Disclaimer: I do not own The Vampire Dairies or the song I Want To Break Free. I own nothing but my love to Caroline and Tyler :P
A/N: This chapter is about Tyler and Caroline's feelings, they both have deeper feelings for each other but they haven't figured it out yet. This chapter is paralleled with Queen's song "I Want To Break Free" And sorry this chapter came out a little late.
Chapter 3: I Want To Break Free
It has been tree days since Tyler kissed her. And she kissed him back. Tree long days, but Tyler had done nothing. He didn't came to her wanting to talk, he didn't stop by just to say hello, he didn't even smiled at her. He only gave her those gazes, long, deep but definitely numb gazes. She fired her angry gazes back at him but he didn't even cared to turn his head away. She know that angry gazes were a lie. Big fat lie. Her angry was fading but she still kept her façade on. She had been trying to move on, move on from their second kiss, from Tyler's words, from how she felt. She was at grill, like everyone else in the Mystic Fall's. She didn't know how coming to grill was a good idea to move on but there she was sitting on a bar chair looking at the door. The moment Tyler walked in she didn't turn her head away, she filled up with all those feelings that made her bold. She had all those questions inside her head. Why did he gave up so easly? He obviously didn't meant a word he said. He lies all the time then gets mad at her for lying to him but it's only to keep him safe. If he was going to give up so easily why did he kissed her again? He is such a dick. She had thoughts all over her head for tree days and she was starting to get sick of them. She seemed like she wasn't able to stop thinking about him.
"I want to break free
I want to break free
I want to break free from your lies
You're so self satisfied I don't need you
I've got to break free
God knows God knows I want to break free"
Tyler was tired of being rejected, ignored and yelled at but he wasn't giving up. He definitely wasn't giving up. He just thought that he might actually need to listen what she is asking for, if she wanted him to leave her alone, he was gone but it was never for forever. He now knew that staying away from her was hard but it was something that had to be done. He was very mature about her needs. But that gazes she gave her that ones made him go crazy. Being rejected more then once was hard enough for him, it was already making him mad but this looks she gave him, that long gazes that were making him go crazy inside. She somehow manged to gave him ice cold gazes which burned him like fire. Her gazes were just so daring. Right at that moment, Tyler was in a corner at grill and Caroline was at far away corner sitting on a bar chair but still it felt like as if there was only two of them in the grill. When he met Caroline's eyes, he didn't look back. It was like a fight, like a competition. He stared right back at her. He wanted her. He wanted to make her his but she kept yelling at him, ignoring him. She kissed him back but then pushed him away. If he could just move on he would have been but she was on his mind non-stop. These tree days were the emptiest days of his life, his mind was always busy with Caroline and he had done staring war was the high light of his days. He knew life moved on but he wasn't able to move on. He decided to wait until Caroline cools off but every time he had looked into her eyes she had seen much more furious. He could have just avoid her gazes but they were the littlest moments he had with Caroline and he wasn't ready to give them up, he was never going to be ready.
"But life still goes on
I can't get used to living without living without
Living without you by my side
I don't want to live alone hey
God knows got to make it on my own
So baby can't you see
I've got to break free"
Some girls from school were trying to talk to Caroline but she never turned her gaze from Tyler to look at them. His eyes were always a secret place for her, his eyes seemed endless. She wished she could see through his soul from his eyes, she wished she could she through his mind, his feelings, his ideas. But his gazes were just so numb. She didn't need to see through his mind or his feelings, she knew that he had feelings for her, she knew what he was thinking about her. So why wasn't he coming to pursue her, again and again and again until she surrenders. She had spent tree days analyzing Tyler's behavior before and now, she had played their both kisses on her mind like thousand time but she never looked at herself. She still wasn't looking at herself, she was lost in his deep dark eyes again. This was the only moment she felt alive today. She felt furious, angry, strong and bold. Tyler had still not looked away so was Caroline. She never frowned looking at him, she never made any gesture. Deep inside, she didn't want him to look away, whenever he looked away or their stare war was interrupted by time and people she felt broken, she felt half, she felt dead again. Tyler never looked at her with anger. His gazes were deep and long but they weren't cruel like Caroline's. It must have been ten minutes since Caroline first stared at her, but it felt longer, she had lost her time concept, she didn't wanted it to ever end. But then Tyler walked out of the grill.
Tyler walked to his house feeling overwhelmed than ever. Caroline was messing with his head, making him hard to focus on his life, he was avoiding everything recently and now she was giving him an anger the kind of anger that he hasn't felt before. It was very strong and it left him with depression when it was gone but now that anger was on and it was burning his cheast, pulsating in his head, it was flooding in his vains. That anger was in his blood. He felt anger, lust and love all at the same time and he knew that he those feelings would be gone soon and he would be alone with sadness until the next time he has a stare war with Caroline.
"I've got to break free
I want to break free yeah"
After a couple shots, Caroline find herself knock Lockwood mansions door. She felt so frustrated.
Tyler opened the door with a slight shock on his face. He didn't say a word, he could see that Caroline was drunk. He kept the door open, after a few seconds of awkward silence Caroline started to talk. "I don't know why I'm here." she said with frustration. "I didn't ask." Tyler said calmly. "Actually, I do Tyler." she said looking confused. "You lied to me!" she yelled. Tyler frowned. "No, that's you remember? I believed you and you lied to me. Well, it's my fault you are a vampire after all, you can't be trusted." he threw up his anger, his anger of betrayal and rejection. "Ah, and you !" Caroline yelled. "You are just an innocent puppy, aren't you? You tortured me!" she exclaimed. "I didn't." Tyler yelled. "Yet, you didn't saved me." Caroline said. "You killed my uncle!" Tyler exclaimed. "I didn't." Caroline said. "But you lied to me about it." Tyler said. The heat between them was rising and Caroline was stepping closer to Tyler. She was almost in his house now. Caroline looked at him right in the eyes. Being so close to him, feeling the tension between them made Caroline see something in his deep dark endless eyes. Lust. That was the feeling Caroline felt since the beginning of this anger period, it was when she understood it. It wasn't anger, it was lust. Her anger was gone. She reached out her hand and pull Tyler's face to hers by holding him from his neck and kissed him. As Caroline kissed him all the anger and frustration Tyler had felt was gone. It was only her and him now. He kissed her back with all the passion and lust he had been saving, he grabbed her waist and pulled her closer. He closed the door with his feet and Caroline turned him around and leaned him against the door kissing him fiercely.
"I want I want I want I want to break free..."
A/N: Please review. Your reviews are insperation for me. Thanks for reading and next chapter will be rated M. Forgive me for my spelling, grammer and punctutaion miskates.