' Fuck ! ' I said, finishing the sentence I had started before the guy blew himself up. I rubbed my eyes to get the dust off them, but I couldn't get up. Groaning in displeasure, I looked down at myself, to see that I was actually lying on the remnants of a wooden table, and Godric was laying on top of me, the skin on his back all ripped off and bleeding. What a lovely sight, I thought. Just want I wanted to see...

I pushed him off me, suddenly needing to gag. I knew he'd be ok, he just needed a minute or two to heal. I barely stood up when I fell down again, as my head was spinning violently. I fell to the floor, into a puddle of dead vampire guts. That made me gag. I didn't understand why, I was used to seeing that sort of stuff. What the hell was wrong with me ? I tried to stand up, needing to go outside for some fresh air.

' SOOKIE ! ' I heard Bill, as he came in. I looked over to where she had answered from, and noticed Eric was with her, that he had taken the blow for her. Bastard. I crawled towards the door, getting bloodier and bloodier by the second. I slipped and fell flat on my face, and someone grabbed hold of my hands to pull me up to my feet.

' Sigrid, what's wrong ? ' Said Godric, pulling my arm around his shoulders so I didn't fall down again because of the dizziness.

' I... I think I might be... ' I bent over and was sick again. I would have fallen to my knees but Godric had me, even though he was shorter than I was. Isabel hurried over to us, asking him shitty questions, saying who was dead and... I don't know, she just worsened by head ache. I needed to be in the dark, needed somewhere quiet. I heard Sookie start shouting at Eric. People were on the floor moaning in pain, Sookie and Bill were shouting, Isabel and Godric were talking sooooo loudly... My head was full of noise.

' SHUT UP, ALL OF YOU JUST... SHUT UP ! ' I screamed, making everybody freeze and look at me like I was some lunatic. I probably looked like one too, my hair was dripping wet with blood, my clothes were stained in blood, I had just thrown up so I was really pale, and I didn't even have any shoes on.

' Eric, take her back to the hotel. ' said Godric.

' No ! I will not touch her, I will not do anything for that bitch. ' he snapped back.

' She is as important to me as you are. I am your maker, so you will take her. '

I heard Eric sigh really loudly, and suddenly everything went black.

When I opened my eyes, I was lying on Godric's bed. I was clean, and wearing one of my red night dresses. My hair was wet, but smelt of the nicest shampoo on earth. Eric was sitting on the bed by my side, and I noticed he was holding my hand. I could feel his worry through our bond, and I gripped his hand to let him know I was alright.

' Let go of my hand. ' he said sounding disgusted. He stood up and faced me. ' I washed you. ' He stated, as if I hadn't noticed.

' Thank you ' I smiled at him.

' Don't thank me. You were disgusting, I had to clean you. And I don't think my maker would appreciate his bed covered in blood and puke. ' he stated. I didn't answer, but sat up. I felt a lot better, but my head was still spinning.

' Eric, I - ' I wanted to apologize, I needed to talk to him about the death of his brother. But he wouldn't let me speak.

' Now that I see you are okay, I will leave. Godric will be back soon. He ordered you to stay. ' He spat, before wondering off.

I was fuming. How could I make things better if he didn't even let me speak ? I knew he cared for me, but he was too angry at me. And he held grudges, big time. He was worse than a little kid, and he sulked and sulked until he got what he wanted. But how could I give him what he wanted ? I couldn't make people come back to life !

I was bored, so I decided to go and watch some TV. I got out of bed, took the blanket with me, and sat on the couch in the living space. It was 3 am and I ended up watching some old zombie film. Hey, at least it past the time. I was falling asleep when I heard Godric come in, and sit down next to me.

' Is everything alright ? ' he asked me. I nodded.

' And with you ? ' I suddenly realized what a stupid question that was.

' Stan, Paolo, Katherine, and two human companions are dead. ' I hid a smile when he mentioned Stan was dead. I didn't like him. ' The nest is ruined, we will have to find another place to use. A few humans have gone to the hospital, but the rest are fine. ' He said, looking really sad.

' Hey... ' I took his hands in mine and moved closer to him. ' This isn't your fault. Don't blame yourself. You did everything you could. ' I said, trying to comfort him. He smiled at me, though I could tell he didn't agree with me.

' You need to sleep my dear. Come, the sun shall soon rise, we shall sleep together. ' He picked me up bridal style and took me to his bed. ' I hope Eric was kind to you. ' He pulled the covers over me, tucking me in like a mother would her child.

I snorted. ' He bathed me and changed my clothes, that's about it. He was still mean when I woke up. ' I noticed Godric roll his eyes as he took his shirt and trousers off, leaving just his underwear on, before climbing into the bed at my right.

He layed flat on his bad, staring up at the ceiling. I moved over and cuddled up to him, and he put his arm around me.

' Sleep well my sweet. ' he said, gently kissing my forehead.

' Love you. ' I yawned, and quickly fell into a deep sleep.

I rubbed my eyes as I woke up. I turned over to see Godric, but he wasn't there. Instead I found a note.

Sigrid,

Nan Flanagan, the vampire woman you see on TV all the time, has requested a meeting with me and a few others about last night. I'll be back soon, take care. G

I sighed, fed up of being on my own all the time, of suddenly living at night. I got out of bed and went to the bathroom to have a shower, but I had to gag again before doing so. If this kept up, I was going to go see a doctor, this wasn't normal. I hated it as well, it made me feel so awful.

I knew I was clean, as Eric washed me just before I went to bed, but I didn't care, I needed to feel the warmth of the water. I spent about half an hour just standing there, letting the hot water soak into my skin, and then put on a pair of torn jeans, a fitted black t-shirt and my pair of black . I was blow drying my hair when Godric came it, looking really gloomy.

' Sigrid, come here please. ' he said, walking back to the couch. I followed him, wondering what he wanted. ' Here. ' he said, putting something into my hand. I looked down, and saw a metal chained necklace, with a bear's tooth turned into a pendant on it. I instantly recognized it - I had made it myself, and given it to him centuries ago.

My heart sank as I understood why he was giving it back to me, and tears welled in my eyes as I looked at him in disbelief.

' Godric... You... Can't. Please. ' I pleaded.

' Yes, I can. Look into my heart, you know this is what I want. ' He started walking away.

' GODRIC YOU WILL NOT COMMIT FUCKING SUICIDE ! ' I yelled at him. ' I won't let you... '

He smiled sadly. ' Even if you could, why would you be so cruel ? '

' But... Godric I... I love you... You're all I have, I need you... ' I couldn't speak. Couldn't think. I stood there holding his necklace, shaking my head franticly. ' No. No no no no no no NO ! ' I stomped my foot, like a little girl. I knew I was being ridiculous but I couldn't help it.

He took me into his arms and I sobbed. He couldn't do that to me. He just couldn't. If he couldn't live, how could I ? I loved him, he was my family, my home.

' Sigrid ' he whispered. ' Do you have another human in here ? '

I stopped crying, and looked at him funny. ' No. Why ? '

' I hear a second heart beat. ' he said. My eyes widened, and I looked around, trying to figure out where the other person might be.

' Maybe they're in the closet. ' I said, pulling Godric after me.

' No. ' he said, making me turn and face him. ' It's coming from you. '

I just blinked.

' Here. ' he said, putting his hand on my stomach.

Still, all I could do was blink.

' Sigrid, you're pregnant. ' He said, trying to make me understand.

But I only blinked.

Godric sighed, though he smiled finding my reaction rather funny. But I didn't. ' You're going to be a mother. ' He said.

' I... You're... But... I... It... Why... WHAT ? ' I said, completely out of my mind. ' Godric, you're seriously loosing it, I'm not pregnant ! ' I laughed.

But Godric didn't. ' Oh come on, the only person I've slept with in the last 10 years is... ' I paused, unable to say it.

' Eric. ' he said for me. ' I know. But you are pregnant, I can hear it's heart beating. '

' I... ' I covered my eyes with my hands, trying to think. ' I'll deal with that later. You're about to try and kill yourself, that's more important to me. ' I said.

He smiled again. ' I'm not doing anything of the sort while you're in that state. You're going to need me, and I promised I'd be here for you in times of need, no matter what. '

I grinned, and jumped into his arms like a little girl.

' I love you. ' I said, kissing him on the cheek.

I was never, EVER going to kill off Godric. I love him too much ! Hope you like it, please review ! It really helps me write :) Thanks to everyone who has faved and reviewed !