Disclaimer: Hello person reading these words, how are you? I hope you are well. Well, since you stumbled on this Light x L fan fiction I must warn you that it contains fluff, smut, and is over all yaoi. If this doesn't float your boat, well don't read it. By the way, this chapter is going to be the shortest out of all the chapters due to the fact that it'll ruin the surprise in the next chapter if I write too much. SHIT! I WROTE TOO MUCH!
*goes into the escape pod* I REGRET NOTHING!
Enjoy!
*sigh* and as for Death Note, it sadly does not belong to me. I wish it did though.
Chapter 8: Someday Came Suddenly
We stood there, all three of us, in complete silence. Both I and my boyfriend, L, stared back at Matsuda, looking dumbfounded of the image of L and I kissing and being in love. I grew angry. Why the hell did he have to ruin my moment with L? I barely have time to spend with him due to Kira and this whole fucking case and yet, he has the nerve to interrupt our moment? Not only that but I bet he's shocked at the fact that I am a) gay and b) kissing the fuck out of L, my lover.
I looked down at L, his face red and his eyes downward. I bet he feels ashamed that someone found out about our secret, that someone thinks he's different than the rest of the world because he is in love with someone of the same gender.
"What the hell, Matsuda!" I said as I let go of L and walked toward the klutz. Matsuda just looked even more dumbfounded and frightened.
"Well? Answer me! Why are you here?" I exclaimed.
"I-I just needed to deliver these papers to Ryuuzaki. I-I didn't know I was interrupting something." He said, his voice shaking.
I grew less angry and got pissed at myself. This isn't me. This anger I feel that is mostly provoked by stupid Kira, who I still need to make my decision on.
"Matsuda-san, can I have those papers then?" asked L, as he walked up from behind me and smiled at the shaking man. Matsuda handed them to L and then cleared his throat.
"I had no idea you guys were…" said Matsuda, who couldn't even say the word 'gay' or 'homosexual'. He probably thinks it's unnatural or bizarre, just like my dad.
"L and I are in love, Matsuda. We are both gay and are in love. I hope that isn't a concern to you." I said, holding L in my arms. Matsuda frantically shook his head.
"Good. Now, get back to work. L is still not feeling too well so tell my father we won't be working today. L will email you frequently on new leaks to Kira. Understood?" I said, still holding L in my arms. Matsuda nodded.
"Also, Matsuda, please don't tell my father about our relationship. I will tell him when I'm ready and as of right now, I am not." I said, smiling.
"Understood, Yagami-kun. I will tell your father about what you just told me. Except for the whole relationship thing, of course." said Matsuda, smiling as well.
I kissed L's head, and after that Matsuda felt awkward and left. Good. We didn't want him around, anyway.
"Light-kun, I'm hungry." said L, looking up at me with those obsidian beauties. I smiled and kissed his lips tenderly.
"Well what do you want to eat, Angel?" I said. L put his thumb to his lips and thought. I just stared at him with curiosity and wonder.
L smiled up at me, looking extremely adorable.
"Why don't we go on another date, Light-kun?" said L, smiling and being extra cute so I can give him what he wants. How could I object to such an offer? I've been dying to go on another date with L. I want to spend as much time with him as possible so maybe, just maybe, he won't be too angry with me when I admit to being Kira. That's right. I'm going to tell him someday soon, right before my 40 days are up and-and I die. I tried hard to not to think about it.
I looked at my lover, eagerly waiting for my response. I smiled.
"Of course, Angel! Where would you like to go?" I said, trying to sound as happy and peppy as possible so he won't worry or get suspicious of the thoughts plaguing my mind.
L put his thumb to his lips once more and thought. I looked at him, he looked so cute!
"Well Light, do you know any good places that sell delicious deserts?" said L, his thumb still on his lips.
I chuckled.
"I know this nice café that's close by here. They sell awesome strawberry shortcakes and tea." I said, smiling and knowing perfectly well L would want to go there immediately.
L looked like if he had just seen the face of an angel. The only response I got from him was cute little nod, his eyes still wide with anticipation to go to out on our second date.
I smiled, took his hand into mines and led the way out of the building.
I sat there, thinking about how I should tell the chief that L and Light were out for the day. I hope he doesn't yell at me or anything.
"Um…chief? May I have a word with you?" I said, shaking and nervous, as always.
My boss looked dazed, looking like if his mind wandered off to some imaginary land full of happiness and joy. I cleared my throat and repeated myself.
Chief jumped from his chair and looked at me, his eyes drooping and bags under them. His eyes were almost as bad as L's! This Kira case is just driving all of us at the end of our wits.
"Uh, yes. What is it, Matsuda?" said the Chief, rubbing his temples as if he had a headache.
"Light and L said they weren't going to work today but they'll keep updating us frequently if they get any new information on Kira." I said, my voice shaking and as well as my hands.
Chief looked at me and then sighed.
"Well, I guess that's fine. I mean, it's great that Light and L are finally getting along. But…Light seems like a totally different person." Said the worried father, he smirked.
"Is it a good change or not?" I said, truly curious.
The chief sighed once more and shrugged.
"I have no idea. All I know is that I don't like this new Light. He just seems…I don't know. This isn't the son I raised." said the disappointed father about his rebellious new son.
I thought and thought. Maybe I should go against Light's orders and just tell Chief what's been going on. Sure, they both might get really mad but I want to help them.
"Chief, there's something you must know." I started off, throwing away my nervous demeanor.
"What is it, Matsuda?" said the Chief.
"I know what's been going on with Light…and L." I began.
I stared adoringly at my angel, eating his strawberry cheesecake with such delight. I couldn't help but smile, his happiness just makes my heart burst with joy.
"How's the cake, Ryuuzaki?" I asked, smiling adoringly at my lover sitting across from me.
"It's great, Light! You should really try some." Said L, smiling widely with cream all over his mouth. I giggled.
"Okay, don't mind if I do." I said as I wiped the cream out of the side of his mouth with my index finger and brought the sweet confection to my lips. L stared at me, wide eyed and surprised.
"What?" I said, trying to hold back my laughter.
"I thought Light-kun hated sweets." said L in a soft, little voice. I smiled at him and held his hand in my own.
"I don't hate sweets. I just prefer things that aren't so sweet. But know that I have you as my boyfriend, I think I can eat as many sweets as you." I said, smiling at my L.
L blushed and smiled back at me.
"You're so sweet, Light." Said L, chuckling. I laughed as well.
At this point in my life it didn't matter if I was a God or not, I just wanted to be with L for as long as I possibly can. Justice isn't what I thought it was. Killing people for justice is as ridiculous as having sex for virginity. I was truly wrong but my views have changed for the better. L has showed me that justice isn't perfect; the system was created with flaws and people full of them but it can't be helped. Justice is justice and I have finally seen the light that is guiding me towards the right path.
My L, my angel and my light; the one who shows me the way through this dark and difficult path called 'life'.
"Light-kun, I wish this day would never end." Said L as he rested his head on my lap on the park bench we were both on. I caressed his cheek and smiled at him.
"I wish it wouldn't, either. I hate working on this whole case. I hate being picked on by dad all the fucking time." I said, truly dreading the moment in which we had to reluctantly return to headquarters.
"I thought Yagami-san and Light-kun had a good relationship." Said L, his voice soft like velvet.
I sighed.
"We were close. But he changed and I did, too. I mean, I'm growing up and changing everyday and I guess he doesn't understand that I'll never be like him. Sure, I'd love to be a detective one day but it's because I want to be a detective, not 'cause he raised me to be like him." I said, looking up at the sky.
I wish dad would understand. I wish he'd let me be but no, I'm a 'Yagami' and have to be just like him. I hate that. I know once I tell him I'm gay he'll kill me.
'This isn't the son I raised!' I could hear him say as he'd yell and groan at the news. My mother would tell him to calm down and my sister would be ecstatic that I've admitted something that she's known all along.
"Light-kun?" said L as he got on top of me and waved his hand in front of my face. I finally snapped out of my pitiful, little trance and directed all my attention once more to L.
"Yeah, L?" I said, a light blush spreading across my face.
"I think we should be heading back. Yagami-san must be a little irritated we didn't show up today." Said L, as-a-matter-of-factly.
I sighed. I knew he had a point but I just really didn't want to go back.
"I guess we have no other choice, huh?" I said, giggling. L smiled and pecked my lips. I took his hand into mines and lead the way.
As we finally made it through the doors of headquarters, I could hear my Kira side chuckling. I sighed and held L's hand a little tighter.
"What's wrong, Light-kun?" asked L as he looked at me with a worrisome expression.
"Something bad is going to happen. I just know it." I said, not being able to even look at L. I felt his hand shake slightly, scared of what I could possibly mean by 'bad'.
"Light! L!" yelled out loud my father as we made our way inside, looking furious. If looks could kill, I'd be sprawled on the floor, lifeless, by now.
"Is it true! You and L are…lovers!" yelled my father, his eyes beaming with angers. He directed his eyes to our hands, still entwined with each others.
My whole world felt like it just stopped. One of my secrets have finally been revealed. This can't be happening. This can't be happening!
Author's Note: Oh crap, this can't be good. But hey, I updated this chapter and now you're all one step closer to the epicness that lies ahead. Heheh, I'm excited to finally begin the fun.
So in case you haven't already figured, Soichiro isn't too fond of homosexuals. I thought it'd give the story a more 'personal' feel. What do you think? Is it good? I hope so. I worked really hard.
Please, everyone, I'm begging you, review the story if you want me to continue. I think I won't continue UNLESS I get some reviews and stuff so I could feel like someone actually reads this. PLEASE! I'll give you candy~!
Well, thanks for reading and I'll see you in chapter 9! Whoo~! Love you guys!
~CherryFreezie777
Matt: *hacking into my computer*
Me: Blame him for this being so late. .
Matt: YAOI! *nosebleed*
Me: HEY, THAT'S MINE! *tackles*
