SONG OF THE MOMENT:: SO CONTAGIOUS BY ACCEPTANCE
[Sam]
her eyes snapped open, the day had gone by like the night, and she had been frozen to that bed, naked, wrapped in sheets.
it had been hours since he left her again, promising to be back, because Spencer had called him, and Carly needed him again.
she was apparently sick.
Sam narrowed her eyes.
did she really need this?
a boy who 'loves her' and walks out of her life whenever he feels it.
she heaved a bit, tears rimming her bright blue eyes.
she began to sob.
"I hate you…" she whispered. she sat up, throwing the pillow against the wall.
"I HATE YOU!" she cried, and buried her head in her hands, her heart beat racing.
she heard a beeping noise as she plopped back down on the bed, hearing it ring in her ears over and over.
she closed her eyes
than grunted furiously.
she sat up once again and grabbed the phone set atop of the nightstand.
she pressed the green phone and gave a fake smile, as if trying to cheer her self up, like someone was there watching her, and she didn't want them to see her cry.
"Sam…Sam I'm on my way back"
her eyes widened and she stood off the bed, the sheet falling to the floor as she ran to the dresser in a flash.
"Oh…Okay, just uh…I'll be down stairs any minute."
she mumbled, pulling on a white, pink belt buckled dress, and began to do her hair, staring in the mirror.
yes, she was a fool. and yes, he was a jerk.
but she loved him.
she couldn't quite understand why…but she did.
"Okay. I love you"
she froze, her eyes widening by the second, her heart pounding in her throat.
"y-yeah. I love you too"
'I've got to get used to that'
she thought, than pressed the end button, and smiled softly to herself.
she made her way down the steps, and ran to the door, hearing it open and she jumped into his arms, locking her lips with his and grinning ear to ear.
once the kiss finished, she pulled away a bit, and he stared down at her.
his eyes were slightly wide, and he was frozen to the spot, but he slowly made a smile caress his face, and he lifted her up into his arms.
"Someone missed me"
"Damn right I did. now go make Mama some bacon."
"I thought Sammy didn't like Bacon?"
"Sammy changed her mind"
[Carly]
she hadn't meant for it to turn out how it did, he was just supposed to come and take care of her when Spencer left…
not this.
she lay there on the queen sized bed, drenched in violet colored sheets, half dressed and half awake.
she began to cry.
"I'm so sorry Sam…"
"I did it again"
she whispered.