Author Notes

I must admit, I now know the big deal of reviewing… for awhile I was just an avid reader on Fanfiction, hardly ever reviewing even if I thought the story was spectacular myself. Two people recently took time out of their live to review my story and even though it was just as few simple words of encouragement it brightened my day. The same thing happened when people added my story to their favourites; I actually went through their profile too actually see if my story was there lol. Thanks to you that have reviewed and added my story to your favourites.

Bold – Spells

Italics-Thoughts

I don't own Harry Potter if I did, then Harry wouldn't have lost his parents, Sirius would have been imprisoned, Remus and Sirius would be happy and in love, but sadly the honour goes to J.K Rowling. This story will contain both Remus/Sirius and Harry/Draco slash, so if you don't like it then I suggest you hit the back button now.

With James

"Ohh fuck" James moaned as light streamed through the window hitting him straight in the eye. Turning slightly to left and wincing at the pain the action brought on, James once again opened his eyes trying to gain his bearings. He was in a bed; without lily. He had a headache the size of Hogwarts, and he had no fucking idea where he was…

Naturally he did the one logical thing any man would do in his situation; jumping in panic fearfully looking around in a blind panic flailing wildly. This was a bad idea as his body finally decided to remind him that it was in pain and he slumped down on to the bed groaning in pure agony.

Incidentally it alerted the healers that something was wrong and they came rushing in to see what the commotion was about. They rushed at him like a bat at of hell disapproving glares were sent his way as they noticed attempting to get out of bed and jarring his wounds.

Well that's the last I ever decided to go out drinking with Sirius… I mean what the fuck was I thinking… dam my head hurts.

James frantically thought to himself not noticing that the healers were trying to gain his attention until they literally snapped their fingers in front of his face. "Mr. Potter, Mr. Potter calm down.

If you listen carefully and do as we say then we will lift the restraints, off you. They are only here to assure that will not injure yourself further than you already have. You have been through a major trauma and need to calm down." Trauma James thought, then every thing came rushing back he hadn't been out drinking with Sirius that night, there was the betrayal, Voldemort found his house! Peter had betrayed them all, sold out all his friends even since school; he had even been a spy a year before hand.

His oh Merlin, Harry… he had left Harry in that house with those people his son…. His son could be dead right this instance. Tears started to well in his eyes, he once again began to struggle against the bond the healers had put on him.

"Stupefy" the healers called, noticing that James was frantically trying to release himself from his bonds. James's head hit the pillow instantly, sweet unconscious relishing in the sweet nothingness of his thoughts.

With Lily

"He woke up! Why didn't you tell me this earlier?" Lily screeched at the healer, shortly after rushing to the hospital Harry in finding out only moments before that her husband had woken up for a short period of time only to be forcefully knocked out in fear of worsening his wounds.

Needless to say, she was worried sick, she had hardly gotten any sleep the whole two weeks her husband was in coma battling for his life, her son and best friends had been restless and cranky during that time, and frankly the idea of hexing the healers face was becoming more and more appealing.

As if reading her thought Remus who accompanied her with Sirius back to the hospital,

grabbed the wand slack in her hand and pocketed. Men… Just because I work here, and would be in major trouble for hexing and injuring another healer.

They have to be all logical and take away the temptation I mean what the hell, it's not like it would have hurt… much. Men are such idiots. Lily thought to herself glaring furiously over and Remus who met her look with a patient look in his eyes and a sheepish smile on his face.

Healer Marlow… Mr. Potter has woken up again.. .he's seems more aware of his surrounding and is quite upset." A young apprentice healer called out rushing towards the group of people.

A Lily shared a quick glance was shared between the Sirius and Remus, and bolted towards James's room little Harry hugged snug against her chest while Remus, and Sirius followed at a slower pace to give the young family some alone time.

Lily paused at the door before slowly turning the handle, the door opened slowly showing James, stretched out on the hospital bed. Such a pain and sadness dominated his handsome features. "DA!" Little Harry called out; James whipped his head toward the noise and saw his beautiful wife and their safe, unharmed, son. A soft smile formed on his face as tears of joy leaked down his face.

Lily walked slowly towards the bed, before rushing the last few steps and throwing herself into her husbands waiting arms. "James Potter, I swear to Merlin if you ever, and I mean ever scare me that badly again…

You could have died James… Then where would we have been I don't want to raise Harry without his father. Why didn't you call once you realized something was wrong… You sh-ould ha-ve called Ja-mes…

We would have bee-n th-ere s-oo-ner. Lily sobbed James arms tightened there hold around her waist. Little Harry on the bed starring at his sobbing parents in wonder; he took one good look at his cry parents and decided to follow suit. Startled James and Lily quickly embraced their sobbing son, whispering soft comforting words, into his ear.

"James… Sirius and Remus are here to they want to talk, to you about everything. I'll take Harry to go get something to eat while you talk to them." Lily said, gently pulling Harry out the bed and holding him snugly against her chest.

James nodded at her; she gave him another kiss before leaving the room, and inviting Sirius and Remus to enter. Silence filled the room, as the three friends regarded each other. "Hey" Sirius said quietly, the atmosphere still tense, and uncomfortable.

Sirius/Remus

"It wasn't your fault" James muttered just as quietly as Sirius had; "LIKE FUCKING HELL IT ISN'T" Sirius roared, anger clouding his features…. "We trusted the Bastard! Treated him like a fucking brother, and he betrayed us… He fucking BETRAYED US!" Sirius yelled punching the wall to vent his frustration leaving behind a dent.

Remus said nothing, but the same cold fury was reflected on his face, he was clearly feeling the same way Sirius was. "We weren't there for you James" he muttered, bangs covering his eyes "we weren't there and it almost cost you your life, it could have cost your son his life.

How can you say it wasn't our fault? If we had been there sooner, if we hadn't left until we were sure you and Harry were safe then this could have been avoided." Tears leaking falling down his face, his bangs still covering his eyes, blocking the expression. "Listen to me and listen well" James rasped, his voice weak yet full of authority as he regarded his friends, determination reflected in his eyes, his features stern.

"You didn't know this was going to happen. No body did, if it's anybody fault then it Peter's he was the one that betrayed us. I know that you didn't show up sooner because of spite over what I said to you. If you had known that it was going to happen before hand then you would have been there in no time. BUT you didn't it wasn't your FAULT. Peter was our brother for seven years, we had so much history together, he wasn't as talented, brave, or good looking as us."

The last comment bringing chuckles from both Remus and Sirius. They however didn't interrupt as James clearly hadn't said everything on his mind. "He was our roommate, he was your friend, and he was our brother. We never would have assumed that he was the one that betrayed us.

Moony, I was so wrong to blame you. I was wrong to accuse you, I should have known better." Remus look at James and just as he was about to comment he was cut off "yes I know you said that everything was forgiven, but I think you were to soft, I don't think I deserve your forgiveness.

And Sirius you were right to deck me to defend Remus instead of just agreeing with because we're friends. Your right hook is a killer though… remind me not to piss you off to badly in the future." By the time James had finished all three men had tears glistening in there eyes, stubbornly trying to stop them from falling.

Both Sirius and Remus approached the bed and gave James a strong manly hug. They stayed that for a few minutes, before realising the man and sitting on his bed. "James as much of a git you were, we know that you would have never said those thing to us if u were in the right frame of mind."

Sirius said a gentle smile on his face, "Yes we knew you didn't mean it. We you love man, were friends" James pondered them closely "No, no moony we're not friend." Much to the shock Remus and Sirius "we're family. Don't you ever forget it." A watery chuckle escaping Remus lips he nodded along side Sirius.

Exhaustion settling in James eyes, they couple decided to call it a night, said their farewells, and beckoned Lily and Harry back into the room, were soon enough the family feel asleep in each others embrace. Sirius enlarged the bed to make it more comfortable for everyone. The couple stepped into the fireplace at the hospital and returned to there flat. "You know he was right"

Remus said looking at Sirius "you did defend me instead of siding with him." "Moony! Of course I did what kind of lover would I be if I just let anyone…." The rest as Sirius argument was drowned out as Remus grabbed his head and brought his into a bruising kiss.

"It wasn't an insult Siri… in fact why not let me show you how truly grateful I am." They couple stumbled towards their bedroom, blindly reaching out for anything to guide them on their way, not breaking the kiss for anything.

Finally reaching the bed, Remus pushed his lover on it slowly taking off Sirius clothing. Latching onto a nipple, sucking gently as it was exposed relishing in the moans he was drawing from his lover's throat.

Releasing the nub only when it had fully hardened under his teasing, before moving on the next one and giving it similar treatment; Sirius lying under his withering and whimpering with pleasure

"Moony no teasing he chocked out" Remus only responded by giving his lover an innocent look mischief shining in his amber eyes. "You mean like this?" as he dipped his head and gave the head of Sirius cock a playful lick. Sirius jerking upward at the sensation.

"Moony for the love of MERLIN" Sirius all but screamed as Remus took him into his mouth, his head bobbing up and down. Tongues running up the vein of the underside of his cock as his hands fondle Sirius balls. A tight sensation began to fill Sirius stomach, "Aha ah Moony if you don't stop I'm going to cuM!"

he moaned as Remus hollowed his cheeks and sucked harder. His release spilling down Remus, who let his cock slip out of his mouth, where Sirius lay panting a satisfied smirk crossing Remus's face; "what do you want now love he asked huskily" Sirius looked right into his eyes and replied.

"Take me. Fuck me. Make me scream." That was all Remus needed, with a growl he pushed Sirius lax legs by the knees and pushed them up to his chest. "Accio lube" Remus snapped out as the lube came flying from the inside of the dresser and into his awaiting hand. "Yes" Sirius hissed twisting and writhing on the bed. Quickly he slickened up two fingers;

Remus pushed them quickly into Sirius puckered entrance who bucked at the intrusion. A third finger entering shortly after and all three worked to stretch Sirius for what was to come, "Fuck! Please Remus.. Take me" Sirius moaned out. "As you wish love" Remus replied ripping open his own pants the buttons flying some where unknown.

He was able to push them down just far enough to thrust forward and sink into the tight heat. He paused briefly to allow Sirius to adjust to the intrusion, before pulling out and slamming right back in. "Remus" Sirius called out as the powerful thrust hit his prostate directly.

"Fuck Rem, faster" having found the right angle, Remus wasted no time pounding to Sirius who cried out to each and every thrust, realizing that his release was coming Remus removed one had from the bruising position they held on Sirius hip to stroke his cock with his thrust.

"Remus" Sirius, cried out his cum hitting both their stomach, "Sirius" Remus groaned out in turn as the walls clamped down onto his cock, spilling his seed deep within his lover. Remus collapsed top of his lover panting, after a few moments they're breathing returned to normal. Remus rolled over and spooned Sirius into his side.

"I love you so fucking much Rem, don't you dare forget that and I will defend you from anyone that wants to accuse you of such nonsense." Sirius declared lovingly, "I know, I know, and I love you too." Remus replied, drawing Sirius up for a gentle kiss before allowing the exhaustion to claim them.

Author Notes

Once again sorry for the late update, hopefully you liked the story. Review to let me know and that was the first time ever written male/male sex actually that the first time I've ever written a sex scene so be kind. :P Oh and for those of you who were surprised… Read the warnings and the rating. Confused121