10/19/10 リン雨
Déjà vu, an experience where something new seems to have already happened. In other words, it's the feeling that something has happened when it has not. It's an odd feeling; conversations seeming as if they are happening again, events playing out as if predetermined.
And it's been happening a lot.
The course of another year passed, everything feeling as though it had already happened even though I knew for a fact that this was the first time to witness it. It started to drive me insane, the nagging feeling that something was out of place never went away.
The generals of my army would advise more sleep, more relaxing time. I tried to do just that; ignoring the outside world as I encased myself in my work.
Yet as everything passed me by, as time moved forward, these déjà vu feelings would leave me exhausted. It all strung together in a fraying knot; my exhaustion led to depression, then it would all lead to anger.
A burning rage to make everything stop.
So I began to make a plan. A plan that would be able to stop time itself.
And now the plot thickens!
I hope you enjoyed! Reviews would be nice!
Until next time, nakamatachi.
~RS