Once I and Jane got back from the park we went our separate ways because we had to change, we were drenched from the rain outside. Once I got to my room I decided to take another shower because I was on the dirty ground when it was all muddy and gross. So I got in the shower for the second time today and got all cleaned up. By the time I got done in the shower it was dark out side so I got dressed in my skelanimal pajama shorts, and when I say shorts I mean shorts they looked like the kind of shorts that a preppie slut would wear in the summer they practically screamed of course they were perfect for a time like this. They were red and black my favorite colors. When I looked in my bag for the matching shirt it was no where in sight. I must have left it at the home god me. So I put on a red tank top that showed all the right places it was low enough but not to low to give my cleavage just the right amount of tease to it, it was also tight around my belly so it showed just the right amount of curves. When I was done getting dressed looked in the mirror I looked kind of sluty but not to bad. Of course I would never let Anna see me in this I don't want her to end up like me that is why when I am around her I set a great example.
Then the thought occurred to me, Anna I can't ever leave this castle now that I know there secret. What if I never see her again I would be devastated. I decided then what ever it takes I would see her one last time before I got changed in to a vamp. And I still don't know when that will be. Even though Jane answered most of my questions I still had a lot more.
I needed to stop thinking so glum. It is probably cause I am starved they still have not feed me. And I am certainly not going to wait around for them to come get me so I can eat. I am sure I can find the kitchen all on my own. So I put on my black and white zebra slippers and was out the door. After about a half an hour of searching I decided to find someone to just help me cause there is now way in hell I will ever find it in this huge ass castle. Oh but wait how am I going to find someone when I don't even know were I am. God. I will just keep walking and hope to god I don't fall though a trap door. I laughed out loud at the thought of me falling through a trapped door and like it leading to a kitchen. That would be great. Right when I was turning the corner I saw a man he must have been part of the security I cleared my throat so he would look my way. But when he did I knew it was not a good sign his eyes were coal black and If I remember correct it means this vamp was hungry. He sniffed the air and started walking towards me. Out of instinct I walked backwards.
"Um it is ok I don't need your help anymore" I nearly whispered
"oh no it would be my honor to help the human" he gave me a grin that told me he wanted to do more than help me. At this I screamed at the top of my lunges after about a second his hands were on my mouth and neck, in an instant his lips were coming closer I closed my eyes for the inevitable I was going to die or be a vampire. But I suddenly heard a very loud smash I opened my eyes to see that my neck and mouth were handless and then I looked over to the smash standing there was my hero Alec holding the ten times bigger man by the trout at least a foot up in the air I was amazed.
"you might want to get back to work, now" his words sound so threatening they even scared me but the guard was not fazed at all
" ant who are you to stop me from taking a bit out of you little play thing you are not your sister you cant torcher me like she can" I looked to Alec his eyes were dangerous by then.
"she is no play thing she is here to be turned by orders of Aro himself. And even if that went the case I could torcher you and you should count your blessings that I don't. "alec's words sounded very promising. But I was almost positive the guard got the point after Alec said Aro's name.
"I should tear you to shreds right now and you know I can, because if I couldn't well then I really would not be a higher rank than you now would I"
"yes sir I understand" before the vamp went running off he gave me a death glare so I stuck my tong out at him like a child would. He growled. And went running off.
"wow I am glad you came when you did thanks"
"haha you owe me much more than a thanks think the brave hero deserves a kiss" he gave me a devilish grin that suggested he wanted more than just an innocent kiss.
"oh I am sorry I though you said the that you did not want me to flirt with you anymore"
"well I think it Is only fair" is stopped him in mid sentence
"I think it is only fair if you point me in the direction of the kitchen I am starved"
"let's go" he smiled and lead me down a few hall ways and then down the hall that my room was in then we turned the corner and there it was the kitchen It was like five feet away from my room I just went the wrong way.
When we walked into the kitchen it was very nice like one I could dream of. But right now any kitchen would look nice to me. I dug through the fridge it was very empty looking there was water and vegetables and fruits in there it was like I was at a health food store. So I shut the fridge and opened the cupboards. No chip bag in sight god what did these people think teenagers ate.
"what are things not up to your standards" I glared at Alec what an ass whole
"Come on lets go" he said with a sigh
"where are we going" I said subspecialty
"don't you want good food come on I have a car lets go get something for you" his words shocked me he was being nice to me not witty not a butt whole.
"ok but I am not getting dressed we can go through a drive through" I made my point
"trust me I am not complaining about how you are dressed at all" he laughed at his own joke but it kind of made me want to put cloths on now. But I did not want to ugh the pig
"I put on my jack selington coat and went to meet Alec in his car I don't know what I expected to see for his car. When I stepped out side I found what I was looking for it looked like the car from the best movie alive transformers. It looked like jazz the silver one that sadly died.
"I got in and felt like a spy it was great"
When we were driving around I did not recognize any of the places around us. don't get me wrong the sights in its self were great but it was no America where you have to drive like a mile and there is a fast food place. We had to drive a few miles according to Alec. Once we finally got to a golden arched McDonalds sign my tummy was already growling. We went thought the drive through like Alec promised we could.
"alright human what do you want" he asked with disgust dripping his every word.
"I want a happy meal "he just laughed at me
"your fifteen years old and you eat happy meals still"
"I love the little toy that comes with them oh and I want chicken. With sprite to drink" he smiled and shock his head at me but still ordered me my happy meal. when we go to the paying window there was a very perky looking girl there ready to take our money. When she laid eyes on Alec I could tell she was just undressing him with her eyes. And for some reason this made me mad.
"um that will be 6.50 sirs" she said in a very flirty voice. For some reason I wanted Jane here right now to torcher this girl I mean me and Alec were not together but we certainly looked that way right now in the car the nerve of some people.
"here you go keep the change" he handed her a 20 dollar bill. She smiled a very flirty smile. And handed him a folded piece of paper.
"and you can keep this" she literally made her boobs stick out like a mile when she was handing Alec her number. Now I had to do something. So I grabbed her number and tossed it out the window right in front of her face. Then I put my arms around alec's neck slowly making little kisses down his neck I heard him chuckle and drive to the next window immediately I got off of him.
"what was that" he asked still laughing
"it was me having fun, I hate people like that "I said this with all seriousness. Next we pulled up to the window where I get to get my food. There was a guy there waiting for us at the window
"so do I get to that to you with this guy? Just wondering" alec questioned
"no because this guy is an American eagle guy so he is not going to hit on me because I am a hot gothic kind of girl.
Once I got my food I was happier than a tornado in a trailer park I decided to wait to eat until we got to the castle I did not want to get any crumbs in this beautiful car. So I waited as we were coming up to the castle I expected alec to slow down but he never did I tapped his shoulder expecting an explanation.
"Do you really want to go back to the castle already I told Aro I would have you back by eight it is only seven thirty right now"
"ok were we going to go if we don't have to leave until then? I refuse to eat in you car it is way to beautiful."
"it is ok I don't mind if you do it is not even one of my best cars it is one of the lower cars I have."
"then give it to me" I said with a smile hoping that he would. But some how I knew better than to think so.
"maybe I will get you a car for your birthday, when is your birthday?" he questioned this gave me a great ideal.
"hey lets play 20 questions that way we know a little bit about each other."
"ok fine with me"
"ok but you have to tell nothing but the truth any matter how embarrassing. And I get to go first with my 20 questions" I knew this was not how you played but o well there was still things I wanted to know about.
"my first question is can vampires eat regular food?"
"yes they can but it taste like tithe said with a smile
"then do it eat something right now" I offered him a French fry he quickly put it in his mouth and chewed it fast.
"happy "he nearly chocked out
"yes very pleased" I smiled
"so now we are playing truth or dare, are we?" he asked looking at me with his angel face and one eye brow cocked like he was so cocky himself I loved it when guys raise one eyebrow.
"you know I guess we are. This is going to be fun, your turn!" I said still looking at his face studying the features I have never seen before.
"well truth or dare then" he said it like it was a challenge for me to pick dare. I love challenges.
"dare" I simply said
"I dare you to roll down your window and sing your favorite song as loud as you can while we are driving down main street." he said like it was a god awful thing, I do that without having to be dared.
" I don't know my favorite song by heart though" as I said this he gave me and accusing look like he knew I was lying but he did not voice it.
"here hand me your ipod" he said sure of himself like he knew I had it, of course I did I never went anywhere without it. But that was not the point. But I gave him my ipod anyway. He undraped my head phones with ease then plugged it into his car just then the five finger death punch song I was listening to earlier was blaring on his car speakers the lyrics entered my ears like the warmth of a blanket so warm and comforting after all music was my escape from life it was only natural that it be comforting.
"so which one of these songs is your favorite" his question was weird I had always thought about my favorite song but I came up with a new one each time I had far to many choices. After a moment of thinking the song came to me it was the one I played every time I was down. I also knew every word of it
"look for ignorance by paramour" I said with a smile on my face he soon found it and rolled down my window I sure hoped he was ready for a show. When he started driving I immediately started singing
If Imam a bad person you don't like me.
well I guess I will make my own way, it a cycle I mean circle.
I cant exited you any more where's your gavel your jury,
whets my affiance this time, your not a judge but if your gonna judge me
, well sentence me to another life.
don't want to hear your sad songs don't want to fell your pain.
Were not the same
I got stopped by the stereo speakers going down I looked back at alec his face was red from laughing so hard I guessed. I had to stop you or we would get in an accident from me laughing so hard.
"awe gee thanks alec I am not that bad of a singer" I said sarcastically
"no your great" he corrected "it is just the way you were doing it was hilarious"
"will you sing another song for me please" he asked I assumed just to make me feel better.
"I don't know if you deserve to hear my awesome singing skills again." I said although I loved to sing. I was not half bad at it either.
"oh please he wined not like a child but more like an adult that was really desperate.
"Of cause everyone deserves to hear an angel sing once in a while" alec gave me a wary look telling me not to push my luck so I snatched up my ipod and went to find one of my favorite songs once I found it I put my Ipod back down and stared at alec while the song was going through the first few moments of instrumental music. Then it started.
The lights go out all around me.
One last candle to keep out the night,
And then the darkness surrounds me,
I know I am alive but I feel like vie died,
And all that's left is to accept that its over,
My dreams ran like sand through the fist that I made,
I try to keep warm but I just grow colder,
I feel like imp slipping away,
After all this has past I still will remain,
After Iv cried my last they'll be beauty from pain,
Though it wont be today some day ill hope again,
And tell be beauty from pain,
You will bring beauty from my pain,
My whole world is the pain inside me,
The best I can do is just get thought the day,
When life before is just a memories,
I wonder why god lest me just walk through this place,
And though I cant understand why this happened,
I know that I will when I look back someday,
And see how you have brought beauty from ashes,
And made me as gold pure to fight through these flames,
After all this has past I still will remain, after I have cried my last there be beauty from pain.
Though it wont be today someday ill hope again,
And they'll be beauty from pain,
You will bring beauty from my pain,
Here I am at the end of me, trying to hold to what I cant see,
I forgot how to hop ethos nights been so long,
I cling to your promise there will be a dawn,
After all this has past I still will remain, after Iv cried my last they'll be beauty from pain,
Though it wont be today someday ill hope again,
And they'll be beauty from pain,
You will bring beauty from my pain,
As I was singing the whole song I was looking at alec and him at me. His soft red black eyes bore into mine. He started heading words me lips at ready and I wanted his to kiss me so bad right then. But he stopped so close to my face he started to speech but I already was stopping him by crutching my own human lips into his cold hard ones. He kissed back and grabbed my waist and pulled me closer to his I responded by tangling my hands in his perfectly silk hair. As I was just about to let his tong into my mouth he relapsed me and broke the kiss was longing for ever since I meet him. As I gazed at him expecting an answer all I had to do was look at his eyes they were coal black with hunger.
"I am so sorry" alec said I looked at him like he was crazy
"you have nothing to apologize for I was the one who kissed you" I started hoping to make him feel better.
"I know I am sorry for letting it happen it was a mistake" he spoke" one that I will never make again while you are human" his word felt sharper than a dagger would if he would have pushed it through my heart. I said nothing.
"I need to take you home to the castle I need to go out for a while." I just nodded. I was afraid that if I talked I would cry and I refused to cry in front of we arrived back at the castle I immidatly got out and went back into my room. Not even looking behind me to alec like they d in the cheesy romance movies. As I was walking up stairs I past Chelsea and heidi they stopped me and immediately saw my red puffy eyes.
"what happened dear child" Chelsea asked
"he stopped on my heart" I said simply heidi and Chelsea looked out ragged
"was it Felix do Dmitri." was all they asked I shock my head no
"no I would not let either of them get away with doing that It was someone else. When I said rat I just walked away no longer being able to keep my face up and look brave I wanted to cry and I wanted to do it in private. Word echoed in my head from my favorite play
"a mask that hides your face"
"a face that hides the pain"
"pain that eats your heart "
"a heart that nobody knows"
I have only ever allowed myself to love three people in my life almost four.
Mom
Dad
Anna
And almost alec but he crushed all of that. I had lost every one I had ever loved Anna was still in new York and my parent were where ever people go when they die. And I would never allow alec to be one on my list so I did not care if I lost him at this point.
I lay down on my bed dreaming of my parents the night they died I had not had this dream in forever.
authors note
ok wow long chapter owell i loved it i hope you all do too ok i hate when authors say that they will not give another chap untill they get more reviews but really i kinda get y they do it cause right now i kinda am not feeling the love for my story i will not hold the next chapter but only because i have way to much fun writing them but really i know you people can do wayyyyyyyyyy better that what you are doing.
ok i have not given a song in a very long time sorry bout that so
chap2-bad boy by cascada because alec is a daring bad boy to sapphira,and fifteen by taylor swift because arriving in volturi is like going to a new school for her.
chap3-bedroom talk by the starting line and cut by plumb
i fing it the song titles exsplain why i choose them
chap4-alice by avril lavign because when she almost gets attacked she relizes that she her self has wonderd into a lips like morphine by kill hannah because well alecs lips dazzel her but she feels the after afect on of course beauty from pain the song she sand in the car so ya
thank you for those who follow my story you r a great help and also please review it makes me feel better as a better about my story.
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