Sorry I havent updated today, its New Years I have been a bit busy. I can see how eager yall are to read the next chapter so I 'm going to stop talking and your going to stop reading this authors note.

I disown BTR not that I had them before

Jaslene P.O.V.

I was sitting in the room doing my makeup because this place it so boring. I mean just because he came here didn't mean he have to drag me along. I could be sitting on the soft sand in the Hawaii sun. James could be so irritating sometimes but he was so sexy.

He walked through the door with a worried look on his face like he ahd just committed a murder. I went up to him and kissed him on the lips a good while but it seemed like I was only kissing him because he certainly wasn't kissing me back.

"Is there something wrong." I said raising an eyebrow

"Jaslene, I need to talk to you

"Well this isn't easy but I'm just going to come out and say it."

As he started to open his mouth my instincts kicked in and I burst out and said "I do." And then he looked at me like I was a freak of nature and raised his eyebrows realizing my sudden outburst of words.

"Oh no, I'm sorry Jaslene but I just don't think I can do that (talking about marrige)."

"Well say what you had to say then." I ordered

"I think I need someone…Else."

"Excuse me?" I said freaking out not comprehending his words

"Just because we didn't sleep together for one night doesn't mean we have to-"

"It's not that, it's just I am not in the best condition to date you right now, your to good for me."

J.P.O.V.

I knew that last sentence wasn't true. I wasn't being completely honest with her. I just didn't think we were meant for each other I guess. I was good for her but I just didn't want her. Sounds harsh but It was true. I think we didn't have true love, we had cheap love and I didn't want to live with knowing that I stooped that low.

"Well if that is the way you want it then I guess this is good bye." She said making me feel sort of bad.

"Wait, I don't want to leave you hurt like this." I tried to speak my feeling but I just couldn't get it all out. I grabbed her arm and tried to turn her around

"Do not grab me!" she yelled and dug her nails into me which made me yelp. I look down at my stabbed arms and they were bleeding in four spots. Jaslene always had fake nails so they were sharp and thick.

"That hurt." I shouted to her.

"Like I give a fuck." She closed the door and made a dramatic exit while I got a wash cloth and put it on my bleeding arm. I felt bad but I knew to get to my true self, Jaslene couldn't be part of my life.

I head a knock on the door

"Come in."

A man about my age with blonde hair and fair skin that wasn't hideous. walked in and confronted me and was probably wondering what the hell was going on in here from all the screaming.

"Can I help you." I said without looking him in the eye.

"What's going on, I can here you screaming from my apartment next door." The guys said. I didn't respond

"Your James Diamond."

"Yeah, I am." I responded to his discovery. I was use to that type of greeting though. It was OMG YOUR JAMES DIAMOND, or LOOK MOM, or pointing fingers most of the time.

"What's going on."

"Well I just broke up with the insanely hot girlfriend, I have no friends, and the only people that like me are the teenage girls that are in the love with me."

"Oh sorry man." He said sympathetically

"Its cool, we didn't sleep together the night before, and our relationship was only physical."

He put his hand up in a fist so we could do one of those fist bumps but I wasn't interested. I wasn't that happy. He put it down looking quite embarrassed. It was quite funny. It lightened my room

"So uh what's your name?" I asked

"Hulka." He said

"Never heard that one before." I said letting out a chuckle.

"It's Albanian."

"Well good luck man."

"Thanks." I said, though that wasn't going to help me much.

I sat down after the man left and thought about what I should do next to regain who I was. And I thought about the person who I missed the most at that second. Katie.

The next morning I got up to go the the hospital to watch Mrs. Knight get taken off life support. She would either live or die. I was going to meet up at Kendall's house early in the morning when everyone was sleeping. I knew where Mrs. Knight kept her spare key. Kendall and all the guys were probably going to be pissed when they saw me down stairs at like 8am but I didn't care. I knew I would need them for what ever was to lie ahead.

SO I knew it seems as Mrs. Knight is going to die. But her death will be interesting down worry. I promise. It will be frightening to you guys I think but I know what I am going to do so don't think everythings going to be so normal. Gee I'm going to shut my big mouth now

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