SONG OF THE MOMENT:: UNTIL WE BLEED BY LYKKE LI
[Sam]
she buried her face in her arm, tears retching down her cheeks, as she forced them out of her, the pain pouring through her like wine, smooth and silky, like the freezing air.
it was hard to believe she was like this, of all things, she couldn't believe she would react this way.
she sat up a bit in her bathtub, the bottle still clutched tightly in her fingertips.
how long had it been…? an hour? yet no one noticed she was gone, no one saw her hurt, when he did awaken, the first thing on his mind was…Carly.
no one else seemed to matter, did they?
she hicked and curled into a ball, falling in her own silence.
"someone…" she whispered.
"someone help me"
she cried, sobbing ever so lightly, making sure she was unheard, she didn't want someone to notice her now, she just wanted to…
she fell against the hard marble tiled bathtub, her head laying on the loop in the side, her curls spilling out around her.
she let the water hit her body, feeling her burn up at the instant taste.
it was hurtful, yet she didn't feel it.
she couldn't feel anything.
she closed her eyes, and drifted off.
[Freddie]
he stared, ogling the phone with wide, tear brimmed eyes.
"Y-You TOLD her?"
"no…Freddie I-"
"WHY?"
"Freddie…"
she sobbed, clutching the phone on the other end,
"She already knew"
she whispered, choking on her own words.
"CARLY!" he grunted furiously and threw the phone grunting.
"SAM!"
he yelled, finally taking off down the hall, searching for any sign of her.
"SAM!"
he ragingly stumbled into the kitchen.
'no not here'
he heard his mind whisper playfully, a low chuckle coming from the dark part of him.
he frowned instantly and ran to their bedroom, his eyes peering at every corner of the room.
'your hot…'
he blinked slowly, and the running of water ran through him, flooding his brain.
She's in the shower…?
he raised an eyebrow, thinking for a moment as he slowly, but carefully whispered her name.
"Sam?"
he mumbled and his bare feet walked across the cold floor, turning to corner and walking into the hall where the bathroom was set in front of him.
he knocked lightly.
"Sam…let's talk about this…" he said, sighing as he knocked harder.
"Sam…?"
was she ignoring him…?
he froze, his body jerking when he heard a soft whimper, crying coming from the room in front of him.
"S-Sam? ARE YOU OKAY?" he nearly screamed, trying to get her attention.
he took a deep breath and rammed his body into the door, the handle jiggling, he gave a slight nod, and rammed his body once again at the door, his eyes narrowed as it finally burst open, the handle flying off and hitting the wall, he mad a sift movement, and caught himself before he fell into the room, coming eye to eye with a naked Sam, laying in the tub, her hair drenched over her face, and back facing the wall.
he moved the curtain, and stared down at her for a moment, before reality hit him and he realized her unsteady breathing, and the bottle in her hand.
his eyes widened, and he picked her up, wrapped her in his arms and dragging her out of the room.
"So were bound to linger on,
We drink the fatal drop.
Than love until we bleed,
Than fall apart in parts…"