Disclaimer: Nope, I don't own iCarly. However, Dan does an amazing job of owning it. (:
SPOV:
I grabbed Freddie's shirt and pulled him under the covers. I started taking his shirt off and he started taking off mine.
"Wait, I wanna see this," said Freddie, coming out from under the covers with me.
When his shirt was off, I gazed at him. He had definitely been going to the gym lately. Wow! I was really attracted and turned on. I never though that Freddie would turn out so buff.
Freddie smirked. "I can see you, you know. You're drooling," he said, laughing.
I immediately wiped my mouth, not knowing if he was joking or not, so I decided to be safe.
Freddie continued pulling my camisole off. When it was off, he stared at me.
"Woah, nice," he said, smiling.
I crawled on top of him and starting licking my lips. Freddie immediately looked turned on and grinned. He smothered my lips with his and we started making out. As we were doing this, out tongues collided with each other's and explored both mouths. He licked my lips and the inside on my mouth.
Freddie opened his eyes and stared at my bra. We locked eyes and I nodded. He slowly pulled off each strap and unhooked my bra. When it was off, he went into a daze.
"Oh my... wow." He stared and opened his mouth. He breathed heavily.
Freddie looked down at my pants. He gave me a a begging smile.
"May I?" Freddie asked.
I nodded. I lied on the bed while was on top of me, pulling my pants off.
However, when he took them off, a secret was revealed. PANTIES! Nobody knew I wore panties, as I hated the word and people thought I hated them.
"You wear panties?" Freddie asked, surprised.
"Yeah, I wear panties..." I said, embarrassed.
"Well, don't get in a bed mood, let's do it!" said Freddie excitedly.
"What...?" I asked uneasily.
"You seemed like you wanted to."
"Freddie, I'm just not ready."
He laughed. "That rhymed."
"Seriously, I don't think I wanna do that. We don't even have protection right now."
"It's okay, you'll be fine."
"No, I don't want to do this," I said nervously.
"You know I can make you."
"Freddie, stop. You're scaring me."
"Sam, I'm just joking. I didn't know you would get scared."
I got out of the bed and gathered my clothes.
Before speaking, he gazed at me for a minute.
"Sam, don't do this."
"Are you using me just to be able to have sex with someone? If you are, just forget it. I'm not playing these stupid games."
"Sam-"
I ran to the bathroom and shut the door, locking it. Tears streamed down my cheeks like waterfalls. I should've known that he would do that. Nothing can just be sweet and simple. He's grown up and now thinks that he can just go do whatever he wants with anyone, especially without his mom here. Well, he's wrong.
I held onto my necklace as I cried. I usually don't cry, but I thought I was really in love Freddie. All he wants me for is physical stuff. Just kissing and having a gentle relationship wasn't enough.
Someone starting banging on the door.
"Sam, please come out!" Freddie yelled.
I rolled my eyes and continued sobbing.
"I hear you crying, Sam," he said.
"If you're not gonna let me in, I'll find a way to get in myself."
I stayed silent.
"Fine."
He began dialing numbers on the phone.
"Hello, my girlfriend has gotten locked in the bathroom of our room and can't get out."
"Okay, thank you."
"I heard that, Fredlumps," I yelled.
"Sam!"
"What?" I asked angrily.
"I need you."
"Go find someone else to sleep with. I'm leaving."
"You're leaving?" His voice cracked when he said leaving.
"Yup."
"Sam..."
"What?"
"Do you, um, still love me?"
I had to think about this for a minute. I really do still love him. But if I tell him that, he'll think that I'm fine and he can just be mean to me whenever he wants to. He must not know Sam Puckett that well if he's thinking like that.
'I don't know." My heart broke into pieces when I said that. Freddie's probably did too.
"Sam, I'm sorry. I think this might just be a misunderstanding. I don't-"
"Don't lie, Freddie."
"I'm not!" he cried.
"Don't waste your breath."
"Sam!" His voice broke into a sob.
I opened the door and saw Freddie falling on his knees, sobbing.
When he saw me, he jumped up.
Freddie caressed my face and kissed me as passionately as he could. I pulled away.
"Don't try it, Freddie. I thought you were different from everybody else. But I thought wrong. You're just like all the other guys," I cried.
"What's going on here?" Carly asked as she walked in.
"Nothing. We're nothing anymore," I said bitterly and stormed out of the room.
I don't know where I'm going, but it's away from Freddie. Sam Puckett will not be used.
I kept walking. I walked down a very long sidewalk. After walking for what seemed like years, I checked my phone. 6PM. I was getting hungry.
I walked into a hot dog shop and bought three hot dogs. I quickly ate them and then went back to walking.
It became pitch dark when I got so tired that I decided to stop. I looked through some buildings and saw the ocean and the sand. I smiled. A nice sleep by the ocean might help.
I walked up to the beach, but all the buildings were unfamiliar. I walked past them and sat down in the sand. I watched the ocean for hours.
Finally getting tired, I laid down in the sand and closed my eyes. It was hard to get to sleep, but eventually, I managed to.
A few hours later, I woke up to a sudden tap on my shoulder.
Who tapped on her shoulder? Don't assume, you know, it could be anybody. Anyway, I hope you're enjoying the story. Please reviews, favorite, and subscribe. (: