Chapter 3: My Obsession

Light felt the sun hit his face. He turned over, hoping he could get at least a few more minutes of sleep. But to his demise, the alarm clock started to ring not long before. Light groaned in annoyance and threw the sheets away from his bare body.

He sat in the edge of the bed silently before he heard the rustling of sheets. He turned his head and saw L, sleeping soundly for the first time since probably a month. He seemed so at peace. Light smiled then frowned, quickly. L? In his bed? Why was he in his bed? Why does he look so cute to him? And why the hell was he naked?! Oh wait, it was all coming back to him. Yes. All the memories, all the words they spoke, clearly replaying in his head.

Light blushed immensely. 'I can't believe I just lost my virginity to Ryuuzaki.' He stared in awe at the sleeping detective and stroked his soft, messy hair. 'Well I'm glad it was him instead of someone else' .He smiled. Light kissed his forehead and looked at the clock. It read 5:34 am. 'Shit. I forgot we had to work on the Kira case today.'

Light jumped out of bed and ran into the bathroom. He took a nice hot shower, brushed his teeth, blow-dried and brushed his hair. While he looked at the mirror, he was hit with a painful migraine. Light put both his hands on his head, hoping that it'll go away. It didn't. Instead he heard a voice along with the excruciating headache.

"Take the pain, Light. You deserve this pain for being such a fool. For being such a disobedient little fuck" said the voice that sounded just like his in a way, just colder.

"W-who a-are you?" asked Light. Light slid down to the floor and hit the cold tile.

The voice laughed mockingly "You don't know, Lighty? It's me. The Kira side of you. The side that wants to gain all of your control. The side of you that will become a god.' He laughed manically. Light whimpered. The pain was getting worse as he spoke.

'You made me sick yesterday. Out of all the people you could've fucked you had to ass fuck L?! Disgusting! Ryuuzaki is disgusting. He's our enemy. He's no good. Stop having feelings for him and continue as Kira. It's your destiny. Our destiny.'

Light was angry with the voice. He didn't want to be Kira anymore. Never again. He hated his so called 'Kira side' for doing this to him.

"N-No! I-I won't listen. Leave me alone! I love L. I-I'm not Kira! I'm not Kira!" Then the pain stopped. The voice was gone. Light sighed in relief and slowly arose from his position. He left the bathroom and went back to the bedroom where he saw L still asleep. Light sighed and moved to the closet and pulled out a navy blue long sleeve shirt and khaki pants, he didn't even bother with the underwear because he knew it'll just end up on the floor like last night. He blushed when he remembered last night.

Fifteen minutes later, Light was ready. He wanted to wake L up but he was just too cute! He couldn't disturb his slumber when he hasn't slept in a month. Light hopped back into bed and just gazed at L. 'How should I wake him? If I shake him, he'll get startled. If I yell, he'll probably slap me and go back to sleep. Hm…' Light got a very perverted thought in his head. He shook his head. That was just too…weird. But it was worth a shot.

Light got under the covers and reached L's pelvis area. Light licked his lips when he saw L's member again. Light took a deep breath and licked L's penis. Nothing. No movements not even a moan. Light pouted. 'Damn it, L, Wake up!' he wanted to say. Light then smothered L's dick with his saliva. He could see that it was becoming erect. He smirked at the sight. He then took the whole thing into his mouth and started sucking it like he did last night. All he heard was the rustling of the sheets and the slurping sounds he made. Then, a moan. L's moan that he knew all to well. "Light! Oh, Light!" he moaned.

He smiled as kept hearing his name. Light kept bobbing he's head up and down and licking up the pre-cum that started to ooze out of L's throbbing member. Light could also feel his own member grow hard as he kept pleasuring L.

L, now fully awake, entangled his spidery hands in Light's soft, chestnut- brown hair, moaning his name over and over. He threw his head back and pulled Light's hair, lightly. Light's humming while blowing him made him that much closer to his climax.

"Ah! Liiight!" he moaned, loudly. He was ready to release at any moment.

"Liight…I'm...I'm going to…come! AH!" he screamed as he released into Light's mouth. Light smiled and licked every last drop of cum. He then took L's member out of his mouth and looked up to the detective. His eyes were half closed, sweat slowly dripping from his forehead; making him seem so beautiful to Light. He looked like an angel that fell down from the heavens above, now looking after him. His angel. His beautiful angel.

"Good morning, Ryuzaki. Sleep well?" said Light, innocently and with a smile. L looked back at his lust filled lover and smiled as well.

"Yeah, I slept great. My bottom hurts a little, though." said L, rubbing the sleep from his eyes. Light giggled. He found it rather adorable that L referred to his ass as his 'bottom'.

"I'm sorry, L," Light said, moving a little closer to the older man. "But you got to admit last night was… remarkable." L blushed violently and tried to cover his face with the bed sheets.

"Y-yes. Yes it was." said L underneath the sheets, hiding himself from his prince, Light. Light pouted.

"Come on, L. Come out of there. There is no need to be embarrassed." said Light, sincerely. Light tugged on the sheets but L's grip was too strong.

"L please, we're going to be late for work. Come on!"

"No."

"Please?" said Light, still tugging on the sheets.

"No!"

Light sighed. "Fine. I'm going to go catch Kira while you sit on your ass and do nothing. Oh wait…I mean your 'bottom'." said Light in an annoyed tone. And with that Light hopped out of bed and started to walk out of the room before he heard L.

"That's no way to talk to your boyfriend, Light-kun!" L yelled, taking the sheets off his head and pointing angrily at his supposed boyfriend. L then quickly regretted saying that and covered his mouth, his face getting hot with embarrassment. He saw that Light's hand on the door knob quickly slid down and he slowly turned around to face him. 'Why did I have to say that?! He didn't even ask me to be his boyfriend! Crap, I'm in trouble.' L then put the sheets back over his head. 'Crap, crap, crap!' he said internally.

Light jumped back into bed and tugged back on the sheets. "L, please! I' m so, so sorry for saying what I said. I didn't mean it. I just…want to see your cute face again. I want to see your onyx colored eyes. Most of all I want to see your lips. I want to kiss you time and time again and tell you how much I care for you." Light paused, he felt like his eyes burn with tears ready to come out "I love you, L. More than anything and I would want nothing more than to become your boyfriend. It'll be such an honor on my part."

L couldn't believe it. He felt so…loved. He felt like something so treasured, so precious to his beloved Light-kun.

"I love you too, Light." said L, still underneath the sheets.

"Then come and tell me face to face because I don't believe you." he said smiling. L sighed and slowly took the sheets that rested upon his head and disposed of them by tossing them to the side, revealing his naked figure to cold air. Light just looked at the detective, he knew he had to repeat himself.

"I love you, Light. More than you know. And it will be I who will be honored if Light becomes my boyfriend." Light smiled at the detective and then tackled (or as some people say, 'glomped') him. He then kissed him gently at first then hungrily, like if it were a necessity. L parted his lip a little and let Light's hot tongue explore his mouth. It felt so good, so good that L moaned in Light's mouth, not being able to control himself.

They're little make out session was cut short when their lungs needed air. They both panted as they parted lips, gasping for air. When Light's lungs were full he looked at L, who was playing with a strand of his black, messy hair that was out of place. Light smiled and caressed his face, getting L's full attention.

"Give me a reason why I shouldn't fuck you right here, right now?" said Light in a husky voice. L's face turned hot. He wanted Light very badly but they needed to work and he knew that.

"Well, we have to catch Kira, remember?" said L.

Light almost forgot. "Oh shit, that's right! Crap, we must be so late! My dad's so going to kill-" he was interrupted with L's lips on his, giving him a light kiss.

"Don't worry, they won't mind. Technically, I'm their boss so it doesn't matter.' He smiled 'I'll go get ready then." And with that, L hopped out of bed and went to the closet to take out his usual outfit; a long sleeve shirt and faded blue jeans. Both of which had to be at least three sizes two big for the slim detective.

Light just gawked at the detective as he saw him change into his usual clothes. L seemed to be doing all of this in slow motion, making him seem sexier. 'Damn it, L! Why do you torture me like this?!' thought Light mentally.

"Ready, Light?" said L, putting his thumb to his lips.

"Yeah, I'm ready." said Light, getting up from the bed and walking towards L. He wanted to grab his hand and hold onto it forever but he knew if his father ever find out of his relationship with L, he'll be dead.

Instead L put his arm around Light's shoulders, making it seem like they were only friends. They smiled at each other once more before walking out of their hotel room back down to headquarters.

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Light's POV

So bored. I want it to be night already so L and I can go back to our room and cuddle in our bed. Make out a little while I put my hands all over his slender body, touching places I shouldn't. I can't deny it; I love him.

I looked over and saw L eating a piece of cake, topped off with whipped cream and a juicy strawberry. I watched him as he munched happily, getting whipped cream all over his face. I couldn't help but giggle as I watched him struggling to lick it off, but sadly his tongue couldn't reach.

"Here, let me help." I said as I traced my finger where the cream was. I got it on my finger and put it close to his lips.

"Lick it," I simply said. I could tell he was hesitant but licked it off anyway. Then L smiled up at me.

"Thank you, Light-kun."

"You're welcome, Ryuuzaki." I said as ruffled his hair. We both couldn't help it and started giggling. I felt so warm inside, so happy. I've never in my life been this happy as I am here in this moment.

I thought that when I found the Death Note, all my hopes of making this world a better place will finally come true. I thought everyone would be happy; that I'd be happy. I was sadly mistaken. That fucking notebook has made my life nothing more than a living hell. I hated myself for killing all those people, making me nothing less than they were. They were criminals, murderers, rapists, bad, sick, demented people. And me? I was the head of all of that. I was Kira. So what did I do? I gave it up. I have no use for it now. I'm happy with L and hopefully I can one day tell him the truth. And I pray that he will overlook all of that, all of my flaws and be with me for life.

"Ryuuzaki! Light! Stop messing around! This is a very important and serious case and if you both think otherwise, you may leave." yelled my father, the head of the Kira investigation, as he saw L and me laughing our heads off. L got his blank expression back while I was still fighting back the giggles.

"My apologies, chief." said L, as he turned his chair back towards the computer screen. My dad looked at me. I knew that look. It's the 'Get back to work, Light or go home' look. Yeah, I've been getting that look a lot recently. I smiled innocently and went back to work. I sighed. I really cannot wait until it's time to go.

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It's been eight pointless hours of watching and discussing the evidence. I barely paid attention to anything. I just began to drift away into my little fantasies of L and me.

Me, straddling his hips, placing my lips in every part in his body while hearing his cute little moans and whimpers. The more I kept thinking about him, the more I wanted to get the hell out of here.

Then out of nowhere came that horrible pain.

"You fucking faggot! You cocksucker! Stop disobeying me! Let me out! LET ME OUT!" yelled the Kira side of me.

I groaned in pain and felt very weak. Fucking Kira.

"No!" I yelled back, then remembering I'm in public.

"Disobedient little fuck! Take this pain seeping through you! Make it kill you slowly!"

I felt tears sliding down my face. The pain…it was so unbearable. I wanted to die in that moment if it meant that the pain will leave me. But I will not back down so easily. This is a war between Kira and me, the old Light and the New Light.

"Light, are you okay?" asked L, a slight hint of panic in his voice.

My response was burying my face in his shirt, crying and screaming into his shirt. I couldn't help it…the pain.

"Aw c'mon, Lighty! Don't be a little pussy, take the pain!" yelled Kira, laughing manically.

I just kept sobbing uncontrollably. I could faintly hear everyone's questions and comments but I was too weak to respond. I could barely hear L's velvety voice but I knew I must be worrying him.

Then it stopped. Just like that. I could feel my head throbbing a little, though. But it was such a relief that the pain left me. But I knew Kira would never back down that easily.

I unsteadily got my head up from L's soaked shirt and left the room. I could hear everyone's questioning comments and feel their questioning stares but for right now, I didn't care.

It felt like I walked for miles when, in reality, I only walked a couple steps to the nearest restroom. When I walked in, I noticed no one was there. Good. I don't want to embarrass myself like I did back in headquarters.

I wasn't even there for a minute and the pain, along with Kira, was back. 10 times stronger than the last time, making me scream as I felt it come back.

"Aw poor wittle Lighty-kins. Is big ol' Kira too much for you? Its okay, Hun it'll only hurt until you let me out"

I struggled to stand, so I fell to my knees. I slid to a nearby stall, hoping that the pain will escape me somehow.

"N-NO! NEVER!" I screamed so loudly, my throat hurt. I was rewarded with a much more excruciating pain in my head, making my stomach churn violently. I crawled to the toilet and vomited all the contents in my stomach. My throat burned as I spewed my breakfast and the little piece of cake L shared with me.

Then, I heard the sweetest voice in the whole wide world. L's voice.

"Light? Light where are you? You in here? Light is that you? Oh god, Light!" said L before rushing by my side, rubbing my back as I kept on vomiting. He held me until I was finished. I coughed and gagged then finally the pain stopped. I sighed in relief and rested in L's chest, hearing his heartbeat. So beautiful.

"Light are you okay?" asked L as he stroked my hair.

"I-I…don't know," was the only thing I came up with. Clever, Light, real clever.

"I think Light should see a doctor. I don't want to see you like that ever again." He said his voice so sincere. "You had us all worried," He kissed my head. "You had me panicking, looking for you everywhere." He said, chuckling.

This is all fucking Kira's fault! Making L all worried when I'm perfectly fine. Well, mostly fine.

"I-I'm sorry" I groaned. "L, can you take me back to our room. My head still hurts a little." I said, almost truthfully. I just didn't want to go back to headquarter.

"Of course, my love." said L with a grin. I smiled back and put arms around his neck. He then proceeded to lift me up bridal style and took us back to our room.

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Author's note: Aw wasn't this just the cutest!? ANSWER MEH!! Ha-ha, well now I have to clarify a few things like Light's 'Kira Side'. Okay so basically I was inspired by Johnny the Homicidal Maniac. Johnny, for those who have not read it, has these internal voices that have a very strong influence on him. So, being the crazed fan girl that I am, I combined my two loves and, in my opinion, turned out better than I expected. You're probably wondering 'Why does Light even have a Kira side' or 'Why does he hate Kira so much when he was in fact Kira'.

All right, children settle down or no more sugar for you! Okay so, Light hates kira because he ***SPOILER ALERT*** got his memory back and was not happy of what he had become. He, at that time, became close friends with the lovely detective, L. Light hated himself for being Kira and so he stopped using it. He still has it in his possession, though and don't worry Ryuuk fans, he'll appear soon. And to the other question, Light has a Kira side because I just wanted to test Light's strength with having a Kira side. Anyways, any other questions? No? Okay. Well I must be going now but before then I must warn you all that the next chapter will talk about L and his past and will get VERY graphic ('cause I'm cool like that). ^^

Take care, everyone. I love you all and thanks for reading^^

~CherryFreezie (Kelly)