Fear
Everyone says she is beautiful, and is I can't deny.
She, the Imperial Flower and my very wife
I feel threatened by other men…
Her beauty attracts them so I am afraid she will one day leave
I will not be able to bear that!
I will crush, destroy, and demolish the one who had would cause this
Her enchanting looks and personality are two things that are too great for me to let go…
She is also plays the flute beautifully and dances with much grace.
She says she will never leave when I ask her this, but I still feel unsafe…
I feel insecure I think my lord my just leave one day…
And that I will not be able to stop him…
He is handsome in many ways
And I would do anything for him
I am cold and distant to all but I feel warm around him and my heart fills up too
My feelings are great for him and I don't want him to go…
I doubt my elegant dance will seduce him…
I doubt my beautiful song will enchant him…
I doubt I will be able to stop him from leaving…
The day I found her fighting alongside her husband I was mesmerized…
The great beauty she showed in battle and in herself was astounding
The way she blocked her enemy's attacks with her trusty black flute
The way she seemed to dance while dodging swords
I knew I had to make her mine at once…
I charged at her weak husband, who was member of the Yuan family, and took him down by the third hit…
She watched me slay her husband then charged at me
I blocked her elegant attacks while trying to keep her unharmed
In the middle of the battle she turned and began to attack her own men
Some followed her and changed sides but those who didn't she destroyed
Right then I knew I had won her heart
On the evening I met him he was defeating my father-in-law's soldiers and I rode by my Yuan husband…
I watched in awe as he battled, muscles flexing and sweat dripping from his great face
Not long after I was knocked down from my horse by god knows which soldier and I began to battle
As I protecting myself from harm I watched him
I'm sure he watched me too
He rode to my so called husband and destroyed him
I pretended to be enraged
Then, I began to fight my own men
I turned to look at him and smirked…
He knew I had fallen for him…
I am attached to her
We help each other go through tough times…
She is a great motivation and helps me stand when I fall
She is like the moon; she glows beautifully and guides me through the most dangerous journey
I cannot let her go because…
I cannot leave him
We work together in perfect harmony
He helps me when I need him the most
He is like the sun; he rises and helps me find my way through the most difficult maze
I don't want him to go because…
…I love her….
… I love him…