This is a little biddy chapter it again is a filler but its important so enjoy!!!!

First Sighting:

Edward POV

In the years that had passed I could not find an outlet for my grief nothing seemed to do her justice, instead I concentrated so hard on the memories that I ended up effectively being asleep, well more like meditating really. I was able to focus my mind on just her; it was a distraction from dealing with things but a beautiful distraction none the less. One I would not give up for anything.

I had been meditating for a few hours, just thinking about what it would be like if Sofia was still alive. When suddenly I felt someone enter my room, their thoughts secluded from my gift, this unnerved me intensely. I let a snarl rip from my throat as a warning, I lay still, my eyes remained closed trying to pin point exactly where in the room this intruder was but I couldn't. All I could describe the feeling was like when I was human and you used to just be doing something and you would whip your head around towards the door because you swear someone had just walked through it – only there was thin air, not a soul stood there to accompany the feeling of no longer being alone.

I slowly opened my eyes, why I was nervous I have no idea – maybe the meditating was throwing my emotions off kilter? I would have to talk to dad about this later...maybe.

I walked over to the door and opened it to find nothing

Next to my walk in wardrobe - again nothing – but still the feeling persisted. I swear if this is Emmett playing about I will end him.

Ok so the only option left now is the bathroom, I lunged for the door, snatching the door handle and wrenched the thing open trying to leave as little escape time for who ever was messing with me. Nothing. "What the hell" I muttered to my self shaking my head, I turned around and was stopped dead in my tracks.

There stood in the middle of my room was a vision of pure beauty. I shook my head again, only this time it wasn't in frustration but as a means to shake this image from my mind, why was it being so cruel. I stopped and looked up again to find the image had not changed except that she was now smiling at me.

"S...Sofia?" the moisture collected behind my eyes threatening to invade, how was this possible.

She spoke so softly, my memories no matter how clear did her no justice "Edward my love, you must hurry, you must go back home"

Home? Surely she didn't mean…

"No" I snarled at her "I will not go back there it will destroy what's left of me" I sobbed my pain coming to the surface.

"There is no time Edward you must, you have to save her" Sofia's voice was full of urgency now; I gazed at her eyes they looked into mine and mirrored the pain and sorrow that lay there.

"Save who, what girl"

"You know who"

And then she was gone, is it possible for a vampire to go insane? Maybe my meditating had triggered a hallucination. What can I do – stop meditating and never feel close to her ever again or continue and risk losing it altogether?

Short and sweet but alas still sad poor Edward is he going mad???