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J.P.O.V.

I left the hospital without seeing Mrs. Knight because I could obviously see that I needed to wait till Kendall left. I don't know what got into me back there at the hopital. He was just pushing my buttons and he happen to push the wrong one or maybe over the past 2 years without my friends I had just turned into a disgrace to the name of friendship. I vowed to stay with the band when we realized the pressures of Holly Wood were terrible and I guess the pressure took over my life and changed me without me even noticing.

Jaslene and I went to a nearby Hotel and stayed there until tomorrow when I would visit Mrs. Knight.

"Hey sweetie, do you want to go out to eat?" Jaslene offered me while sitting in my lap.

" No, Jaslene I really don't feel like talking right now."

"Why?" She asked clueless

"Did you not witness me try to beat up my best friend back there."

"Not really, I was texting Jenifer; She wanted us to go out to eat with her." Jaslene replied.

She was really pissing me off now.

"You know what Jaslene, your being a bitch right now." I went off

"What!" she asked me. I think her reply came involuntarily though. You could tell by the way she said it.

"I didn't mean it like that, I'm sorry; I guess I'm still a bit reckless from the incident."

"Well it's okay, I am here for you."

"why don't you go out with Jenifer, I think I just need some time alone."

She gave me a devastated look but knew I was right, I did need the time. She wasn't happy though. She noticed after that my mood changed to a more uncombtorable anger that I wasn't use too.

"Okay, if that's what you want." She said like a break up line even though she wasn't breaking up with me. She snatched her purse off the bed and walked through the door while I collapsed on the bed to rethink my life and replay my mistakes that I have made over the course of my celebrity life.

I heard a knock on the door and I wondered who had the motives to see me right now.

"Come in." I hollered

In came Camille. I had no idea why she was here. I would expect that Logan wouldn't let her come here because of my recent works. But She was standing there in front of me. Camille was the girl who was always a bit crazy, well a lot crazy but had that realness in her. She knew what to say and when to say it without hurting people. She pulled the chair from the corner parallell to me and sat there in silence

"James, I'm not really suppose to be here but I know you want some one to talk to." Camille said to me, this is what I mean by her realness. When I had first arrived at the palm woods. I had a crush on this girl and I vented to Camille a lot just no one knew. It had to stop when she started to date logan.

"I feel like I don't know myself anymore." I told her in and honest tone. "I feel like I have changed into this beast that is a guy that no one wants to be around."

"When you left the band, you changed. A lot." Camille responded

"I know and I just want to be my old self again."

"Then you need to fix what you changed."

"I don't know how to do that." I said "I feel like Ive changed to much to go back."

"Seems like you have the devil and the angel lurking on your shulders." Camille joked

"Not funny." I said even though it was funny.

"Now James, I think that angel is your self conscious feeling guilty."

"What are you saying?"

"If you are missing what you had, it's never to late to get it back." Camille advised me

"But everyone hates me." I said negativily

"No one hates you, you can never hate your best friend or ex best friend."

"Just tell me what I should do now." I ordered her nicely

"Well, you should get let go of the things that they hate the most about you."

"I thought you said they didn't hate me."

"James!" Camille scolded me

"Okay so how do I do that."

"I cant tell you that, but I can tell you Katie doesn't like Jaslene much." She said standing up

"I don't like Beiber." I commented

"Neither do I." She agreed.

"Thanks for stopping by." I thanked her with all sincerity

"No problem."

She left after her pep talk/ advice conversation and that's when Jaslene walked in. I could tell by the way her hands were positioned on her hips, she was wondering who had just left the room. Great, I was hated by my former friends and my girlfriend. Life can't get any better.