A\N Thank you so much to everybody who has stuck with this story so fair it really means a lot to me. As you might have guessed from previous chapters this story is going to be very dark and sad. I actully think this is the darkest chapter I've ever written. That being said I will not be offended if you choose not to read it, however if you do I would kindly as that you review and tell me what you thought of it as I want to make this stoty beliveable and in character.

Disclaimber: I do not own Flashpoint, CTV or CBS

Warnings: This chapter may be offense to some as it deals with some adult topics (i.e miscarriges and death) please tell me if you think I should change the story rating to M.

Spoilers: None for the show but please read above to give you a warning as to what this chapter deals with as I do not want anybody to be offended or hurt by this chapter.

Worst Nightmare times ten

"That was not how I wanted to be sending my Christmas Eve;" Jules collapsed on her bed and began to take off her black high-heels. "No Mother should have to bury her child; it defies the laws of nature."

"Yeah I know Jules;" Sam agreed as he finished taking off his tie and sat down beside her. "I know;" He repeated as he rubbed her back.

"Right;" Jules placed her head on his shoulder. "That must have been hard for you;"

Sam cleared his throat "No I-uh I managed;" He told her as he noticed her rubbing her abdomen again. "Jules you've been doing that all morning;" He observed, "Maybe we should get Martin to take a look at it."

"No Sam its fine;" Jules told him. "He won't be able to do anything anyways."

"He's a pediatrician Jules he might know what's wrong." Sam said a look of deep concern on his face.

"No Sam he won't not with any medical equipment!" Jules stood up running her fingers through her hair.

"Okay Jules;" Sam quickly moved to calm her down, "You need to relax, take a nap you haven't been sleeping."

"No you're right Sam!" Jules exploded. "My nephew just died and my best friend is severely mourning, my father is distraught, my ten year old niece is taking her anger out on everyone else and you Sam- I have to worry about you because you lost your sister when you were a child; so I'm sorry sleep is the last thing on my mind right now!"

"Jules you don't have to worry about me." Sam told her as he pulled her into a gentle hug.

"Yes I do Sam! I love you and-and-I-"

"Jules!" Sam's arms were quickly around her as she fell to the floor both hands tightly wrapped around her abdomen.

"Call-" Jules didn't finish her sentence before she blacked out.

Jules eyes blinked rapidly as she adjusted to the shining light reflecting into her eyes. Rubbing her bandaged head she saw Sam's head resting on the side of the bed both hands in hers and dried tears on his cheeks. "Sam;" Jules groggily stroked her husband's blonde hair as he jolted upright.

"Jules!" He exclaimed. "Jules-Jules-Jules;" He repeated as he reached and kissed her forehead. "I love you so much, so, so much."

"I love you to Sam;" Jules said slightly confused as to why he was so happy to see her. "What-what happened?" She asked.

"You hit your head; you don't remember?" He asked her as she shook her head.

"What about the baby is the-" Jules began to ask as she noticed the changed expression on Sam's face. "No-Please tell me-" She begged but Sam sadly shook his head and watched in horror as she broke down into tears her breathing rough.

"I'm so sorry Jules;" Sam. said. "I wish this wasn't happening." He confessed as he sat on the bed beside her and pulled her into him, rubbing her back. "I am so sorry;"

"Why?" Jules asked tears staining her face. "Why does this keep happening? Why is it all bad?"

"I don't know sweetie, I don't know." Sam confessed. "I wish I knew."

"Things seemed to be getting better and then Andy died and-"

"I know sweetie, I know." Sam comforted her.

"I should have told Martin last night when-maybe this wouldn't have happened."

"This isn't your fault Jules, you didn't do anything wrong."

"Yes I did!" She cried I lost our baby! I did that, not you, this is my fault, I should have listened to you."

"No Jules this isn't your fault it just happened, it isn't your fault." He told her but she was getting worse by the second.

"No it is-" She choked on her years and then her eyes closed and the machine beside her went crazy and nurses and doctors rushed into the room pushing Sam out.

Sam was pacing around the waiting room rubbing his hands together violently it had been over an hour since Jules had passed out and nobody had told him anything. Finally he saw Martin and he looked up but his brother in-law's expression quickly threw out any hope he had of good news.

"I told you not to tell her!" Martin roughly pushed him against a wall.

"She had a right to know!" Sam defended himself.

Martin shook his head "She was unstable on medication and had just woken up after fifteen hours! How stupid do you have to be to tell her something like that?" Martin asked her furiously as he wrapped one hand over Sam's throat.

"She's my wife!" Sam pushed Martin away. "I had a right to tell her!

"She's my baby sister, I think I know what's best for her; you've almost killed her twice already!"

"I-almost-what-?

"Yay, that's right she's in a coma her body, went into shock they had to sedate her. She's sleeping and hopefully she won't remember any of this."

"A coma? She'll wake up right?"

"Oh you better hope so;" Martin threatened, "And when she does I'm telling her what you did and the she'll do the best thing she's ever done, divorce you." Martin spat in Sam's face as he turned on his heel and stormed out of the waiting room.

Sam stood there shaking with anger and it took every bone in his body not to run after him. He wanted to but he knew that beating Martin, up wouldn't do anybody any good, accept maybe make him feel a little better. Instead he decided to take a walk and hope that he didn't run into anybody that wanted to hurt him on the way.

TBC

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