I'm trying to get to where I wanna go, but it's rather hard. I don't want to mess around too much with what happens in the series, so that I can respect the characters as much as possible. I'm sorry if I seem rather mean towards Sookie sometimes, it's just that I find her rather annoying sometimes ^^" And hey, she's always the good girl, someone needs to think something different about her ! ( Yes that's my excuse ! )

So here's the next chapter. Keep reviews coming ! It helps alot :)

' Eric... ' I said calmly. His tears hit me like a punch in the face, I had no idea why.

He pushed me away, whipping his tears. ' This is all your fault. ' he said, storming into the main room of Godric's suite.

' WHAT ? ' I couldn't believe it ! He turned round to face me, pointing at me like anyone who is accusing you would.

' If you hadn't been so stupid as to go and get yourself thrown onto that table then we'd have been able to figure something out ! But no, you stupid little girl had to go and fuck everything up ! ' He shouted at me, more tears streaming down his face.

' LITTLE GIRL ? ' I screamed. I laughed, then continued shouting at him. ' I'm older than you are so shut up. And I'm sorry but I care about him. If you hadn't noticed, that Stan guy was giving him hell. I don't know about you but I couldn't let that happen. ' I was fuming.

' Oh what so a 2000 year old vampire needs a feeble little fairy bitch to look after him does he ? '

' No ! But what he DOES need is someone to care for him, and that someone is most obviously not you ! ' I barely finished speaking and I was pressed against the wall. Eric's fangs were out and he had murder in his eyes.

' You will NEVER question my loyalty to Godric again. ' He said, warning me.

' I never did. Now I do beg your pardon, next time I cut myself, I'll try not to bleed. '

He didn't answer. He let me go and stormed out the room. Bastard. What in the world did Godric see in him ?

It took me a moment to calm myself down. I dried my tears and tried to focus. I needed to get Godric back. Eric had probably gone to get Sookie, Bill, Isabel and Stan, and I had to be there as well. Never mind the fact that I hated Eric's guts or that Stan would still want to eat me. I didn't care. I HAD to get Godric, no matter what. I looked in the mirror hanging on the wall, and cleaned up my makeup. I then headed downstairs to where, as I expected, everyone around the fire holding a meeting.

Stan still had his wonderful plan, but as Isabel pointed out, it was more of a movie than a plan. Eric was loosing his temper, telling them they were idiots and not worthy of Godric. I might have hated him, but he was right about that. For the next quarter of an hour or so Stan and Isabel were arguing, and Eric was getting more and more angry. Bill suddenly said they had a traitor in their nest and Sookie confirmed it by saying she was nearly kidnapped when they arrived at the airport.

' Look it y'all argue anymore I'm either gonna fall asleep or start screaming, so this is what we're gonna do. ' said Sookie. ' I'll infiltrate the Fellowship Of The Sun. '

Bill looked at her, frowning. ' Absolutely not ! ' But Eric told him to let her speak.

' Since Bill glamored the kidnapper no one knows who I am. I'll pretend I wanna join the church and check out all their thoughts. ' she explained. Everything always seemed so simple to her. I envied her for that.

Stan walked out saying it was a waste of time, saying he wanted no part of this. Isabel agreed with Sookie, and Eric said the decision was made.

' What, and I have no say in this ? ' I asked. They all turned round and looked at me, noticing me for the first time.

' We'll talk later. ' Eric said to me, hatred filling his eyes. Fine, I thought, I'll just sit here and shut up like the fangbanger you wish I was.

' A few words. ' Bill said to Eric. Wow, Bill was really overprotective of Sookie. They walked off together, leaving Isabel, Sookie and me to ourselves. Isabel asked Sookie about her relationship with Bill, and then spoke about her similar relationship with Hugo, her boyfriend. I felt left out. They asked me about how things were between Godric and me but there wasn't much to tell. I left them to themselves, though they did try to keep me with them. They were sweet, I liked them. Isabel seemed very... Human, for a vampire. Which is why I liked her.

I remembered I had no spare clothes, so I went to the hotel shop and bought enough to see me through a week, putting everything on Eric's tab. Hey, he said he'd buy me some more clothes before we left Bon Temps !

I then decided to go back to my suite. Well, Eric's suite as it were. I put the clothes away in one of the draws in Eric's room, and sat down on the couch I had slept on. I turned on the TV and flipped through the channels, but there was nothing on, so I turned it off. I went to get a glass of water from the bathroom, and when I came out, Eric was sitting on his bed waiting for me. I froze, and waited for him to speak. After a few seconds he patted the bed next to him, silently telling me to sit next to him.

' I realize you were only trying to protect Godric. ' he said slowly, carefully choosing his words. ' But he didn't need your help. '

' But - ' I tried to protest, but he silenced me with a gesture of the hand.

' I know that you... Care... About Godric. But you must understand, you cannot help this time. Sookie is going with Isabel's human. They will infiltrate the Fellowship Of The Sun at dawn and find out about Godric. ' He seemed helpless. He didn't like the situation anymore than I did. Having his blood in my system made me want to hug him, and tell him that we'll get through this. Hell, it even made me want to kiss him. But... EWW !

Eric obviously noticed my inner argument and smirked. ' Are you gonna yield to me yet ? '

Oh well, he was back to his usual self. I forced a smile, and got up to leave but Eric shot to the door an blocked my way, turning the key as he did so.

' You're not going anywhere. ' he said. I stared at him, confused out of my mind. I tried grabbing the key from his hand but he put it in his underwear, smirking. ' If you want it, come and get it. '

Oh god, this is going to be a long night.