Disclaimer: Okay people, listen up! Um…TAKE IT AWAY, L!
*L comes in wearing nothing but a bow tie on*
L: sigh. Kelly or as most of you know her as, Cherry Freezie, does not own Death Note, though she wishes. She also warns you that this Fan Fiction has yaoi, fluffiness, and is all around just graphic when it comes to my relationship with Light Yagami. VIEWER DISCRETION IS ADVISED, BITCHES!!!
Me: Good job, baby cakes! *pets head*
L: *giggles*
Chapter 6: Almost Easy
"Oh…hey, Misa."
"Oh, Light-kun! Misa-Misa hasn't seen you since forever! Misa-Misa missed you so much!" said Misa in her annoying, high pitched voice. Ugh! Why the hell is she here?!
"Yeah it's been awhile." I said, in a voice full of annoyance.
"Light-kun, who's at the-Oh, hello Miss. Amane." said L, as he made his way to the front door where now all three of us were standing.
"Ah! Ryuuzaki-kun! How are you? Misa-Misa surprisingly missed you too!" said Misa, running over to L and hugging him tightly.
"I missed you too, Miss Amane." said L in a monotone.
Oh God. This won't end well. I mean how would it? My 'girlfriend' and my current boyfriend all together in one room! One who's a Kira suspect and supporter while one will stop at nothing to catch Kira. One who has my heart and the other who has my nothing.
As we both sat in the living room, Misa was the only one that spoke. Blabbering nonsense about her figure, modeling and other shit I had no interest in. God how I wished I could use my Death Note and- No, no. That's my Kira side, gaining some of my control again. I can't let him do that. I can't think of things like that. I am no longer Kira and cannot think of such hideous things as killing.
"So Light-kun, why haven't you called Misa-Misa in so long? We haven't even seen each other in two months!" said Misa, pouting and crossing her arms as she spoke. How the hell was I supposed to tell her that I was gay for Ryuuzaki and we are in utter and complete love? I can't just tell her straight up, she'll kill me! 'Well Misa, since you were a horrible 'girlfriend' and gave bad head, I realized that I'm gay. But wait, there's more! I am also in love with Ryuuzaki! Isn't that just great?' Yeah, she'll probably kill me before Rem can get to me.
"I-I've just been busy, Misa. Kira is still out there, you know?" I said, pouring some tea into a cup and handing it to Misa. Misa nodded and set the cup down.
"Aw I guess you and Ryuuzaki-kun have gotten a lot closer thanks to Kira!" said Misa, smiling from ear to ear. I glanced at L, who was just biting his nails, and smiled at him.
"Yeah, we've gotten real close." I said. L smiled at me and blushed. Surely that was the only good thing Kira has brought us. Without Kira, I would have never met L; I would have never fallen in love.
"Aw that's so sweet!" said Misa in her annoying, high-pitched voice. I couldn't help but smile and blush at her comment.
As time passed, we found ourselves actually enjoying one another's company. Misa was actually being less annoying and her company was welcomed. Even if I couldn't really do anything I wished I could do with L while Misa is around, I was happy nevertheless. We laughed and talked about the most random subjects and felt quite content.
Then, out of nowhere, came back the voice and pain of Kira. Fuck!
'Hey, Light! Did you miss me?' said my Kira side, chuckling darkly. I screamed at the pain and agony seeping through my body. I heard, faintly, the gasps coming from L's and Misa's lips. Why? Why must he always ruin the moments in my life that I'm enjoying the best?
"AH! G-GET AWAY!" I screamed; making Misa and L exchange worried glances.
'You think I'm going to back down so easily, Light? Sweetheart, you're sadly mistaken.' Said Kira before more pain filled me. I screamed so loud, my lungs burned. This was so incredibly unbearable. So much so that I fell from the couch and hit the floor.
"Light-kun!" yelled L and Misa in unison.
"Light? Light, are you okay?" said Misa, rubbing my back as kept on screaming at the immense pain.
"Ah! Nng! I-I don't know!" I said, not able to stop myself from screaming.
'Oh Light, still trying to be a big macho-man? Well as far as I can tell, it won't be much longer 'till you let me out!' Said Kira like the know-it-all he is. I screamed and then suddenly, it went away.
I unsteadily arose from the floor and sat back down on the couch, acting as if nothing has occurred. Misa and L rushed by my side, asking me if I was okay.
"Y-yeah, that always happens to me. I'm fine." I said.
"Aw, I know something that'll make Light feel great!" said Misa, giggling.
"What is it, Mis-" I was then interrupted by Misa's lips on mine. I was in complete shock. What the hell does she think she's doing?! I don't love her! I love L and only him!
I pushed her off a bit, but she just kept making her way back to my lips. I-I hate that I'm so defenseless in this situation. I also hate the fact that L is standing there, watching helplessly as Misa kisses the hell out of me!
"Misa…stop!" I said, in between her kisses. I guess she finally noticed that I was not kissing back and looked directly at me.
"Did Light-kun enjoy Misa's kisses?" said Misa, a goofy smile plastered on her face. I didn't know what to say or do. I wanted to slap her and tell her off but my throat felt so dry, I couldn't speak.
Then I looked at L, who was trying to fight back the tears that were already cascading down his obsidian eyes. Oh no, I caused him this pain! I made him cry!
"Ryuuzaki…?" I said, softly. L cleared his throat and left the living room to our room, slamming the door as he did so. I wanted to die in that moment. Was this the end? Was this the end of my lovely relationship with the great detective, L? Please God, don't let it be the end.
I then turned my attention back to Misa, anger building up inside of me.
"What the hell was that for, Misa?!" I yelled.
"What do you mean? I thought you liked it, Light." said Misa, confused.
I exhaled in annoyance.
"Misa I think it's time I stop playing this whole charade and tell you the truth."
Misa nodded.
"Misa…I really don't know how you're going to take this but…" I inhaled deeply 'I-I'm gay." I said, feeling good that I've told someone about my sexuality.
Misa smiled. "I knew it!" she said.
"Eh…?" was the only thing that I could say. She knew I was gay? How? Was it that obvious?
"I always kind of knew you were…y'know. I always had a feeling by the way you acted when we went on dates and stuff. Remember when I took you to the lingerie store? You always seem like you didn't care or anything. Now that I think about it, I think you even looked like you were going to puke." She smiled
"So…you're not mad?" I said, hoping she wouldn't rip my balls off for admitting about my sexuality.
"Of course not, Light! I really do love you but I understand that nothing between us will ever happen. But can we still be friends?" she said. I smiled. Though I was still angry at her for what she did to me, I had to put that aside for now. She accepted me, she didn't care that I was gay and for that I am glad.
"Sure. We'll always be friends, Misa." I said, embracing her.
"Yay!" she said with glee. I laughed.
"So…who's the lucky boy, Light?" said Misa, jumping up and down like an overly excited child.
I gulped. Would she still accept me if I tell her it's L that is my one and only love? Only one way to find out…
"Um…it's Ryuuzaki. He's my boyfriend. Or maybe was." I said, sighing. My heart ached. I love L with all my being and I hurt him. I can't live with myself knowing that I hurt him.
"Oh. Gosh, Light I'm so sorry! Maybe if I talk to him-"
"No, no. I think you're the last person Ryuuzaki wants to talk to. I think I'll just try to explain the best way I can that this was just a huge misunderstanding. Maybe he'll believe me." I said, trying to hold back the sadness and tears that wanted to release from my being.
"Okay, Light. If you need any help you know I'll be more than happy to talk to him." And with those last words, Misa left.
I sighed and hesitantly made my way into the bedroom. I had no idea what to say or what to do. What if he hates my guts? What if he kicks me out? What if he arrests me as Kira without hesitation?
I inhaled deeply and opened the door, slowly and cautiously. As I entered, the only sounds I heard were my own shallow breathing and muffled sobs that came from my angel. I sighed, knowing very well that I didn't deserve an accepted apology from L. I caused him this pain, I did this to him. I deserve to burn in the darkest pits of Hell for doing this to an angel; my angel.
I crept closer to our bed, where I saw my distressed angel crying his eyes out and hugging a pillow. I sat at the end of our bed, watching helplessly as my one and only love poured his emotions out.
"L?" I finally said, trying to hold back my own emotions. L arose from his position, his face red and tears still falling from his eyes. He closed his eyes, not being able to accept my presence in the room.
"Get out, Light! I hate you! I hate you! I swear to God I hate you!" he yelled between sobs. He said it like he wanted to convince himself that he hated me.
"L, please, let me explain. I didn't mean for all this to happen! Misa's the one who kissed me! I don't like her at all!" I yelled back, helplessly trying to make L understand. It was no use; I began to let my tears flow freely down my cheeks.
"Liar! Light Yagami you are a liar! You are just like the rest! I've been hurt so many fucking times in my life and I'm sick of it! My parents didn't want me, I was raped by my best friend and now I witnessed the man I love with my entire heart kiss someone else!" screamed L between sobs. I couldn't believe it. L was comparing me to BB? That's outrageous! I am not nor will I ever in a billion years be anything like that monster, BB!
"L, please! I am not lying to you! I love you! I love you and will never try to hurt you! This is just a huge misunderstanding!" I said, tears still falling from my eyes. It hurt me that L was hurt and that I caused him to be this stubborn.
L kept on crying uncontrollably, burying his face in his hands. I crept closer to him and put my arms around him. He surprisingly didn't do anything to stop me. I kissed his head, hopping that he would understand.
"L, I love you more than anything. You were the first and only person who has ever made me feel this way. I lost my virginity to you, L. You have something from me that I can never take back. But I don't want it back, L. There was a reason why you have my innocence and Misa doesn't have anything from me: It's because I love you, L. Believe me, I would give up anything and everything for you. I'd give you the world if I could. L, please just understand and believe me…I love you, you and only you." I said, gently. I could hear L still sobbing, making my shirt wet.
"Light-Kun…" he said, finally looking up at me. He then pressed his lips against mines. Oh how I longed to feel those perfect lips mold against my own. We kissed passionately for what felt like an eternity before we had to pull apart. I stroked his flushed face and kissed his nose.
"Light-Kun, I'm sorry." He whispered.
"Sorry for what? I deserved all that." I said, wiping the tears that flowed down his face.
L shook his head, disagreeing with my statement. I chuckled and kissed his lips tenderly, a moan escaping L's mouth. Oh how I wanted him at that moment. My dick throbbed with the thought of making love to L.
I laid L down on our bed, me on top of him. I began to kiss him passionately as I eagerly undid my pants. As I tossed my jeans aside, I looked at L, his face flushed and his breaths turning into pants.
"L, I'm sorry. I really can't control myself when I'm around you. But I really need to feel inside of you." I said, blushing. L smiled a small smile and nodded.
"Same here, Light-kun."
***
"Light-kun!" moaned L, as I licked and teased his nipples with my tongue. His moans rung through my ears like a beautiful melody.
I then left a trail of kisses all the way down his body, hearing more of his moans as I got closer to his erected member. I smiled as I saw how hard he was. I then kissed the tip then began to lick all over.
"Liiight!" moaned L. I then put his whole member in my mouth and began to bob my head up and down, sucking it sensually.
"LIGHT! Please Light let me!" he moaned. I didn't understand what he meant so I took his member out of my mouth and looked up at him.
"What is it, L? What do you want to do?" I asked.
"I…I want to pleasure Light-kun for once. Please, let me." panted L. I smiled up at him as I made my way up and kissed his lips.
"But I want to pleasure you, L. Don't worry about me." I said, as we parted lips. L pouted and shook his head. I sighed.
"Fine. I have a solution to this dilemma." I said as I laid myself down on the bed. L then got on top of me. I chuckled.
"L, turn your body around please." I said. L nodded and did what he was told. His cute little bum was what faced me.
"Well now we can both pleasure each other." I said as I licked his anus. He moaned loudly and shook as I kept on licking him. I then felt the warmth of his mouth on my member. I moaned at the intense pleasure seeping through me.
As I kept flicking my tongue in and out of him, I couldn't help but moan at the intense pleasure that I have never felt before filing my whole being. He's so amazing, my angel.
"L!" I moaned.
L then stopped blowing me. Just when I was about to come, he stopped.
"L? What's wrong?"
"Light-kun…please! Just make love to me already!" he moaned loudly. I smiled. I kept on flicking my tongue inside of him, using my saliva as a lubricant.
"AH! Light!" he screamed in pure ecstasy. I smiled as I finally pulled away. I saw L shake, pre-cum dripping from his throbbing member.
I finally got into position. L buried his face in the sheets to muffle his loud moans, I found it adorable. I spread L's cheeks apart and slowly made my way in, L moaned in both pain and pleasure.
"Relax, L. It'll feel better soon." I said as I kissed his back. L dug his nails his into the sheets, moaning loudly.
"Please try to relax, my love. I know it hurts but I promise it'll stop hurting soon." I said, softly.
L finally looked up, looking in my direction. Tears filled his eyes but he refused to let them fall. He smiled a small smile in my direction.
Finally, the moans of pain turned into moans of pure pleasure. I increased the speed of my thrusts, my angel crying out my name like something beautiful. I couldn't help but let out a husky moan myself, this pleasure was just too much for both of us.
"AAAH! Light-kun…" he moaned. I grabbed his weeping member and started to stroke in rhythm with each thrust I made. I could feel his pre-cum all over my fingers.
'So good.' I thought to myself.
"Light-kun, please…don't squeeze it so ha-AH!" he moaned as he came, my hand filled with his warm cum. I smiled.
"L…you're so good. I love you" I panted. A couple more thrusts later, I closed my eyes and moaned, my seeds filling inside my lovers body. L screamed my name, so beautiful.
***
I sat up in our bed, running my hands through Ryuuzaki's damp hair. He seemed exhausted but I couldn't help but want more. It felt great to make love to L, I wanted more.
I kissed his lips hungrily, tasting once again the sweetness of his lips. God, I could never get enough of L, he was my obsession, my love.
"Light-kun," he breathed, his faced still flushed. I caressed his cheek, smiling at him as I did so. I bent down, nibbling on his earlobe.
"Nng! Light!" he moaned. I licked his ear and then whispered
"L, I need more of you; I need to show you how much I truly love you." I arose and took my position on top of him. He automatically wrapped his legs around my waist and his arms around my neck. He nuzzled his face on my neck, inhaling my scent.
"Light-kun smells nice." said L in his monotone. I stroked his hair and kissed his forehead.
"I'm going to enter you now. Please bear with it, my love." I said. And with those words, I rammed myself into Ryuuzaki's tight ass.
"Oooh, Liiight!" he moaned, throwing his head back as he did so. I increased the speed of my thrusts, hoping to find the spot that makes L scream in pure pleasure.
"I love you…I love you…I love you!" I chanted breathlessly with each thrust, making L cry out my name in pleasure.
"LIGHT-KUN! THERE! RIGHT THERE! HAH!" he screamed. I found it, the spot. I smiled and adjusted my position so every thrust would hit the spot.
"I love you, L." I kept moaning. L desperately pushed his lips against mines. Our tongues seemed to fight for dominance as we kissed passionately. We both moaned as we broke apart. He dug his nails into my back with each thrust I made, moaning and panting. I ran my fingers through his hair, lovingly.
"Light-kun…I-I can't…AH! I LOVE YOU!" he screamed in pleasure as he finally reached his climax. I smiled from ear to ear, so happy to hear him say that he loved me. I know he does but it just sounds more believable coming from his lips.
"L, I-I'm close…ah! L!" I moaned as I finally reached my climax, coming inside of my lover who screamed in pleasure. I felt like I saw stars, it felt amazing inside of Ryuuzaki, my one and only love.
As we both rode off our orgasms, I held L close to me. I buried my face into his black, messy locks.
"Light-kun?" said L, breathless.
"Yes, L what is it?"
"I'm sorry, Light-kun. I don't know-" he was cut off short with my lips on his. When I pulled away from those beautiful lips, I smiled at him.
"No, L. You have no reason to be sorry. I really did deserve all that. I'm the one who should still be begging for forgiveness." I said, stroking his hair. L smiled and snuggled closer to my chest.
"This was way better than an apology." He said referring to the passionate sex we just had. I had to agree, it was better than an apology.
"You seem tired, L. Go to sleep, my little angel." I said as I noticed him yawning. He didn't even respond; he was already sleeping soundly on my chest, my heart beat as his lullaby. The first time he has slept in a very long time. I smiled.
***
I woke up the next morning, seeing my angel still soundly asleep in my arms. I kissed his head and slowly and quietly got my clothes and went to the living room. As I walked out of our room, I heard chuckling. I knew it wasn't Kira's or Watari's but I know I've heard this dark laughter before.
Then I looked up, smiling at the hovering figure above me.
"Hey Ryuk, what's up?" I said, looking up at my shinigami. Ryuk, with an apple in his bony fingers, got in front of me.
"Hey, Light! Long time no see. But anyway, I have to tell you something." said Ryuk, speaking with a mouth full of apples.
"Is it regarding Kira?" I said, not really caring. I was surely going to give up being Kira soon so whatever Ryuk was going to tell me didn't interest me one bit.
"Sort of." He said, chuckling.
"Sort of?" I questioned, crossing my arms on my chest.
"First things first, have you been hearing or feeling your Kira side?" said Ryuk.
"Yes I have. Speaking of which, why does my Kira side come out? It didn't say anything about that in the rules of the Death Note." I asked, knowing that Ryuk would be the only person that could answer this question. He chuckled.
"Well, a lot of things we death gods found unnecessary, we didn't include it in the rules. And as for your Kira side…" he paused. "Since the first day you used the Death Note, you knew in your heart that this wasn't what you, Light Yagami, wanted. Kira, on the other hand, envisioned what he wanted and that was ridding the world of evil. When you lost your memories, Kira went with them; it was just normal Light Yagami that stayed. Now that you have them back, your Kira side wants to gain full control but Light won't let that happen." said Ryuk. I had no idea what to say so I merely nodded.
"As for what I needed to tell you…you're in danger, Light." said Ryuk, in a humorous tone.
I began to tremble. This is exactly what I wanted to prevent but here it is, doomsday for Light Yagami.
"You have 40 days to make up your mind. If you continue as Kira, Kira gains full control and the Light I am speaking to right now will be long forgotten. If you give up, Kira will be long forgotten. And if you don't decide in the next 40 days, you will automatically become Kira again or you both die; Kira and Light. It's that simple." said Ryuk, still saying it like if it were some sort of game.
I rubbed my face, my hands shaking. It was so overwhelming what Ryuk told me, it was a lot to take in. My head ached and I felt like I was going to faint, I was so weak. I can't be weak in this situation. I either take action or die failing. What about L? I have to do this for him too. I have to be Light Yagami 24/7 not just every now and then. Kira, I hope you listen to this; I'm ready. I will defeat you, I will prevail; with L and Justice on my side. I will be the winner in this game of cat and mouse, Kira. I am righteous.
I nodded towards Ryuk, threw an apple at him and went to my room. I sat on the edge of the bed, nervously running my fingers through my hair. I heard the rustling of sheets, and looked down at them.
There popped up my L with the sheets still on his head, smiling warmly.
"Good morning, Light-kun. Are you feeling well?" asked L, noticing my anxiety. I smiled at him and kissed his lips tenderly.
"It's nothing, L. It's just my paranoia, no biggie." I said, smiling. I lied. I was scared shitless over this whole ordeal but I can't let L know. I know it will hurt him if he found out.
L nodded. I ruffled his black locks and stood.
"Let's go get something to eat before we have to go back to headquarters, L" I said. My dad finally let me back into Headquarters though he has treated me a lot harsher now.
L blushed and shook his head.
"What is it, L?" I said, stroking his hair.
"I can't get up, Light-kun. My bottom hurts and I can barely move." said L, still blushing. I giggled and took the sheets away from his body, exposing his naked figure.
I then proceeded to take him up in my arms, bridal style; a whimper escaping his lips.
"Better now, Ryuuzaki?" I asked. L smiled and nodded. He kissed my lips and I held him tighter in my arms. I looked out the window, exposing the Japanese sun peeking up from the horizon. I closed my eyes, hoping that I would win this battle.
L snuggled against my chest, my heart beating rapidly; a sign full of uncertainty. I was uncertain about my fate; our fate.
***
Author's Note: FINALLY! DONE! YAY! Well I hope you enjoyed it thus far because there is A LOT more to come *insert fan girl squeal*. I wonder what will happen next: Will Light finally overcome this battle? Will anyone else find out about Light and L's relationship? Will this story get less sappy? Why am I asking you? This is mine! MINE~! *clears throat* Well if you may have noticed, I'm not on as often. This is due because my internet went bye-bye *hits my stupid laptop* Anyways, I'll try to get all my artwork up. Oh and thanks everyone for your love and support!
Gin Ichimaru: Bye-Bye!
Me: OH MAH JEBUS! *glomps him*
Gin: EEEEEP!!! D: