When I pressed shuffle a song I love came on, but I can't use it because I have no idea what it's about. Listen to it- "Steal My Sunshine," By Len.
The next song that came up was "Welcome To Hell," by Sum 41, so I'm not going to do that. BUT, the next song that came up was absolutely PERFECT.
I Think I Love You
Less Than Jake (Originally By The Partridge Family, but this version is way better in my opinion.)
Imagine me, Eli Goldsworthy, sitting in English class.
Imagine me, Eli Goldsworthy, coloring my fingernails black with a sharpie.
Imagine me, Eli Goldsworthy, not really thinking about anything in particular, when five tons of realization hits me in the head.
And by that I mean I figured something out.
What I figured out is that, I might love a certain girl that was sitting behind me.
When I realized that I thought I loved her my eyes widened, I dropped my sharpie on the floor, and I cursed(loudly) in the middle of class.
"Mr. Goldsworthy!" Ms. Dawes yelled.
"Sorry," I said, and then I rushed out of the classroom.
I think I love her.
I think I love her.
I think I love her.
That kept going through my head as I splashed cold water all over my face in the bathroom. It was completely mind boggling to me, to think that I loved a girl. I hadn't loved anyone since Julia. I didn't want to love anyone since Julia. Clare understood that, but wasn't really happy about it.
Now, all the sudden, I was in love with a girl I had been dating for like, a month. It was crazy.
I think I love her.
I think I love her.
I have to tell her.
Class ended and students started spilling out of the classrooms. When I saw Clare coming out of English, looking confused(and maybe hurt?) a feeling sunk into the pit of my stomach and I turned away. I started walking, almost running, in the opposite direction.
God, I was such a baby! If you love someone, you tell them. What was I afraid of? I wasn't even sure if I loved her yet. Was I scared that she wouldn't feel the same way, and dump me? No, she wouldn't do that. That would be chewing me up and spitting me out.
I stopped and was about to turn around again when I felt the butterflies. Again.
I had to tell her sometime! We were meeting up for lunch now, I couldn't just ditch her.
Oh my god, I never really felt this way before, If I loved Julia, then I definitely loved Clare. I think I love her.
I think I love her.
I walked to lunch, as nervous as Clare would be. I saw her sitting at the table with Adam and a whole bunch of feelings came rushing up through me. I cautiously walked to the table. When I got there, I awkwardly stood next to it. Clare and Adam shared a confused look.
"You going to sit down?" Clare broke the silence. I sat down at the table very quickly. I could tell that they both knew I was nervous.
'I'm going to go buy lunch," I said. I left my backpack at the table and ran to the lunch line.
"Hey," a random girl said. I rolled my eyes at her and walked away. Man, I was in love with a girl! Other girls can't just go and flirt with me.
I bought pizza and thought about sitting at Sav's table instead of going back to Adam and Clare, but I decided not to be a wuss and suck it up like a man.
When I sat at the table I focused all my attention at my pizza. Unfortunately, I only had one slice and I finished it pretty quickly. When I was done, I looked up at Adam and-
Man, I think I love her.
My face heated up at the thought.
Oh god, I was blushing.
"Okay, what's up?" Clare asked, and her voice was amazing.
My voice cracked as I said, "Adam, can I talk to Clare?" Adam quickly got up.
Clare's expression turned sad.
"What's wrong?" I asked, a little too quickly.
"Are you breaking up with me?" She asked.
"No!" I yelled. A few people looked. Did I say that too loud?
"No, Clare, I would never break up with you." Her face lit up, but it deflated again.
"Why are you acting like this?" She said.
I paused.
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"Well?" She said.
"I think I love you."
How did you like it? Please review!
Oh, and if you're one of those people who looks up the songs that I choose, then look up the Less Than Jake version. Really. The Partridge Family one is very boring.
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