So i planned on updating this days ago but i've been so caught up with my other story "Everything Always Matters" that i forgot about this one. Well that and i was having major writers block on what to do next. So with that being said i probably won't be updating this one as often probably like once every 2 weeks or maybe more often than that it really just depends on my schdule and what i feel liek doing in my free time that i have. But yeah i felt bad for not updating this as recent as i said i was going to but heres an update :)

I was so torn on what to do. If it had been 9 years ago and something like this happened I would have forgiven him immediately no questions asked. But this was 9 years later and well things have changed since then. I wasn't the same girl he knew back then, and I'm pretty sure he's not the same guy I knew back then either.

I had to make a decision I just didn't know what to choose. I never imagined myself not wanting to be Troy's friend but for some reason I was actually considering trying to forget about him. I mean he screwed up one time, and though it was a huge screw up I knew he deserved a second chance. Our friendship deserved another chance.

I sighed lying on my bed staring up at the ceiling knowing what I had to do. So I lifted myself off the bed and walked down the stairs and out the front door. I walked down the driveway and over to the Bolton's house.

I took a breath as I stood at their front door and as I went to knock on the door I just brought my hand down. I couldn't do it, I was scared. I turned to walk away but I stopped myself, I may be scared but I had to get over it if I wanted our friendship to work.

So I went up to the door again but just as I was about to knock on the door it opened before I got the chance and standing right in front of me was Troy.

I had gone over it in my head so many times of what I was going to say to him but now that he was right in front of me I was speechless and the words wouldn't come to me.

I stood there like an idiot just looking at him. Every time I went to say something the words just didn't seem right so I stopped myself from saying them. I think Troy could tell I was struggling so he spoke up for me

"So you're here so I'm guessing you made a decision" He said not really sure what I was actually going to say but he said it more like a question than a statement. I took a breath nodding before replying
"yeah I did" I mumbled out softly to him not bearing to look at him.

"And what is it?" He asked but I could tell by the sound of his voice that he didn't like the tone of my voice or how distant I was being

"Let me say something before I tell you my decision" I say to him and I look up slightly to see him nodding me on to keep going "Look you need to know that I wanna forgive you..." I see him smile at that but it dropped just as fast with my next words

"and I also want to forget you" and as if right on cue the smile on his face drops "Look you put me in a horrible position Troy, I trusted you and you completely broke my trust over something stupid and I don't know if I can trust you again after that. I don't know how to let you in when you seem like you don't care about me. You have no idea how much it hurt when sitting there and realizing you weren't coming. It was like someone took my heart said they'd take care of it and then stomped on it behind my back. I couldn't believe it, that you could actually do that to me but I realize we grew up and we're not the same people we were all those years ago. And with that being said while things have changed I realize that I need you in my life. We owe it to ourselves to see if our friendship is really as strong as I believe it can be..." I then look at him waiting for a reaction but all I see is a blank look on his face.

I couldn't believe it, I just spilled my heart out to him and he's saying nothing. I feel like embarrassed and the tears start pricking at my eyes. I felt like an idiot for actually trying to give him another chance and he can't even say anything.

"Or you can just forget I said anything and just stand there and not say anything like I didn't spill my heart out to you"

I say to him as a tear starts to fall I turn around and decide I can't stand there anymore and I go to leave but I'm quickly stopped and pulled into a hug with his muscular arms wrapped around me and for some reason my heart starts beating faster being pulled into his arms, I could tell it was a place that I liked to be.

"Look don't cry. I didn't say anything because I really didn't think you were going to give me a second chance. I was in shock because honestly I probably didn't deserve your forgiveness..."

I then cut him off

"So what are you trying to say that I should just forget about you" I say hurt thinking he actually didn't want me to forgive him but he shakes his head

"No-no I don't ever want you to forget about me. You're one of my best friends and I'm glad you're giving me a chance to prove that our friendship is worth it, because It is and I swear I'm going to make up for everything." He then pulls away from the hug much to my dismay but still stands somewhat close to me. "So starting right now we this we be the re-start of our friendship"

"That sounds good..." I start to say but he cuts me off

"and since we're re-starting our friendship we need to do that the right way and the only way to do that is to be open with each other and if we're going to make this work than you're going to have to meet my friends so you won't have to be left out anymore" He says and for some reason that makes me nervous and slightly jealous

When we were younger we were each other's best friends but now I wasn't. He had other best friends now and I wasn't sure how I would fit In with them. Would things work or will I be an outsider... I guess we'll have to see….

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-Heather