Disclaimer: Hey everyone, it's me, Kelly a.k.a. Cherry! I just need to let you all know that the manga/anime/ my drug Death Note is not owned by me *cries* it's by Tsugumi Ohba and Takeshi Obata. But this fan fiction full of yaoi, fluffiness, love, hate, angst, and hot Light on L sex IS mine! I came up with it! MINE! *Clears throat* I hope you enjoy it and comment me saying what you liked or disliked about it. By the way, this chapter will be split; meaning it will be Light's POV in some scenes and L's POV in others. I hope that's fine with all of you. So yeah…ENJOY THE YAOI!
*Takes out big physics book* Now for those who are still reading this thing, I will teach you about physics since I think our youth today needs-AH! *gets hit by a Nintendo DS and bleeds profusely*
Matt: MINE! *takes and runs away*
Chapter 7: Your Love
"It's great to have you back here, Light! We really did need another brain in this case." said Matsuda, rubbing the back of his head. I simply smiled and nodded at Matsuda.
"Well it was rather boring just doing nothing all day so I'm glad I'm back, too." I said, giggling. I heard my father clear his throat, a sign that told me to stop chatting and start getting serious about catching Kira. I sighed.
"Light-kun, look at this. It looks like Kira's killing sprees have not only decreased but are probably…over." said L, biting his nail in deep thought. I gulped. Would he still think that I'm Kira? That I have completely given up on being 'a god'?
"Yeah, well maybe Kira is dead." I said looking at L. L shook his head. I grew scared. I was in love with the world's greatest detective and I am possibly the world's greatest threat.
"I think Kira is still alive but he hasn't really done any killings for months." said L, biting his nails in thought. I slumped in my chair. Great. This is just fucking great. Not only do I have to make my decision about giving up Kira but I have to keep convincing L that I am not Kira.
"L, if I was the villain and you were the hero, would you still love me?" I told L in a whisper, not making eye contact so my father wouldn't notice anything weird. I heard L sigh.
"Always." He simply stated. I sighed in relief. I adore L, more than I've ever loved anyone in my whole entire life. He is my whole life. But the sad, sad, truth is that I am indeed a villain. I am a bad person. I have blood forever stained on my hands. I am far from redemption. But I know that the only way we could happily ever after is if I give up this heavy burden of the Death Note. I know once Kira is long gone, my life would be better than it once was. What's good about living in a utopian without having your lover by your side? Even if I ever accomplished to make this world heavenly, it would still feel like hell without L.
I smiled at L.
"Thanks, Ryuuzaki." I said simply before continuing to type something down on the computer.
I continued to review the evidence. Kira has stopped killing for many months, just a couple killings every now and then but maybe that was the second Kira who is still protecting the first Kira. This just made my head and heart hurt.
'No. It can't be…Light. No, please don't let Light be such a poor excuse of a person in this society.' I thought to myself. I would completely shatter into a million pieces if Light was taken away from my arms.
I sighed and brought a piece of cake into my mouth, munching it silently. I looked at the man sitting next to me, my lover. He always looked so beautiful and had a wonderful heart, but I can't stop thinking that I might be in love with a killer. No. Light Yagami is my lover, Kira is someone else. He has to be! Maybe it's like a split personality or something. I contemplated all these thoughts but all it gave me was heartache.
I looked around headquarters, trying to get my mind off of these thoughts running crazy through my head. I was growing restless; I needed to get the hell out of here. Anywhere but here would be great about now. Anywhere where Light would be with me, love me and I would love him. No more secrets and just utter bliss.
"Ryuuzaki, are you okay?" said Matsuda, looking at me strangely. I put my thumb to my lips, trying to find a good response.
"Actually, Matsuda, I'm not okay. I have a massive headache and it's killing me. But it's nothing, I-I'll just try to get through it, oh-oh the pain!" I said as I put my hands to my head, putting my acting skills into good use to get what I want; alone time with my lover.
"Oh Ryuuzaki, maybe you should take a break or something. Maybe it's 'cause you never sleep." said Matsuda as-a-matter-of-factly. I nodded, pretending to seem like I'm in immense pain. I looked over to Light who looked like he was going to have a panic attack.
"C-can Light-kun come with me too? M-maybe he can help get some work done while I get some rest." I said, innocently and as adorable as I possibly could say. Light looked at his father, which didn't look too happy, and nodded towards his son. Light went over to me and put his arms around me, helping me get to our room.
Once we were there, I turned to Light, a smile on my face.
"L, you should really get some rest. You had me so-," he was unable to speak once I pressed my lips against his. Once we pulled apart, Light looked extremely dumbfounded. I giggled.
"I lied, Light-kun. I'm fine; I just really needed to spend some time with you. I can't stand being in the same room with you and yet not being able to hold you. It's unfair." I said, wrapping my arms around his neck. Light smiled and kissed my forehead.
"I never thought the World's Greatest Detective would be so devious." said Light, chuckling. I smiled at him and pecked his perfect lips once more. He turned that one little peck into a heated make out session. Oh how I loved it.
My back hit the bed, Light on top of me and still kissing me with that heated passion. He put his hand on my butt and kept kissing me with that surreal passion. I couldn't help but moan in his mouth, which caused Light to smile into our kiss. I couldn't control myself, I wanted him. I wanted him inside of me. My member throbbed with the impending thought of Light inside of me, loving me like no other.
I dug my fingers into his soft, chestnut hair; tugging it a little. I was so impatient. I wanted him now! But alas, he always teased me, though I have to admit that it is quite nice. Even if he is younger than me, he is the most passionate and the most loving partner I could ever ask for. I love him so much and nothing will ever change that.
"Light," I moaned against his soft, perfect lips. I had no idea how much more of the teasing I could take. I needed to feel him inside of me, become one with my one true love.
I finally broke apart from Light's lips, pushing him onto the bed. He laid there, confused. I found it rather adorable.
"R-Ryuuzaki, what are you doing?" said Light, still confused as to why he was laying there.
My response was taking his pants off in one swift movement, his erect member greeting me. I licked my lips at such a sight. I ignored his questions and just took his whole length into my mouth, licking it and sucking as sensually as I possibly could. I knew I was doing a good job once I heard his grunts and moans, music to my ears.
I kept sucking and eventually even started to play with his balls to increase the pleasure.
"L…a-are you okay? Ah!" said Light, moaning. I looked up at him, still sucking him off.
"This is great, L. But you seem so assertive, so uncertain and needy. Is…hah…everything alright?" said Light, stroking my hair. I was needy and uncertain. I was uncertain if Light really is Kira. I don't want him to be Kira, I want him to be Light Yagami, the boy I fell in love with. I want him to be with me always, just like we promised. I don't think I could ever fall in love with another human being other than my Light.
"Nng, L…take your mouth off," said Light in a husky moan. I know he must be close to coming; he buckled his hips and bit his lower lip. I increased the speed of my sucks, and kept playing with his balls. This is what I wanted, I wanted him to come and scream my name.
"L! Please, if you keep doing that…AH!" moaned Light as he came inside of my mouth. Light's face looked even more beautiful, if that was even possible. I licked every last bit of his fluid, and surprisingly, it wasn't so bitter.
Light, still panting, looked down at me.
"I'm sorry, L. You should spit that out." said Light as he stroked my hair. I looked up at him and gulped the sweet fluid that was in my mouth, licking away the fluid that graced the corners of my mouth as well.
Light looked dumbfounded again, it was very cute.
"D-did you just swallow my come?" said Light. I nodded, smiling up at his blushing face.
"Light-kun," I said as I sat on his lap, my face inches away from his. I kissed him lightly then nibbled his ear.
"Light-kun…please, take me." I whispered seductively in his ear, not being able to take foreplay much longer. His body was like a drug to me, I wanted this drug to shoot inside of my body and take over me. To love me like no other person has ever had.
Light grabbed my face and kissed my passionately, inspecting every inch of my mouth with his skillful tongue. I moaned in his mouth and wrapped my arms around his neck. Then, I was on my back, his body pressed against each others, our hardness feeling up on each other. I moaned loudly, grinding my hips some more against Light's to feel the friction.
"Light-kun…I want you to fuck me," I said as we finally broke apart. I saw Light smile and he whispered in my ear, "Of course, my angel."
I loved the pet name he had for me, though I was not worthy to be called something as divine and holy as an angel. He is my angel. He is my prince; my prince, Light Yagami.
Light removed the last pieces of his wardrobe and then helped me take off mine. When we were fully undressed, he licked my chest, making me cry out in pleasure. He reached my nipples and began to lick them and bite them lightly, making me gasp out in pleasure.
When my nipples were bruised and erect, Light went lower down my body, kissing and nipping at my body as he got lower and lower. He began to kiss my hip bone, not even bothering to look at my erected member which drove me insane. I wanted his mouth on my member and do to me what I had done to him earlier. I wanted him so bad at that moment.
"Nng, Light!" I moaned, sliding my fingers into his soft hair, pulling it lightly. I heard Light groan, I bet he was also as impatient as I was but like me, he hates to lose.
"Light-kun! Please! I can't take it anymore! Fuck me already!" I practically screamed, giving his brown locks a light tug. Light looked up at me, his eyes wide but a devilish grin on his perfect lips. Such a face made me even more aroused, making me moan.
Light got up and spread my legs apart, throwing them around his neck. He positioned himself then looked at me, I nodded. He smiled at me and inserted his big, hard member inside my warm, tight body. I moaned at the welcomed intrusion, tears welling up in my eyes.
Light held me, going in and out of me as he did so. I chanted his name over and over, my face feeling hot and every nerve in my body going crazy at this immense pleasure seeping inside me. I moaned like crazy, screaming my lovers name as his member brushed against my prostate.
"AH, LIGHT-KUN! THERE, RIGHT THERE!" I screamed, scratching Light's back so hard, I could see him bleed. I see he didn't mind. He repositioned himself so that each thrust would hit that spot, making me cry out in ecstasy. The tears that slid down my face were kissed away from Light, making me blush all the more. Plain and simple, I love him and he loves me.
"LIGHT! LIGHT! LIGHT!" I chanted with each thrust my lover made. He grunted and moaned at the tightness of my body and then swept down and kissed me passionately, his tongue dancing along mines. I pulled his head further into mines, are lips meshing with each other all the more.
What was wrong with me? What was this desperate, needy side of me? Is this just pure lust? Of course not! I love Light Yagami with my whole heart and soul. But we always make love and I was never this desperate. Something's definitely wrong with me, the great detective L.
"Liiight~! I-I'm so close!" I moaned out loud as I was at the peak of my climax, I could feel the pre-cum slowly drip from my member on to our bed sheets.
"L…I-I'm close, too." he grunted, going a little faster and making me moan and even closer to the edge. Light crashed once more his lips onto mine, making me even closer to my climax. I moaned loudly in his mouth, digging my nails into his back and throwing my head back.
"LIGHT-KUN!" I moaned out loud as I came all over his body and my own. I felt like I saw stars, and Light truly looked angelic. My muscles then clamped onto his member, and soon after my own climax, came Light inside my body, making me scream out in pure and utter ecstasy.
Light took his member out of my body and held me close, smelling the scent of my hair. I wrapped my legs around his waist and found my way back to those perfect lips.
Light chuckled as he kept rubbing my come-covered thighs, making me blush.
"What are you laughing about, Light-kun?" I asked, looking at him and smiling.
Light just looked at me and pressed his lips against mines once more.
"Why shouldn't I be happy, L? I have a great boyfriend and a great family and-and life's just good." Said Light, smiling widely, looking truly happy.
"I'm glad you feel that way, Light-kun" I said, kissing his cheek.
"But there is something that I must ask." Said Light-kun, his happy tone turning to a serious one.
"What's that, Light-kun?" I said, truly curious of what might be bothering my prince.
"Well, while we were making love, I could sense that something's wrong with you. Is there?" said Light, his brown eyes staring into mine, making me blush.
I didn't want to tell him the truth that something is wrong, he'll probably think I'm too clingy and maybe will compare me to that slut, Misa-chan. I don't want to seem as desperate as her! I know how miserable he was when he was with her and I don't want him to be miserable with me. I guess I should tell him, it's only right.
"Uh…well, Light-kun I've been feeling...scared." I said, burying my face in his chest.
"Scared about what, L? What is there to be scared about?" said Light, rubbing my back as he said this.
I could feel tears welling up in my eyes; I couldn't hold my true feeling within myself much longer.
"I-I just can't stand the thought of losing you, Light-kun!" I yelled; closing my eyes and letting my tears fall freely down my cheeks. I didn't hear anything from Light so I thought I should keep on.
"All the evidence is there, Light! You are most possibly Kira! I-I can't believe it! It can't be true! It's not true! I'll burn the evidence and pretend its not true if that means I can still be with you! I just don't want to lose you, Light! Not now, not ever! If you were to ever leave my side…I don't think I'd be able to live my life." I said, looking straight at Light.
Light merely stared at me and then, for some odd reason I cannot comprehend, smiled. He smiled! I just called him out as Kira and he's smiling at me? Shouldn't he scold me? Kick me? Hurt me? Hate me?
He sat up and held me close to his chest, his heartbeat ringing through my ears and was truly the most beautiful thing I've ever heard. I let the tears cascade down my cheeks and down onto Light's perfect chest.
"You'll never have to worry about that, L. You will never lose me. I will always be with you, my love. Even if something happens to me, I'll always be with you, in your heart. As for Kira…" I heard him sigh and he ran his fingers through my hair.
"I don't know about Kira. I don't really have much to say about it. I hate him." Said Light, simply. I nodded. I hated Kira as much as Light did. He isn't my Light, he must be someone else. Vile criminal, that Kira is. I will stop at nothing to put him where he belongs; jail.
"I hate him too, Light. I hope he isn't you." I said, kissing his chest. Light sighed once more.
"Yeah, me too." He merely said. I didn't know what he meant by that but that just made my suspicion of him grow all the more and the tears fall down.
"L?" he said, rubbing my back and kissing my head.
"Yes, Light?" I said as I tried to keep myself composed for Light's sake.
"Do you want to rest or something before we go back down to headquarters?" asked Light.
I nodded. I really didn't want to hear Light fight with his father and that's exactly what they would do if we went back there. Just thinking about it gives me a headache.
Light laid me down beside him, kissing my neck and my jaw, making me gasp and giggle.
"I love you, L." said Light in my ear. I looked in to those eyes, the eyes that make me feel so safe and believe every single word he says.
"I love you too, Light-kun." I said before snuggling up against him and watching my prince drift off to sleep.
"Light-kun, you already spent ten minutes on your hair. I think it looks fine." I said as I stared at my boyfriend brushing his hair and making himself look nice.
"I have to look perfect, L." said Light, brushing his hair some more.
"For what, Light? There really isn't a reason to. You could just throw on some sweats and I'd think you were the most beautiful man ever." I said, blushing. Light looked at me and smiled.
"I just wanted to look nice for you, angel." He said as he placed a soft kiss on my lips. I blushed even harder, making Light giggle.
Light then bowed, extending his hand and making me seem like I were a princess and he were my prince charming. I chuckled and grabbed his hand. We held hands until we got out the door.
Light then slammed me against the wall, a devilish grin playing on those perfect lips of his. I could feel the blood rush to my cheeks and make my face feel hot.
"We still have time before we have to go back." Stated Light, biting and nipping my earlobe, making my gasp out at the pleasure.
Light-kun then pressed his lips onto my own, inserting his tongue and exploring the cavern that he knew so well known as my mouth.
I moaned at the feeling and held Light closer on to my body. Then, while we were still in the mist of love and passion, we heard a gasp. This gasp didn't come from either of us.
We stopped and looked at each other; red faced and bruised lipped, and then directed our attention to the end of the hallway.
There stood Matsuda, a bunch of papers stacked on his arms and a surprised look plastered on his face. I was so embarrassed that someone else found out about our relationship. I dug my face into Light's shirt, hearing a growl escape his lips.
I sighed. This was not going to end well.
Matsuda, you voyeur! Ruining Light and L's cute little moment! How dare you! Heheheh, sorry about that. Well I hope you enjoyed this and I'm sorry it took so long. But hey, what do you expect? I'm a full time student that has SO many things to write and so many nights without sleep. But let's not get into that, shall we? So basically, I really like this chapter. This one is by far my favorite due to the fact that I changed point of views and it's SO fluffy and cute (as if you can't tell, I like fluffy and cute). I also liked that Light seems like such a caring boyfriend to L, even if he's holding on to a very deep, dark secret that may change their lives (maybe even their relationship) forever.
Thanks for reading and I'll see you all next time in chapter 8!
~ CherryFreezie777 (aka Kelly)
Matt: *Playing with the DS*
Me: Can I play that? _
Matt: NEVAH!
Me: *pouts* Meanie =w=