Sorry for the lack of updates the last few days, I was really busy with school. I should be back to normal now though ! I hope you like this chapter, it's the first time I've written a sex scene so I hope it's okay.

' What's going on ? ' I asked him, as he looked into my eyes. ' Why are you kissing me ? '

' Because you like it. ' He said, being cocky.

I got up and folded my arms, trying to make out I was being serious. In actual fact I wanted to jump on him and take his trousers off. He got up, and put my arms around his waist, my resistance not being very strong-willed.

' I told you, I don't understand what you're doing to me. ' He said intensely, staring so hard into my eyes it felt like he was looking into my soul.

' But what am I doing to you ? ' I asked, confused. I always seemed to be confused when Eric was around.

' You... ' He looked away. ' You make me... feel things... I didn't think that was possible anymore. ' Wait a minute, he was embarrassed ! He would have blushed if he could. He turned his back to me, walking over to the shelves on the wall. ' I think... I care for you. '

Ok. Now that, I didn't expect ! I didn't know what to say to that. I mean... I cared for him for some unknown, insane reason. Hell, I think it might have been more than just caring ! I just stood there, unable to react, waiting for him to say something else. But he didn't.

He look at me, giving me one last chance, then walked out of the suite. I heard him get into the elevator and I was left standing there like an idiot. And I still wanted to get him naked. God, I really needed to think straight !

I realized how lonely I felt as soon as he left. And how that feeling just floated away when he was there. Was that why Godric had chosen him ? He said Eric would bring me something... Maybe this was what he meant.

I went to find him. I had to tell him that I cared for him also, and apologize for not answering him earlier. I was nearly running as I thought about holding him close again, feeling him warm up as our lips touched and... He wasn't there. I found Isabel by the fire, and she told me Eric had left and would be back at dawn. I was crushed.

So I went to the restaurant and ate, all on my own. Then I went back to my room, with tears in my eyes. I've fucked everything up , I thought as I left myself fall onto the couch. There were two hours left until sunrise. I wondered around the suite, bored. I sat on Eric's bed. Did his pillow smell like him ? I picked it up, and took in the scent. Yes, it did. He smelt heavenly. I let myself lie down, and realized how tired I was. I didn't want to leave Eric's bed, so once I had changed into my night gown, I got under the covers and... Fell asleep.

I woke up feeling hands around my waist, then a body pressed against mine. I rolled over and when I opened my eyes, I found Eric looking back at me.

' Now this, I didn't expect. ' he smiled. He didn't smirk, it was an actual, true, genuine happy smile ! I lifted my head up and gave him a peck on the lips, and he tightened his grip around my waist.

I was about to rest my head on his naked chest when he lifted my chin up with his hand.

' Fairy ' he said, ' you better keep your mouth shut around everyone, they are not to know about this. ' He then kissed me, so fiercely, so passionately, that my whole body came alive. His hand slipped down my waist, onto my thigh, as I put my leg over his. I noticed he was only wearing his underwear, which sent fire through me. He rolled me onto my back and came on top of me, and I wrapped my legs around him. He lifted my night dress up to my waist, still kissing me with increasing passion.

' I told you you'd yield to me. ' he said, between kisses.

' I'm not. ' I answered with an evil grin, as he looked at me questioningly. ' I'm tired. I'm letting you have a bit of fun, but we'll both be going to sleep soon. You'll get the bleeds. '

He laughed, and slipped one of his hands between my legs, rubbing me and making me moan.

' I don't think so ' he said, claiming my lips again. ' I won't be the only one doing the bleeding, if you get my drift. '

Oh, fuck it, I thought, it's too late to say no now, I want him too much. So I slipped my hand into his underwear, making him moan. He then sat up, ripping my night dress from me. He looked at me hungrily, and god, I wanted him as much as he wanted me. Everything else just disappeared, it was just me and him. I pulled his underwear off, and he layed me back down. He crawled up me, kissing my stomach, my chest, my neck, then my lips as he entered me. Hell, I hadn't felt anything like that since... Wait, I had never felt anything like it ! I had slept with other men before, but it had never, ever, felt that good. He was slow at first, making me moan at each thrust, then sped up, faster and faster until we both neared climax. He was nibbling my neck, asking permission to bite me. I managed to moan a yes, and as his fangs penetrated my skin, every muscle in my body exploded in pleasure, and I dug my nails into his back.

He slowed down, licking the last drops of blood from my neck. I took his head in my hands, and pulled his lips to mine. He wrapped his arms around my neck, giving me the most intimate hug I had ever had. He then rolled over onto his back, next to me. I took his hand, and he turned his head to look at me. I smiled, and he smiled back.

' You'll be my biggest secret, little fairy. ' He said, softly.

I kissed him, then rested my head on his chest. ' Goodnight. ' I whispered, as tiredness took over me. I didn't hear him as he whispered back to me, I fell asleep far too quickly.

I was in a burning fire, compleatly trapped by the flames. I turned round, and found Godric. As I took as step closer to him, he took a step back. I tried again, and every time, he stepped back. I ran to him, and he fell into the fire. I screamed and tried running in the fire to follow him, but he had disappeared, and someone stopped me from being claimed by the flames. I turned round, and came face to face with Eric. He had evil in his eyes, as he held the necklace I had given Godric hundreds of years before. He crushed it in his hands, and laughed as I fell to the floor in tears.

I woke up in a sweat. Tears were running down my face as I turned and saw Eric sound asleep. He looked so... Dead. Sweet, but dead. Creepy...

I went to the bathroom and washed my face, and I paused at my reflection in the mirror. I had huge purple bags under my eyes, clashing against the blood red color of my hair. My skin was even paler than normal and I looked a mess. A new wave of tears overtook me as I remembered where Godric was. And how I wasn't going anything to save him.

Instead of saving my best friend, my family, that I had known for a thousand years, I spend my time sleeping with some guy I'd met barely a week before, in an extremely bad situation. What the hell was I thinking ? I'd never forgive myself. Never

I got dressed, and ran out of the room. Out of the hotel, and just kept running towards the sun.