A short one, but heres an update

PAULS POV

"Hannah?"

I sat up, stretching. It had been such a long time since I had slept on the floor, and even though I was laying on layers of blankets and sheets, my back and ass hurt.

I yawned loudly before getting up and putting on my boxers. I scratched my head and began looking for her in Jakes house.

"Hannah?" I called out again.

-Nothing-

I went to the livng room where I found Embry, Brady, and John asleep. Brady was actually sucking on him thumb, now I had something to give him hell for.

I went past them, not even caring if they woke up. Knwoing them though, I could very well scream fire, and they would say "five more minutes."

Stepping outside, I found Bella and Jacob resting against the side of the house. She was awake, playing with Jacobs hair, her skin was sparkling in the suns light. Jacob was clearly knocked out, resting his head on her lap.

I narrowed my eyes a bit as her skin was too much light to take at the moment.

"Hello Paul." she said almost in a whisper, her face seemed a little pained.

I didn't know if she didn't want to wake Jacob up.

"Hi Isabella. Are you okay?" I askedwalking over to them, and sitting in the rocking chair Embry liked. Her smell just irritating me more, then her skin.

"Although I may feel soothing for him, his skin is too hot on mine." she said.

"Oh here." I said quickly getting up, and handing her the pillow on the seat of the rocking chair.

She smiled as she was careful not to wake up Jacob, as she placed the pillow under his head.

"I don't know why I didn't think of that sooner.

I simply smiled at her, and looked around, trying to see is Hannah may be around.

"She left earlier." Bella said not looking at me.

"Hannah?"

She nodded. She looked down at Jake as she caressed his face.

I was confused, what the hell was going on here?

"Are you two..." I asked.

She finally looked up at me and smirked.

HANNAHS POV

"Do you love me?" Seth asked.

"Yes Seth, I do my little wolf. But this really isn't a dream." I said.

He kissed my neck, his finger still at its pace. "The real Hannah doesn't love me."

"I am the real Hannah." I moaned out.

He sliped his finger out of me, making me regret telling him anything.

I thought he was going to pull away. But instead he pulled his shirt off, and practically ripped the over sized white shirt I had on, at the front.

I gasped at how easily he was able to rip at the material, without any strain.

"Your perfect." he said looking at me. I was still wearing my panties.

He started tugging down at my panties, but I stopped him.

"Seth I don't want you to regret anything." I said.

But he shook my hand off his and ripped them along like my shirt, he discarded them to the floor.

"Perfect." he said eyeing me completely.

I wanted to do this with Seth, but not if he thought he was dreaming, I wanted him to know this was all too real.

So I did the only thing I thought would snap him out of it. I slapped him as hard as I could. The strong impact, caught him off guard, causing him to fall off the bed. When he sat up he was staring at me with such big brown eyes.

"Hannah. My god. I'm sorry!" he said getting up to his feet. He reached over to me and pulled the shirt he had ripped apart together, trying to cover me up.

"Seth." I said looking up at him.

"I don't know what came over me. I thought I was dreaming. Please don't hate me. I would never pressure you into this." he said rather quickly.

"Seth." I tried again.

"Oh god I'm so sorry." he said with a broken voice. He was running his hand over his short hair.

"Seth." I said reaching up to him, and grabbing his face.

He stopped messing with his hair and looked straight into my eyes. His eyes were clearly watery and red at the edges.

"Its okay Seth. I didn't hit you because I didn't want this." I laced my fingers into his. "I hit you because I want you to know this is real."

I unlaced my fingers with his, and moved his hand to my chest. As his hand neared my chest, the shirt he had ripped at the front, spread to the side.

As I pulled away so he could massage my breast, he pulled his hand away and shook his head.

"I'm sorry Hannah." he said, his voice was breaking hard now.

I put his hand back on to my breast, and held my finger to his lips, hushing him.

"You deserve this Seth, you deserve this and much more. I can never thank you enough for everything you did for us. I want you to have me." I said.

"I want you Hannah. But you don't love me." he said.

"Just like you can't help the way you feel for me, I can't help how I feel for him." I knew I didn't have to say Pauls name. "But I do love you."

He grabbed my hand and brought it to his face.

"But don't you feel the deeper connection to me Hannah? Don't you feel the same pull I feel for you?" he asked.

I stood quiet, thinking about it. And the honest answer was, I wasn't sure. When I was with him, Paul didn't matter, just like Seth didn't matter when I was with Paul.

He sighed. "Maybe because your a hybrid. The pull isn't the same as it would be if you were only human..."

I shrugged.

"Can you answer me this?" he asked.

"What."

"If Paul wasn't around, would you have let me love you?" he asked.

"If Paul wasn't around, you would have never even been able to ask me that." I said.

He nodded and looked away. "I just want you to be happy Hannah Cullen. But I don't want you to shut me out of your life."

"I would never shut you out of my life Seth. Never." I said grabbing his face with both hands.

"I love you." he said pleading.

I tipped toed and kissed him. "Then show it to me."

He shook his head. "No Hannah, I can't do that."

"Yes you can, you were going to, you already touched me Seth. And after I felt your touch, I refuse to go without it." I said rather boldly. "Don't you want to touch me again?"

I slowly took the shirt of and let it fall down to my rooms carpet, next to the ripped panties. Leaving me now fully naked.

He swallowed. "Of course I do." he whispered.

I walked over to him and unbuttoned his jeans, pulling the zipper down slowly I kept my gaze on his eyes.

"Then do it." I said, I pushed his jeans down his waist. I heard them heavily fall to his ankles, leaving him only in his boxers.

He swallowed again, before he embraced me. I tilted my head back, as I let him kiss my neck.

I heard him growl when he saw the hickies Paul had made on me. But none the less he continued to kiss me.

I didn't even have to ask if he wanted this, I could already feel him hard against me.

I felt his arms wrap around my lower back, as he picked me up and rested me carefully on my bed. Never breaking away from the kiss he was sweetly giving me.

I could feel him squirming as he tried pulling his boxers off without breaking the kiss. But he was defeated as he ripped away from me, to remove them.

Looking down at him, I was surprised to see that he was actually a little bigger then what Paul was. It could have been because he was older. I really didn't know, nor did I care. All I knew, was I wanted to make my little wolf happy for once at least. I had only caused him pain.

I spread my arms, telling him to come to me. As he mounted on top of me, I smiled encouraging him.

He swallowed once more. "Maybe this isn't a good idea. What will your father say. He'll kill me."

I smiled at him. "You can't deny me something I want from you Seth. I'm pleading here with you, I want you."

He hesitated for a moment, before he kissed me again, as he positioned himself.

I could feel him shaking, and I wondered if maybe he was a virgin. If maybe he never had a chance to ever be with a girl, before he became trapped.

"Seth." I whispered out his name.

He sighed in response.

"Is this your first time?" I asked him.

He nodded, smiling sheepishly.

I smiled at him, before I went in to bite his bottom lip lightly. I pushed myself eagerly into him, telling him I was ready.

I felt him enter me, but he wasn't pushing himself deep into me. I lost my patience quickly as I grind myself deeper into him.

He broke from the kiss and moaned loudly as he closed his eyes. I smiled at myself, and waited until he was ready to keep pushing in.

When he finally opened his eyes his voice became husky. "You feel incredible."

Without another word, he pushed deeper into me. Making me gasp at how much of a difference the small length and width did, from him to Paul.

He felt much bigger in me, but it felt incredible all the same.

"I want you to remember this moment for the rest of your life Seth."

Sex with Seth, was by far more different then that with Paul.

Seth wasn't "fucking me" he was "making love to me."

And although he had started off slow, and had increased his speed on me, he was far more passionate and sincere.

Even as he sucked and played with my nipples, it never felt aggressive.

I had far more pleasure from Paul who was much more aggressive and possessive. But when I did manage to reach my first climax with Seth, something happened.

Something in me clicked, something made me realize how much I truly did love Seth. I felt a deep connection with him, and nothing else mattered at that moment, not even Paul.

All I knew, was that I wanted to stay with Seth like this, for as long as we could.

Since we had finished, he had wrapped his arm around me, hugging me tightly. I could feel his hot chest, burning my back.

I looked down at my stained white sock on the floor, Seth had used when he reached his.

"Did you like it?" I asked him, as I pulled my bed sheets closer to my body.

"I loved it as much as I love you." he said into my ear.

I smiled and kissed the back of his hand.

"Hannah?" Seth asked.

"Mmm?" I asked.

We both jumped when we heard knocking at my door.

"Shit." I said scrambling out the bed.

I had forgotten where I actually had been, and my original plans of being here in the first place.

Seth got up quickly and matched my speed in trying to change. "Its Edward."

I could feel my body becoming hot in embarrassment. "Oh my god!" I mouthed to him.

I ran into my bathroom and closed the door quietly.

I heard Seth clear his throat before opening the door.

"Seth." I heard my fathers voice, in my room.

"Good morning Edward." I heard Seth say uncomfortably.

I didn't have to see my fathers face, but I could tell he had that smart ass smirk on his face right about now.

"Hannah?" he called towards the bathroom.

I took one look at my self in the bathrooms mirror, and noticed my hair was way to messy to deny we had just done anything.

Slowly I walked out into my room, sucking on my lower lip. I could feel my self raging in a blush.

"Hannah look at me." my father said. He did not sound angry.

Slowly I looked up at him. He stared at me a for a moment before he said. "Nice to have you back."

Seth took my hand into his, I looked at Seth and my father.

"Edward... I can explain..." Seth began.

My father held his hand up stopping him. "I will pretend I do not know what events took place in this room. And can you please not think about it Seth. But I feel theres something else?"

I looked at him even more embarrassed, knowing he knew Seth and I had just had sex.

"I.. I.. wanted to ask Hannah something, and I am glad you are here, because I think you should hear this." Seth said.

"I already know what it is." Edward said smirking, as he tapped the side of his head.

"Of course." Seth nodded knowingly. He turned to me.

"Whats going on?" I asked frowning.

"This all seems so rushed now, and wrong timing, but there's something I need to ask you Hannah."

Seth kissed my hand, and got down to his knee, with his height, we were now at eye level.

"Hannah Cullen. Will you marry me?" He held out a ring that was shaped into a wolf. It wasn't exactly what I imagined to be my engagement ring, but none the less, it was perfect. It was beautiful, and it was from my little wolf.

I turned slowly to look at my father. I couldn't even fake or contain the huge smile on my face right now.

"Its beautiful." I said.

"I made it myself." he said smiling. "With all the time on my hand, I had to find something to do. This was never the sort of ring I planned to give you for this, but will you please do me the honor?"

I could feel tears wanting to come. And without thinking much about it. Without even thinking about what I felt about Paul, but just what I felt in connection with Seth right now. I nodded.

"Really?" he asked smiling.

"Yes.. Yes Seth. YES." I said happily. He stood up and I jumped into his arms.

When he finally put me down, I turned to find my mother and... Jacob? Now in my room.

"Hannah." My mom said with her hand to her mouth. She was smiling, and I could see the expression on her face, that if she could she would be in matching tears right now.

She walked to me, and hugged me. Over her shoulder, I saw Jacob exchange glances from me to my Seth, before he walked out my room.

Shit... Paul. I thought to myself.