SONG OF THE MOMENT:: BY THE KILLERS
[Freddie]
he buried his face in the wall, his hand resting by his head as he groaned, tears running down his cheeks.
"I feel like a complete asswhole…" he mumbled and rubbed his eyes, as Spencer stared at him with a sigh escaping his lips.
"I'm sorry, Kid"
"No Spencer…it's not your fault…it's all mine…" he grunted and sighed back at him, resting his hand on Spencer's shoulder.
"Thanks"
Spencer nodded and took in a deep breath.
"s-so…what are you going to do?"
"I have no idea"
[Sam]
she woke to the noise of whispers in her ear, she sat up fast, and looked around.
her body was glistening with sweat, and she could barely catch her breath…it was strange…like she kept having these nightmares where she was in love with a boy, who traded her in for her best friend…and all she could see was him and her, everywhere she went.
she sighed and buried her face in her hands.
[Carly]
she sat up in the master bedroom's bed, staring out the giant window, eyes slightly wide.
she looked around the unfamiliar room, and sighed.
she missed her old place…when they were kids…when everything seemed so simple…when iCarly was still alive.
she looked over at the picture on the bedside…it was of them standing beside the contraption spencer built that beat that world record, and all of them were stanbing there, wide grins on their faces like idiots.
it made Carly chuckle.
{Flashback}
"Freddie…." she whispered, her arms wrapped around his neck as the flustered Freddie Benson just stood there, eyes wide.
"Please…? I can't do this on my own…" she smiled sadly and ran her hands down his chest, pulling him closer, their lips colliding in a heated motion. Freddie just stood there, not making a sound as he let her kiss him.
He LET her.
"Hey Guys, wha-"
The unusually perky blond had been up all night, thinking about him nonstop since they got together, thinking of how much she was in love…it was almost to good to be true…
and it was.
"what's going on…guys?"
they didn't hear her the first time, almost like she was invisible, the tears were in her bright blue eyes as Carly pulled away.
"Freddie…?"
"Sam…"
"Sam…"
"C-Carls…" she backed up into the glass 'iCarly' door, eyes still wide and tears streaming down her pale cheeks.
she ran out of the room, slamming the door as hard as possible when she left.
Freddie pulled from Carly, and tried to go after her.
Burt Carly grabbed his hand gently, and he spun around, staring into her eyes.
"Please Freddie…don't leave…."
And that's how it all began.
{end of flashback}
Carly Narrowed her eyes.
she never wanted this…
never.
but she had wanted him…and she, like always, got what she wanted.
