Chad bandaged up his arm before walking back out into his dressing room. It has been about a week since Chad first started cutting, and even though he knows it's the wrong way of handling the situation he was the only way that made it feel better. Grabbing his Mackenzie Falls jacket and pulling it on he made his way down to the cafeteria to meet Sonny.

Sonny and him had been still going great. Even though Chad didn't really know if they were dating or not, neither one of them seem to be with anyone else anymore. The two of them had even stopped sitting with there casts at lunch and sat alone at a table in the back.

"Hey there, Sonshine!" Chad said, sitting down next to Sonny who was all ready picking at her food.

"Chad, we need to talk." Sonny said, grabbing his hand and dragging him out of the cafeteria and into her dressing room.

"Sonny, what is this about?" Chad said, plopping down on the couch.

"Chad, take of your shirt." Sonny said, causing Chad's eyes to be as big as saucers.

"W-why?"

"Because if found this in your dressing room yesterday." Sonny said, grabbing the razor blade that was on her dresser.

"Sonny."

"Chad, you're not cutting are you?" "What? No!"

"Then prove it. Take off your shirt." Sonny said again.

"Sonny, please don't make me." Chad said, pleading her with his eyes.

"If your not cutting then it will be nothing now will it." Sonny said. The two of the stood staring at one another for a while before Sonny started moving towards him.

"W-what a-are y-you doing?" Chad said, not even to try to cover his stuttering.

"If you won't take off your shirt then I will." Sonny said, straddling Chad on the couch so he wouldn't bolt from the door.

The two of them never broke eye contact as Sonny pulled off his jacket and tie. As Sonny started fumbling to unbutton his shirt, Chad grabbed hold of Sonny's hands.

"Sonny, please don't do this." Chad said.

"Chad, please! I just have to make sure that you aren't hurting yourself." Sonny said, pulling her hands free and working on his buttons again.

Chad closed his eyes as Sonny hit the last button and started to pull his shirt off. He heard Sonny gasped and felt her finger graze over what he knew where healing wounds that he caused himself.

"Chad, why did you do this to yourself?" Sonny asked him, causing him to finally open his eyes.

"Because I was ashamed."

"Ashamed of what?" Sonny asked, brushing over the scabs on his arms.

Chad sighed. "I was ashamed of what I did to you. This was the only way I knew of to get it out of my mind."

"Chad, I thought we went through this all read. I'm not mad at you for what happened. Why can't you just let that go?" Sonny said.

"I just, I can't just get it out of my head to what I put you through. I keep blaming myself for all the sleepless nights that you've had to go through and everything. That was my entire fault. If only I didn't start drinking that night just because I got jealous."

"Chad, you didn't have to be jealous. You all ways had my heart. Ever since the moment we met." Sonny said, smiling at Chad.

"I am an idiot! How didn't I know that you were into me? I know that ever girl is into me, why not me." Chad said, causing Sonny to slap him in the arm. Chad hissed out in pain.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to hit you sores. But even in pain you still act like your old self." Sonny said, smiling a bit.

"Well, that's why you love me!" Chad said, causing Sonny to stick her tongue out at him.

"So, you'll get help then. With the cutting and everything?"

"Yes, I will just for you. But I have a question for you!" "What's that?" Sonny said.

"Why are you still straddling me?" Chad asked, laughing at Sonny as her face to red.

A/N: I think this might have 3 or 4 chapter left. Not promising anything though…it could be more could be less. Hope you liked it. Danielle