me falling asleep with my hair up and my pillow being wet from my tears.

I just wanted to forget that yesterday had even happened. Like I said in the message I wanted to act like I really was 1,500 miles away from him but in reality I was about .1 miles away and unless I locked myself in the house for the rest of my life I was bound to see him again and be forced to confront the situation I was so desperate to just forget about.

Today I just wanted to relax in the house and not go anywhere that I might have to see his face. I know it's childish to play the avoidance game but it was only thing I wanted to do right now. So I got up throwing on a pair of sweats and a zip-up hoodie and walked downstairs to the kitchen.

Once again my parents weren't home and were out working so I wouldn't have to worry about having to talk to them about what happened because I knew what would happen. They'd tell me they were sorry about what happened but avoiding him wasn't the answer and whole bunch of other stuff that I really just wouldn't want to hear.

I sat in the kitchen a few moments eating the breakfast I had quickly made after I finished it I decided to take a shower and maybe that would make me feel or at least look less crappy then I felt.

So I took a shower, put on some clean clothes, towel dried my hair, grabbed a book to read and headed out to the front porch to let my hair dry in the summer heat. I sat there reading the book in my hand for a while until I heard something or well someone making their way up the driveway. I felt my heart start beating faster as the nervousness came over me hoping it wasn't who I thought it was. I looked up and my fears were confirmed as I saw Troy walking towards me.

I instantly looked away from him closing my book and trying to hurry myself back inside but he stopped me dead in my tracks before I had the chance to open the front door

"Savannah, wait just let me explain" Troy said pleading for me to listen but I really wasn't sure if I should listen

"Troy, just leave me alone" I said back to him still avoiding eye contact with my hand on the door knob just wanting to go inside

"Sav, please let's just talk…" He started to say before I cut him off turning around towards him

"Don't call me Sav, Only my friends can call me Sav, and you gave up that right the moment you decided to just blow me off yesterday" I said bitterly to him
"Savannah I didn't blow you off…"

"Oh really, you didn't well than what do you call making plans with someone and then just making other plans without telling the other person"

"I didn't mean to, I was completely planning on hanging out with you but then Gabriella called me and said all of our friends were going out and she said that I had to go..."

"And what you couldn't tell her No, I'm hanging out with Savannah, the best friend I haven't seen in 9 years and that I made plans with the day before?"

"I should have but I just she wouldn't have understood why I would want to hang out with you over her"

"Troy if your girlfriend is that insecure that she can't understand why you're hanging out with a friend than that's her problem, not yours, and even that if you didn't want to hang out with me than you should have just said so or at least came over and told me so I wasn't sitting there like an idiot waiting for you to come over."

"I know and I'm sorry I should have told you but I was in a rush and..." Troy started to say before I cut him off

"Troy, stop with the bullshit excuses. You had no intentions of hanging out with me so stop acting like you did."

"I had every intention of hanging out with you, I told you Gabriella called and..."

"I'm sure she did call, but if you were going to hang out with me for the day then why didn't your mom know about it but yet she knew you were going to be with Gabriella and your other friends"

"Look I did, I just was going to tell my mom I was leaving to go over to your house when Gabi called and well my plans changed. I know I'm an idiot but will you please listen and let me say something without cutting me off now" Troy said sounding annoyed and almost desperate at the same time but I shrugged softening my look

"Fine I'm listening" I said to him waiting for him to say what he had to say

"Look I know you're mad at me and you have every right to be. I know I fucked up and I'm a horrible best friend and I shouldn't have blown you off, but I don't want to end our friendship over this. When you moved 9 years ago I promised myself that if you ever came back into my life I wasn't going to let you leave again and I mean that. You mean way too much to me for our friendship to end over my bad judgment. I know this is a lame apology and it doesn't make up for what I did but I promise you that if you give me another chance that you won't regret it."

I stood there a moment speechless unsure of what I should do. Part of me wanted to just tell him off and walk away and other just wanted to wrap my arms around him and forgive him but I didn't want to make a spur of the moment decision I needed to think.

"So what do you say?" He asked me obviously wanting a response that I wasn't ready to give him, so I turned to head back into my house not saying anything "wait aren't you going to answer me?" He asked seeming confused as to why I was walking away from him
"My answer is I listened to what you had to say and I don't want to make a spur of the moment decision so I'm going to think and when I have a decision I'll tell you…" And with that I turned around opening the door and heading inside closing the door behind me knowing I had a Lot of thinking to do. Should I give Troy another chance or is our friendship not worth it? All I knew was that whatever I chose wouldn't be an easy decision.

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